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Your Deleting of this profile was a temporary fix to a permenant problem...
(and I find it ridiculous to do this)
Yet the subject is always avoided real time...so therefore i seek...
Very Sexi height and weight porportioned.... bi-sexual submissive enslaved VERY long term to a strict, less than honest Blk Dom....
Central - South Jersey Local..
(photos available and selectively shared !!!)
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Since he's so very apparantly dishonestly and decietfully VERY "actively seeking" another ? or maybe a replacement..or..wait..is it "in my absence".... submissive female.
But "he wouldnt trade me for anyone"..and "I could never be replaced"(damn right I cant) ..so therefore I thought I'ld help him in his search... |
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If you enjoy submitting to the total control of an experienced (somewhat) in shape ,extremely SEXUAL sometimes sadistic strict black Dominant.Contact either myself ,or KnightNJ also on collarme. :)...aka...Knight01nsj (aol) ,GoldenNJ (Alt) , aka SwoopNJ(Aol),and MatrixxMaster(aol) and whatever other name he goes by this week.(Cause there is more)
I fail to understand how a relationship such as ours has come to this...where I'm compromising my dignity by showing such a disgusting public display of betrayel and hurt.....yet i consistently swallow my pride,and find myself humbled to you.
There has never been a reason to be less than honest with me, (or anyone else for that matter) Ie: Listing yourself as "Single" in the lifestyle....my many (MANY) years of servitude,loyalty,and collar hold proof of otherwise....
Throughout all of this...rather than sit aside and let you actively seek(seemingly without my knowledge). I've been led here..and other places...and i find myself nearing a situation I really dont want to be in...where as I've sought on my own,but fail to be able to actually follow thru on anything without feeling like I'm cheating myself....
I dont wanna do this...i dont want to "cheat on him"...but i dont want to sit back and just let him do it to me either ....
There comes a time when we're faced with the harsh heartbreaking reality of a situation like this and we need to make a decision to (continuosly )accept or move on ..
I'm unable to make that decision without his help.....
and have to many years invested in this relationship to throw in the towel just yet...
So that said..i continue with my search for him....
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He is exceptional if nothing else... |
The sacrifices we make for our "Masters"
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