A few things i've learned about myself and this lifestyle in my first week on here~

1. I dont want to be naked in public

2. I dont like large amounts of pain, pleasure should be greater than pain for me

3. I'm not sending you pics without a real reason to trust you

4. I dont like being called whore or slut, it hurts my feelings and turns me off

5. I like bondage but that doesnt mean i wand to sleep in a dog kennel and be poked with sticks. I'm a sub, not an animal

6. facts 1-5 do not make me weaker than you and do not make me less of a sub than you, i still want to serve and please just not take a beating

7. Wanting a dom who respects me and can dominate me and enjoy kinky sex without hurting me seriously in any way does and does not want to seriously hurt me in any way, just enjoys controlling and a bit of kink, does not mean i belong on match.com

8. A dom who satisfies 7 is not less of a dom then  an extremist doms, they both do the same thing just in different ways

9. I fully appreciate the emailed in things for me to try like I asked for but I'm new to this why push me right into extremes, only a few people have been really helpful on this site for my learning, and only one really has been good to me.

Feeling discouraged honestly, maybe next week will go better, only really coming back for a handful of you... *Sigh*