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NastijaAkakijova

I am not sure if im allowed to speak.
For years and years i have been batteling thoughts and feelings I never could conquer.
I always have been faszinated by the power of women, their special ability to talk with the body.
But it takes a long way from a transvestite to a passable shemale and i never had the guts to try transforming myself because i knew
in the long start i would neither be accepted as a man or a woman. So my suppressed cravings piled up inside of me.
And on the other hand the place this road leads me to is so unknown i cant foresee if i would like it.
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I dont believe i am a person who cannot develop or follow own ideas and vision but there is to me no sense in doing so. I have always been
fantasizing about giving all control to someone to improve their quality of life and help them persue their dreams.
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I am not primarily looking for a mistress or master. Though i would prefer a mistress its not one of a sissys decision.
I am looking for people to talk to, share feelings and ideas, but if you decide to own me i would be flattered

I am 25 and currently living in the Cairns area.
simplyme25
 
 Age: 35
 Near kansas city, Missouri