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| Good morning/afternoon/evening to you. 
You May know me from other places, becuase I've been chatting for a couple years now under the name Nastgargoyle a.k.a Gargy  and I am not an angel, well not a good one anyway...
My notions on BDSM are what I have developed over nearly 20 years of practice and are drawn from a variety of groups and practitioners...They run along the lines of Dominance doesn't have a damn thing to do with what you can do with a submissive  ,
its all about what you can do with Yourself...
It's about self-confidance, self-control  , self-knowledge  , and most importantly self-respect .
Thats just one of my many radical beliefs, for further updates or questions tune in or send me an email.
I'm always willing to give out advice, information, or an opinion to people that are looking to gain knowledge someway besides hard experience. People includes dominants, not just submissives...we aren't omnipotent guys and girls, if you don't know what to do then swallow your damn pride and ASK! Lord knows I've had to do it enough over the years and it didn't kill me.
I also have a webpage I've maintained for a couple of years now with some useful information for beginners on it. If your intrested in reading it, and I do get good feeback on it, then just drop me a line asking for the website addy.
Now that I have most of the substantial stuff out of the way I can best sum up myself as a dirty minded, old, sadistic, pervert. I spend most of my time here cruising the profiles drooling over boobies and butts, I figure if you were proud enough of them to put them up here I need to be courteous enough to have a look and send you thanks for the visual gifts you shared.
No it doesn't mean I want to get it your digital panties.
But it's not all about the boobs folks, I also enjoy intelligent conversation.
I'm also brutally honest in what I say to people, if you can't handle that then you prolly don't want to talk to me too much becuase I'm by nature too lazy to think up polite lies to answer those 'what do you think' type questions. If you wan't the unbridled truth drop me a line, if you want absolution go find a priest.
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Anyone actually awake out there tonight to read this as they flicker by? |
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Yes I'm still around though I usually only stop in here long enough to check messages and maybe say hi to friends that I connect with through here. |
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Greetings,
just to clarify something for a few girls that have made inquiries, no I'm not desperately seeking a romantic relationship with a slave/sub, and truthfully I don't Want a romantic relationship.
I'm here for intellectual entertainment and meeting intresting people.
No, I don't have any intrest in having a wide eyed romantic or a desperately lonely woman clinging to My leg.
What I AM willing to do is talk, chat, and have conversation with anyone that has a minimum of two brain cells to rub together and make a spark.
If your running from the sound of a ticking biological clock run in some other direction. |
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Ever had one of those days when after listening to someone speak absolute illogical, liberal nonsense for several hours you realize with growing horror that not only is this person considered a functional member of society, but that she might actually have kids someday and pass her lunacy along? |
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Waves a greeting to everyone that stops to read the journal here...
Just a quick notation on a couple of personal pet peeves that are becoming more and more irritating as time goes on.
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First, I hate to break your bubble of disillusion, but I'm not here looking to collar anyone, I'm mostly here to exchange thoughts, ideas, opinions, conversation and look at boobs in the profile pics. A hello from Me is not an indication that I want to slap steel on your neck and make babies behind a white picket fence, maybe I'm saying hello, maybe I'm admiring your breasts, either way I probably aint intrested in getting emotionally involved with you.
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Second, if I'm polite enough to say hello and make an attempt at opening a conversation, then you should be polite enough to either reply with conversation, or politely indicate you have no intrest in talking. Snapping back with a one-liner involving age, sexual preferance, or appearance just displays your absolute lack of respect, submission, or intrest in someone that can't buy you the ferarri you mistakenly think your entitled to. As a submissive you get what you earn, as a slave you get what your allowed, no one Owes you anything for a willingness to wear lacy undies for them on a camera.
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Third, if you are thinking of sending Me a greeting asking if I have a slave already, or if I'm married I'll save you the trouble, I'm single and fully intend to stay unmarried. I own several slaves online and in real life and if your jokeying for a position on that pole go ride your pony in another race.
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And finally, do not try to claim you are just looking for like minded people to talk to in one breath then bewail the lack of good men in the other, all it shows is your desperation, not your submission. Grow up, build a bridge, get over it, and move down the road.
Matthew
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This one is for the con-artists and sucker players out here...Yes I'm a horny, old, perverted, goat...but if you think testosterone kills brain cells and that makes me an easy mark, then your the stupid ones.
I'm a little bit smarter than your average monkey so if your going to try and run a scam or mind game on me then at least spend a little time dressing it up so that I can at least find it entertaining and amusing to pick holes in...I still won't be giving you what your after, but maybe I'll think enough of your IQ and creativity to send you a christmas card.
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According to Merriam-Webster;
hel·lo : an expression or gesture of greeting -- used interjectionally in greeting, in answering the telephone, or to express surprise
If anyone can show me how to get, "I want to collar you" out of that I'll eat my damn stetson.
Get over the kneejerk reflex ladies that comes from dealing with too many predaters and players. Sometimes a simple greeting is just that a simple greeting, not an offer, not a request, not a command, and not a demand, just a greeting.
For the socially hampered amoungst us, a greeting is the first step in establishing polite conversation, from which you can make decisions about whether or not you like someone, dislike somone, are intriqued by someone, or would rather floss your cats teeth than speak to that person again. |
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Well its been a hectic week or so, a death in the family that I had to deal with, a fight in the family I had to settle, money issues that worried my mind, concerns about people I care for. As a dominant it's my nature to try and control everything around me and make the things I dont like into something that I do like. To grapple with the unmovable mountain and drag it along behind me while pushing the irresistable force back into its chair. Becuase its my nature, sometimes I forget until someone that loves me wags a finger in my face, that I'm not a god, I'm not a force of nature, and I can't reshape reality to better suit my own wishes of what it should be. I forget that sometimes I simply have to step back and accept the unacceptable, deal with what I can, and hope that somewhere in it all theres some form of purpose to everything that strikes me as being insane and fruitless. |
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How often when faced with something that we 'could' do, do we actually take the time to think through if its something that we 'should' do? |
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I do the email conversations and trade one liners with a lot of people on this chat forum. Sometimes its all in jest, sometimes it true curtiousity, sometimes its pleasant conversation to take my mind off other things...but occasionally I have a conversation that starts that digs to my core and the last one started with "Why are they all so mean?". With a little more soft probing and hair petting I discovered that the girl had been told that she had to be a slave by the "All Knowing Troop" of the chat section becuase she was too willing to please to be a submissive...did that confuse the hell out of anyone else hearing it the first first?
For those of you intrested either greatly or marginally I have a request...if you don't know bean's from bird poo poo then keep your mouth shut! Becuase thats the sort of unadulturated Bull Ka Ka that makes people in the nilla world look at us like we've lost our minds and are all sexually frustrated deviants.
Hops off my soap box and goes for a cigar |
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Hello, Howdy, and How are you?
I've only been here 2 days and already have been greeted by some very pleasant and nice people. I don't know how often I'll remember to make an entry here since I have a horrid history with diaries, but I will certainly try to make it a point to let the people here that may become important to me know whats happening in my life...thank you for the greetings again... |
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