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| NO I AM NOT LOOKING FOR A DOM/MASTER/MISTRESS AT THIS TIME thank you
I am a 21yr old female sub with a few dominant tendancies. I have just recently moved back home to socal and am getting re-aquantied with those that i havent seen in years.
I have been mostly out of the lifestyle for the past two years, being as i have lived in texas, with just a small sub-community that i did not enjoy, and Nevada, where those that claimed to "be into the lifestyle" were all poseres.
As stated above, i am not looking for a Dom, Domme, Master or a Mistress. why? Because after moving back home, i have recently reconnected with a very fave Dom of mine. And i am happy in my situation. but that does not mean that i am not open to meeting new people to talk to and get to know. If you are over 25, Im sorry, but you would be wasting your time.
I am a very feline person.... which means, in small words i act like a cat. i like to be petted and cuddle, i meow when im in the mood and hiss when im pissed off. i hate water, other than taking a bath, i dont like it. im not a huge fan of big dogs, tho i dont mind the smaller ones. and ive always had a natural affinity with cats. ive never met a cat that i didnt like.
Please, for my sake , do not send emails asking to own me.... I am not collared at the moment, but thats mainly due to past experiances that have led me to not want to be owned at the moment. and yes, there is one person who i am willing to submit to. But you are not that person. He knows who he is. so please... dont send rude, vulgar emails.... they just get deleted
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IM back home in socal now. its been a whirlwind of the past two years. and a lot of things have happened. not all of them good. but not all of them bad either. lets just say its good to be home
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stressed out and pissed off. My ex is in jail..dumb fuck. i need a break...really do. i need a good session with a certain dom that i know....i need the feeling of being takin over, i wanna enter sub space again and just float for a while, safe and cared for. and not have to deal with the shit im going thru in life right now. i need the feeling of nails carresing down my back, the sting of the flogger against my flesh, and the peacefulness of his teeth in my neck as he takes me as only he can. |
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I will not be online for a while...mainly because once again i will be moving. This time to Nevada, to be closer to some of my family.
And to reiterate... I do not wish to recieve emails asking to be owned or demanding that i submit myself to you. You do not own me and never will. That pleasure belongs to some one else. Nor do i want a sub...sorry.... i am not dominate enought to deal with a personal sub....so please respect my wishes |
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Why is it that people cant seem to read what i write before messageing me? NO!!! I DO NOT WANT TO BE YOURE SUB/SLAVE/ DIRTY WHORE. so please.... leave me alone if thats all youre going to offer. |
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As of right now.... I am disgusted and outraged at everyone in the worl.... Everyone that is , stupidly and disgustingly closed minded that is. For shits and giggles i decided to watch the Gay and Lesbian Cruise Rosie was doing on HBO. To see the familys on that cruise, made me happy. But whenever they disembarked, people would blatenly ask the children "wheres your Mommy and Daddy?" While the childs same sex parents were standing over them, or holding them in their arms.
Now, Im not gay. I am however openly Bisexual. yes, ive had sexual expeirences with both Men and Women, and i have to say they were always wonderfull. Now however i do lean towords men. But people just cant seem to understand. I like both boys and girls. they both get me goin ya know. I see NOTHING wrong with that. i see NOTHING wrong when two people, whatever sex they are, want to get married, have children and just live out their life as normal. What i do see wrong, is when people HATE against those that love members of the same sex. When they condem us for loving who we want. WE CANNOT HELP WHO WE FALL IN LOVE WITH. WE CANNOT HELP WHO WE ARE. IT IS NOT A DISEASE. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH WHO WE ARE. YOU ARE THE ONES THAT NEED HELP, NOT US, NOT ANYONE I KNOW THAT IS GAY, LESBIAN, TRANSGENDER OR ANYTHING ELSE. |
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So, i keep getting asked why it is i dont wanne be owned. Well, sit down and let me tell you.
I dont wanna be owend because, on teh off chance that i get to go back to California, even if its just for a visit. I'll see him. And when i see him, i will get down on my knees and Submit myself to him and only him.
Yes, ive been owned before, and it wasnt the most pleasent of situations, i'll admit. It has warped my view of how a girl should be owned and treated. But im willing to give him a shot. he has no idea either of what i want. He doesnt even know who he is.
So please, respect my wishes, and dont send me emails asking me to be owned |
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so on monday (tomorrow) im gonna go out with my sis and look at a new apartment for me. Im scared because even though i wanna move back out onto my own i still have the fears that im gonna fuck up again and lose the apartment. and i dont wanna.
p.s. i love floggers
that is all |
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so, im getting a lot of emails lately, offering i guess to be owned. listen closely please cos im tired of saying this I DONT WANT TO BE OWNED. all messages stateing so or that are perversley worded, will be deleted upon reading. im a person dammit. letters that are actually worded nicely, might be merretid a response. please people is it too much to ask. yes, i have issues. yes im depressed. im going through a lot right now. i just had to move two states away from everything and everyone ive ever loved. so forgive me please for haveing a few problems.
Im also inlove with some one that doesnt even know i love him. but it doesnt matter. he and i will never be together. he's with some one he loves. but i was ok to fuck. |
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is that all im good for? fuck you. huh, just a dirty little whore for you to fuck as you please. i dont fucking think so. i have feelings. i love, i hurt, i bleed, i cry, i laugh, I FEEL YOU FUCKER.
rot and die now please |
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Operation BItch: Completed at 21:00. So i broke up wit hmy sub bye today at like 9 or so. GOt my hair cut as well, ten inches is now gone from my hair...... im iss it alot |
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the only love ive been wanting lately.... is what i recieve from my cat. Everynight, he sleeps with me. With out wanting anything in return except for a few mins of cuddling and scratching, then he curls up in the crook of my knees and falls asleep. Do you know how nice that is? To for one in my life, have a male in my bed that doesnt want sex? i mean, i know hes a cat but still.... just think about it.
Operation Bitch: comensed at 21:19 |
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so yeah, i really fucked up things with my last relationship. I was dating another sub, even though he wont admit thats what he was, and i just cant handel it. not to mention i had to move 1000 miles away from him so i could make a new start at life. so i havent offically broken up with him yet, but im planning on it. just need to work up the courage to do it. im also still trying to get over the last guy i was sleeping with before my current boy. god things are difficult. i hate love |
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| Age: 28 |
| Austin,
Texas |
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