It's very cold outside, and yet i have a fantasy of You taking me to the forest preserve and stripping me completely naked, except of a pair of shoes and socks. You would be nice and warm, wearing all of Your clothes, a jacket, hat & gloves. my wrists would be tied together in front of me with a long rope. Then You would pull me into the woods, making me try to keep up with You. Maybe i would lose my balance or slip and fall into the snow? Or maybe You just want to push me down? Eventually You would probably tie  me to a tree or over a log and whip my already red ass. 

Looking back,  i was trying to figure out how i became so submissive & passive. i guess it was when i was around 14 years old and my Neighbor was 17 or 18. Somehow She talked me into being Her gopher over the summer. So while all of my friends were riding their bikes or playing baseball, i was rubbing suntan lotion on this gorgeous Girl. Sometimes She would send me up to the store to buy a magazine and a cold drink or i would have to wash and vacuum Her car. But whenever i was in Her backyard i was only allowed to wear my underwear. When i was done for the day She would give me my clothes back. Before She left for college, She wanted to make sure that i would NEVER forget Her. She sent me to Her bedroom and told me to take all of my clothes off and wait for Her to return. When She came back (still fully clothed), She laid me on my back and dry humped me. Her zipper kept getting caught on my pubes and i would jump when the ripped out and She would just laugh. And that is how i could out i was meant to serve. 

i have been having fantasies about being overtaken by a strong, powerful Domme lately. i can picture Her grabbing me and making me struggle. Maybe bending my arms behind my back and forcing me to the ground. She would pin me down & rip my clothes off of me. After being abused, She would leave me naked and helpless.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Now Who wants to scare the pants off of me?