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| Ideally I have this profile to meet women with similar kink interests for dating, but am not opposed to finding a play partner, some sort of CFNM service arrangement, or other forms of experimentation.
It can be a tricky thing to articulate what I have learned about myself through my experiences. I’ve been in a service relationship, been out to events, parties, and various vanilla gatherings. I listed myself as a sub on here, which is where I initially thought I fit into all this, but am not all that sure these days. I’d say I’m a bottom, but don’t find that all that accurate either. My fantasies tend to be pretty psychological in nature, I enjoy being objectified, humiliation, body worship, cruel and abusive treatment; but I tend to find all these things rather lackluster when I think they are being done to control me or reward my needs if I don’t feel that my partner is doing them because she enjoys them. The same goes for pain. I always felt rather out of place in more common situations where people seem to be spanking each other for the sake of it’s own enjoyment.
The above stated, I seem to find much of my erotic desires at odds with the reality of a D/s relationship. Outside of play I don’t care for feeling used or second rate in a relationship, I’m independent and don’t crave to truly be beneath someone. Not to say I don’t have some of that submissive mentality about me, it’s just something that manifests itself more in an emotionally committed vanilla sense which takes time and trust and understanding to forge.
In terms of experimentation I’ve sporadically had thoughts of experimenting with other men. Vanilla exploration in general, but given some of the more conceptual nature of some of my fetishes I’ve always been a little curious if that sense of arousal from them is something that would be gender fluid. It would also put some confused thoughts to rest for me. I identify as being straight though so would be rather picky about whom I would want to try things with in these regards. Pony play has also been something passing interest.
Anyway, this profile is lacking on vanilla details; only natural given the nature of this site. I’m intelligent, honest, enjoy fantasy literature. I’ve been reading the Game of Thrones series since this year began and been pretty obsessed with it. I’m big on traveling and the outdoors. Been doing a lot of hiking, and local park exploration of late while the weathers still nice; so if your looking for a companion for that sort of thing I’d be happy to oblige. Anything else you’d like to know I’d be willing to fill in the blanks. I respond to all messages on here in some form or another, so if you’d like to talk feel free to shoot me a message. Thanks for reading.
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