these fingers on keys real to the touch.. each press just one letter just one word and yet the memory of clay in these hands as i sculpt thoughts into words
these hands slide across the keys as they search doing what my mind alone cannot do.. seek to find their home
tomorrow or today or even right this instant there is flesh and form.. a body.. a mind.. a soul that awaits these exact same fingers to write it's love and lust and thoughts.. it's sadistic pleasure and emotional pain across her flesh.. diving deep diving hard into her body.. hearing her sighs and moans and screams and whimpers.. each one a reflex a reaction to the thought that dances along my fingertips like lightning from a storm.. or at times just the rain
each day i dive deep within and stare like a boy at the zoo.. at teh beast hiding within.. i look at his cell bars and recognize profiles and faces and choices and fate.. these same words that crisscross the screen to spill out myt thoughts are the sname ones that form the jail cell
words of doubt or fear or dislike or disdain.. the same racism that can electrify a session between two hues or one, the same thing that can deaden a chance fo return
for return si what ist is to me.. not finding.. for once you choose the Owner of your life.. if done right only death will seperate.
as each day leads onto the next as age catches up to your body and flesh.. your mind. your soul,.. each day more falling deeper into that grip
whether you believe in fate or not.. the one you fall into forever with is the one you were destiend to meet
bdsm allows us to CHOOSE our fate.. choose it without a doubt and decide who and WHAT we were born for.. born to become
so each day i am here gazing out into the space between us knowing.. even as these fingers are free to type to anyone.. to say anything.. they are fated.. as long as i persevere.. as long as i do not give up that search.. these fingers are fated to dive into One body one flesh this mind fated to dive into one lust one liove one cravign to be owned in full and forever
the not knowing .. is what drives me.. into he unknown space between us.. into the unknown when i look at each face before writing..
and yet even now across town ro across the world.. even as i draw breathand feel my feline form glide across my bed as i shift to write more..
this very moment a mind may be readfing these words or asleep and ignoring them.. a person may be being fucked.. or used or dreaming at the same.. of the One they belong to a face a name they have never seen and yet by destiny's design it be the face and name and spirit they will know forever even as time and age wear them away they become more and more the creature of that person they have yet to meet.. to dream of in clear.. to know by the sight or the sound or the smell.
and without knowing each breath each moment pushes and pulls them towards my hands and their fate. even as i am a dominant and free these fingers will be clasped held tight in the3 flesh fo the one that i own.. addicted to it.. cravign it.. owning it and sculpting it into more of my dream
even now as this midn soars through this site and wonders and wishes and hopes as all men do.. even now it feels its claws unsheathed from their holster of flesh and hungry to dive into yours and taste the cumand sweat and blood underneath
even now these hands be free and be mine but they belong and are fated to be wrapped around one. the beauty of a life without casual sex.. a life without huntign or seekign for less tan lifetime.. is you have chosen your own fate..
chosen to leave behind marriages and vanilla life in full and in total.. instead to dive more fully into the unknown.. and never will it become known.. unlike traditional bite sized relationships that last less than a blink
forever means there is always more to explore.. more to taste,m touch, know.. what is a limit today is a rush tomorrow.. what is a rush today is a memory next decade