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well I'm back.. phase one of the surgery is completed... needless to say didn't have many phone calls from friends at this site save for ONE and the slave knows who he is. |
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for those who are interested... I can be reached via the following website: http://www.siuh.edu/conindex8.html I'm not sure if I'll have web or cellular phone access.. but you can use the phone number for the "north campus" to find Me. |
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well for those of you that have been following My surgical updates... as of this coming Monday I will be OFFLINE for 2 weeks perhaps more... I'm getting the prosthetics set up.. if you want to know where/how to contact Me.. email Me privately. |
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Surgery Date confirmed for Monday, June 15th. Will be out of commission for 1 - 2 weeks. |
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well here we go.. within the next 2-4 weeks I'm going to be disappearing for awhile and having the plastic surgery work done on My leg and stump that'll allow Me to utilize the prosthetic leg and be the proper Master and Daddy that I should be.
wish Me luck. |
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In a matter of a few things some things will be happening that will be VERY BENEFICIAL to Me. The first is I will be operated on to be fitted for My prosthetic. Secondly, living arrangements here will change along with having a new profile.
if you wish to keep in touch afterwards, please send Me an email. |
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well here we are in May... and I've actually narrowed things down to a few permanent ideals. I'm going for my prosthetic in a few months after some plastic surgery is done so I'll be walkin pretty soon.. However, despite the fact that My profile says single.. I am NO LONGER looking for now. I have a slave in consideration. |
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After a long trial of finding the ideal female AND male subs to work together in serving Me.. I have found that the games are the same either way. My bisexuality is no more and My venture into the Gorean Lifestyle has ended as well. I am making vast improvements in My health and life and yet no one is interested. WHERE ARE THE REAL SLAVES??? |
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I'm 40... single.. and still searching for "the one" - anyone got any ideas for a Top on His Birthday? |
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Date Line 3/24/09 - let's see... I turn 40 in 3 dyas, and I'm still single.. GO FIGURE... More importantly the prosthetic work is going well AND... I'll be starting physical therapy soon as well as circulatory therapy (3/31/09) so that we can see how much reduction we can get within My right leg to avoid long plastic surgery from the weight loss surgery after effects. Meanwhile.. I'm still here, still single and still looking for "The one" to collar for life. |
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long overdue entry.... I am now at the point where I am approximately 8-10 months away from walking on a prosthetic.
I am slowly getting back into the shape that I want to be, and yet I am still empty because I cannot seem to find a proper & loyal slave to be collared at My side...
I have no time for slaves that are superficial about One's appearances, have problems with age, or think that I'm a Sugar Daddy. |
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Date Line Feb 5, 2009... Appointment with the prosthetic leg center went well. It looks like I MIGHT be up and walking in about 9 months or so... lock up your slaves, Bear's back :-) |
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Well here we are... Feb. 2009. I'm on My way to having a healthy new life and enjoying My one year old God Daughter, Willow.
Soo many new things are happening. I've begun the evaluations for a prosthetic. I've lost 163 lbs since I've had life saving stomach surgery...
From the time of the amputation though... it means I've lost 537 lbs.. yes that means back in 2001 I was a whopping 800 lbs... no chance of a prosthetic at all.
So now... I'm heading for the prosthetic, hopefully some new pix, a new hairstyle & color and maybe even karate lessons & such like that.
Many people ask Me what I am thankful for, I am thankful for things/people in this order:
1. God Above
2. My God Daughter
3. My Brother
4. ALL MY FRIENDS
5. what little family members who speak to Me or My bro still.
In other words - there are many things that I am happy and honored to share in this life with the friends I have made here at this site, and among all of them.. LOVE is the best thing to share.
Here's hoping that I get My prosthetic soon and can start going to all kinds of clubs and events.
Thanks for reading. |
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New Year... New Me... Happy 2009 to All of My friends be they Dom/sub or Switch :-)
I look forward to meeting new faces and making new friends in/around NY :-)
I hope all is well with everyone. |
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I have My wheelchair back - now I am fully mobile and can start meeting A/anyone who wishes to meet for fun or conversation!!! any subs/slave want to show a Master around NY? |
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Journal Entry - 12/2/08 - Merry Christmas, Happy Hannukah and whatever other holidays there are - TO ME!!
MY WHEELCHAIR IS ARRIVING IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS!! I'M GOING TO BE MOBILE AGAIN!!!
My books on Gor have also arrived (Thanks char).
I'mi looking forward to meeting all the new friends I've made and re-exploring the city at large. |
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Contrary to popular belief.. I am still pursuing the study and entrance into the Gorean Lifestyle.
This is a rather intense study which I look forward to incorporating into My life... Also contrary to the above profile, emails and conversations iwth male slaves are welcomed and can be considered for training/ownership consideration with conditions. |
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November 12, 2008 - 1:42 am... Wednesday - after a few days of reading on Gor Lifestyle, I had thought Myself ready for the entrance into it and enjoy the proper way that Masters are worshipped.
This stemmed from being approached by a Gorean female and her request of Me. Therefore, I had begun reading & researching.
After speaking with some this evening, despite one or two who think I would fit fine... I have decided to drop it all and destroy what research I had gathered. Thus returning My profile to My normal BDSM search for male & female slaves.
If there are any questions... you may ask. |
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November 4th, 2008 - Election Day..
Well I've cast My vote for the lesser of the two (D)evils... Barak Obama. No way do I want a George Bush Clone in the white house for another 4 years... *steps off soapbox*
Ok the real reason for this entry is for 2 reasons:
1) I've expanded My search for male/female subs to the NY and NJ area. Pleasee be advised that I DO NOT collar people on the first meet, there are many trials both online and in person that one must go through.
2) Just because I send you a message doesn't mean that I intend on having you as a sub immediately. I do read profiles and I am an intelligent college graduate. I believe in FRIENDS FIRST!! If you can't understand that or anything else in My profile, then please don't bother with Me or waste either of our time.
Thank you. |
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November 2, 2008....
After 2-3 days on medications, I feel strong enough to explain what's happened to Me. Having a low immune system due to a circulatory failure enables Me to get sicker quicker when the weather changes. Therefore any airborn viruses are easily caught within My system.
A few more days of antibiotics and I shall be just fine. Having the company of My friends, god daughter and the thoughts of My friends here & at other sites makes Me feel stronger every day.
I hope someday to find a sub (or subs) to include in that close family circle.
--- Bear |
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October 28, 2008... turning in to bed soon (12:16 am)... wondering how to deal w/ the fact that being BiSexual might actually be a problem...
I am a very real and honest person, My feelings aren't something that I BS around with. I enjoy playing with male and female subs. Therefore, I would have both subs equally. |
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Daily Log - October 18, 2008.. after midnight - As I finally decide to curl up and go to bed.. I relish the thought of making the change to list Myself as BiSexual as a GOOD thing as I have encountered many new female friends as subs & Dommes.
I only hope to find the ideal sub(s) for collaring and fun :-)
All chats are welcomed. |
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After wrestling with an orientation question for about 10 years... in the last 3 days I've made a major change in Myself and have decided to list Myself as Bi-Sexual. If it doesn't work out I can always switch back to being totally Gay, either way I hope it works for everyone, especially Me :-) |
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What this Man is seeking basically is a boy to serve in body and soul... properly earn his collar and place at My side. A boy that will loook BEYOND the fact that Sir is wheelchair bound and do whatever it takes to get his Man back into fighting form and walking around again. |
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