i haven't a clue what to wright. i am new to the lifestyle, and curious to be pushed to new and exciting limits. that said, i am not looking to be tortured. i am looking to have a great Mistress who will mold me to her liking and will care for me for the long term. i want to please her in every possible way she asks of me. i will always do my best for her. that said, i am human and i will make mistakes. i willingly admit to them and accept whatever punishment she deems appropriate.

i humbly ask that she be firm but fair. i have heard the many horror stories and seen many writings during the past few months of my research, and to be honest, it both excites me and horrifies me. yet, i do not shy away. i love to learn new stuff. i believe that to continue learning new and exciting things is to open the mind to all realms of possibilities. a closed mind is a terrible waste. i am comfortable with my sexuality, and now wish to explore finding my boundaries as they are pushed to their wonderful, exciting, carefully explored limits. and to go beyond that, who is to know or say.

i do not shy away from many things in life, and i find myself in the position that is needing challenging. i feel i have been living in a sheltered situation for far too long.

Mistress, are you out there somewhere? i certainly hope you are searching for me, as i am definitely searching for you.