i am not new to this, and yet am fresh, clean, jubilant, in the vision of that place, that openness and vulnerability to a Woman encompassing me. i have lived as a slave, kept naked (in a much warmer environment; SoCA), lost that, and now hope for that in this beautiful, rarified atmosphere of Northern New Hampshire. To say that i've lived as a slave may put some off, but i remain vital, meaning, conversant, even fun, crossing the vanilla with the engorging state of sensing myself as the property, companion of, worshipper of that Woman who brings Her sensuality into Her daily life, or as She wishes. Outside of Ritual i am not a pain slut but a loving slave, a serving being. And without that Woman i am nothing. Nothing. Please, give me purpose and perhaps Yourself to adore, worship.

i have put the objective version of my experience in the quetionairre below in. i pray that at least some of those senses of myself, those experiences, rather than putting You off, give You a sense of the breadth of where this can go with You at the helm. What i've seen i hope suggests possibiities for You. For myself, being taken inspires a deep deep gratitude, something that, for myself, opens the door for going into this unconditionally and even blindly according to Your wishes.

Please, let us explore and enjoy.