Ive thought of a very useful way to utilize my journal. These are actual responses during messaging........

Me: Ive found that explaining myself over and over again (who is me?) is time consuming and tiring. (Note: I have a link to my vanilla dating profile. Its pretty detailed and the best way to sum me up)

Me: I have found certain persons capable of carrying on a stimulating conversation who arent overly egotistical and can actually be civil and un-demanding when they need to be. The message receipt on this website is a bit overwhelming.

Me: What type of special-ness do you require, Sir? It would be easiest for you to tell me what you want most. I have a newer idea of what type of man (Dominant) Im looking for....since Ive been on here. One that shuts off the dominant when it truly necessary. I am CONFIDENT that I will not be someones stupid bitch.

Me: Are you capabale of controlling a strong women? If you were to actually cause me to say, "No, Sir".....would you dismiss me or accept that I said no. Im looking for someone capable of turning it off. Sometimes being dominant is not the answer and I am not a slave. I am a naughty housewife who gives into my man way too easily ;). Submissive or a servant is what im called....but I dont wish to a piece of property, in its extreme.

Me: Well :)... I wouldnt think being a servant is a new concept. It seems the more natural way to approach submissiveness. Slaves are weak in manner and im far from weak, in all manners. An Alpha Submissive? I shall explain :). In any other area of my life, I am a dominant. I know this. I control the room...I make men my puppets....Im boss....I am head female amongst females. I dont let people know this. I dont run around acting cocky. I simply imply and guide and control (just in work, in public and around company/friends). In my home, sexually and for my man, I am un-deny-ably submissive. Its kept in secret but made completly obvious. Its hidden in plain site and not noticed. I know for fact that Ive been viewed as a trophy wife by my mans friends and I like it! Just because Im Alpha and capable of dominanting, doesnt mean I want to. I know my place and its at my man feet.....right where I want to be.

Me: What makes it unfortunate is that Im more intertested in your face and if its something I can melt into and fall in love with. Your body, Sir, is a bonus. Your head, mind, face, hands and heart are what im most interested in. A deep connection comes with the ability for me to adore you. I choose to adore someone thats my complete hero. A portion of that will also include his ability to be a man and a partner first...and a dom second. I have no problem stating honestly, I would love to find an attractive man, all around. How excited I would be, for me. In return, that man would get the very best of me.