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I am a cunt and I know what I want. I don't like deception of any kind. If you lie to me then you might as well not bother speaking to me again. I have very eclectic tastes, I like a lot of extreme activities and I am constantly trying new things due to boredom.
I am not currently looking for play partners. And I honestly don't check my messages very often on this site so it may take awhile for me to respond.
Read entire profile for specific instructions for initial contact


I like anything that gives me pleasure, both physical and psychological.

I am a BBW and very happy with it, so if you don't like big girls, move on. I don't like small penises so the same applies. I am heavily pierced so if you do not like pierced women, then move on.



I do NOT meet with people that do not like or are not willing to be anally violated. It is one thing that I will NOT sacrifice. If you are not willing to at least try it, don't waste my time. It happens to be the one activity that I adore above all others!!!

I don't play or discipline online in any way. I don't travel... if I agree to see you then you have to come to me.

IMPORTANT!!! The chat on this site doesn't work well for me so don't bother sending an invite because I won't accept it. If you send an invite then I'll know that either you didn't bother reading my entire profile or you just don't care and therefore don't deserve to have the honor of me answering your e-mails. Keep that in mind when you decide to send the invite.

UPDATE: I do not respond to one line messages unless we already have an ongoing communication. I don't respond to cut and paste messages.... and they have that great feature here that shows the last several messages! And I still despise liars!!! Oh, and when sending a first message, attach a photo of your face and end the message with 'your pincushion' then your first name or scene name. If you don't, don't expect a response.

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10/15/2009 4:00:31 PM
This is a link to a terrific article on a transgender child and her family being supportive on her.

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1220577/Pictured-Josie-transgender-year-old-born-boy.html

8/3/2009 7:46:06 PM
Do people seriously feel the need to send messages without reading an entire profile??? Please DON'T send a message until you've read my profile in its entirety and know how I'd like the message to be formatted. Well, allow me to rephrase that.... IF YOU WANT A RESPONSE, read my profile in its entirety and know how I'd like the message to be formatted. It's strictly to show that you've actually read my profile. I JUST read the second message someone sent me in one day that makes it blatantly clear they have not read it. It's more than annoying. IT'S DISRESPECTFUL.

rant complete.

7/31/2009 9:16:23 AM
When did CM start allowing pics of genitals?? I actually preferred it when they didn't. I know what a penis looks like. I know what a vagina looks like. If I want to know how a specific person's looks, I would ask for a picture. I guess it just makes the site seem a bit more crass. Oh well... just wanted to rant for a minute. 

6/9/2009 1:46:23 PM
So, I've recently started playing with what had been my 'first ever boy' who I had met in high school. He is the first boy I had experimented in CBT with along with several other lifestyle firsts... and was one of my all time favourite boys. So I haven't seen him in 6 years until a couple of weeks ago.... but it's interesting to see how much we've each grown and changed in the 17 years since I've met him. It's pretty interesting to see my own progression in the lifestyle.... from a kid experimenting with rope and CBT to.... well, what I am now. I guess I feel a great sense of growth and accomplishment. 

5/22/2009 8:04:35 PM
Ok, so.... unless you know me either in person or we have a very close friendship online, DON'T TRY TO ADD ME TO YOUR FRIENDS!!! All of the people that are on my friends list are people I know in person with the exception of two or three of them. Those exceptions are people I've spoken to at length and enjoy as humans. I don't befriend people that are not friends. It's silly. The same goes for my profile. I don't see the point in randomly adding people that I don't know. I get invites from people I've NEVER HAD ANY KIND OF CORRESPONDENCE WITH!!! Hopefully people read before randomly clicking buttons and adding. Have some manners people!!! If you want to be my friend... message me. Intrigue me. Show me that you have a brain in your head and a personality.

Rant over.

5/1/2009 5:44:32 PM
I do NOT want to hear from married boys. I do NOT want to hear from boys that live with their parents or otherwise can't have company at their homes. I do NOT want to hear from  boys that cannot be completely honest, that have things to hide. I do NOT want to hear from boys that want me to be monogamous. I do NOT want to hear from boys that don't have a sense of humour (I have an EXTREMELY offensive sense of humour). I do NOT want to hear from doormats. I do NOT want to hear from boys without a personality. I do NOT want to hear from unintelligent boys.

I am just getting fed up with all of the idiots. I've found a couple of really good boys... but they are few and far between.... blaahhhh

10/17/2008 3:56:05 PM
Well, I considered the boy and realized that to become monogamous would be losing a huge part of who I am. I feel that if I were to lose the piece of myself it would leave a gap which would slowly rot around the edges and make me hate myself and the boy. Then again, perhaps this boy just isn't worthy enough of my exclusive attentions? Hmmm.... I wonder. Either way, I know that I'm not ready to commit to a monogamous relationship w/ anyone. Perhaps it's fear. Perhaps it stubbornness. Perhaps I am legitimately made to live poly and open relationships. Whatever it is, I know that I am going to continue down my original path. Eh... perhaps I'm just an idiot. 

9/23/2008 7:43:27 PM
A poem I'd written quite awhile ago:



Worship Me




you walk in,
drop to your knees.
Crawl to My feet
and worship Me.
So proud I am
of what you've become
Building you
with each leather caress.
So proud I am
of what I have done
Creating you...
My perfect pet.

you kneel so still,
need not be bound
A whistle from the crop...
you tense.
Leather meets flesh,
you make no sound.
In pain you've found
your Lover's kiss.
Taking pride
in raping you
My phallus forcing
into you

Let go, sweet boy...
enjoy this pain.
Below My boot,
where you exist
Sparks from My Wand
across your flesh.
Yes, My doll,
you belong to Me.
I'll burn My mark
onto your flesh
for you to savor
in solitude.

Shower Me with
adoration.
Hand to Me
all control.
Give Me trust
as I give you
My little slut
and yet My friend.
When you're weak
lean on Me
Becoming Mine
will set you free.

My hand inside
I stretch  you wide.
The heat of you
envelops Me.
your muscles tense
around My wrist.
Open your soul
I'll set you free
My knuckles hit,
induce sensation
you know that you
must hold it in.

I give the word
and you explode.
Viscous pledge
you belong to Me.
My little slut
I'll set you free,
No longer empty
Nor out of balance...
We live in
symbiotic harmony.

9/23/2008 5:03:40 PM
So I've been thinking a lot about my Lifestyle and what direction I'd like it to head. I've got my 'boys' that I use, abuse and play with. But I haven't collared anyone and I haven't had a full-time slave since I had my husband leave almost 3 years ago. I haven't been ready and haven't wanted the responsibility. Recently I have been reevaluating my needs and wants. Don't get me wrong.... I love the 'play' and will never give up my boys. But I believe that I'm ready to take on a true slave again. And I'm at a point in my life where I'm ready to consider collaring a slave if I find one that is worthy. Up to this point I've avoided this step as I have not been ready for it. I'm not talking about just a boy to do the domestics and play.... I have that between all my boys. I want something more intense.... more real. This is a huge decision for me and I don't take it lightly. I won't just take the first boy that begs me to. I have plenty of boys so unless you are spectacular in some way or have something to offer that no one else does then I prob won't consider you as one of my boys. I don't want to neglect the boys I have by adding more. Right now I'm looking for a true slave. But I want one that can be 'human' and 'real'.... one that can have a conversation. I don't want a doormat and I do want a sense of humor in them. I like bratty but not defiant. I like to have fun even when not playing. I expect obedience and respect but you can do that while maintaining  your human side, as well. I will add more as time goes on. Just keep this in mind when writing to me. I get so many messages from people so perhaps this will limit it to more serious boys/girls. And yes I would consider a girl. I am just much pickier about girls.... I only have one in my stable at the moment.

~~~MM~~~

9/11/2008 10:54:10 AM
Hey dolls.... to all of you that have helped me with my move, I appreciate it immensely.

*kisses*

7/29/2008 8:39:52 PM
Hey dolls.... I'm moving and could use help in various ways. Bodies, trucks, funds, boxes, etc.... just drop me a line and we can discuss it. 

5/19/2008 10:06:58 PM

*****These are my personal opinions and I don't expect everyone to agree with them. That is one of the fabulous things about this lifestyle.... it's diversity.... the fact that we are willing to accept each others' fetishes and quirks. I wish you all luck in your quests, whether you agree with my opinions or not.*****




So a question that comes up fairly often is whether I am a female supremacist. The answer to this is rather complicated, actually. Mainly due to the fact that I strongly believe in reincarnation. I believe that our souls are male or female but are not necessarily reborn into a body whose gender matches. Therefore it's impossible (within my personal beliefs) to be a true female supremacist. Besides.... I believe that some women don't deserve the same reverence as others. Just as some men do not. To me it's not a gender issue.... it's whether one earns the respect.

So, all of you boys that are only interested in a Domme that holds the belief that women are superior based on the fact that they have a cunt between their legs as opposed to a cock.... I am not the right Domme for you. You're pathetic because you were born pathetic.... not because of the fact that you were born with a penis.


5/7/2008 6:04:58 PM

My birthday is on May 18th! Who wants to buy me presents?!?!?!


2/12/2008 12:24:04 PM
Georgia was amazing. I brought my favourite boy with me to keep me occupied along with some of my favourite toys. Thanks to everyone who wished me a good trip and sorry to those I didn't choose to bring with me.

1/15/2008 4:43:33 PM

Going to Georgia!!! Statesboro, to be precise. Will be there from Jan 24th to the 26th. I'll be looking for someone to keep me entertained while my best friend is doing what she needs to do on the University campus so, if you make a good enough offer that stands out, I'll let you know!


10/30/2007 8:13:53 PM

FOR INFORMATION ON HOW TO GET A REPONSE TO YOUR MESSAGE,
READ MY ENTIRE PROFILE!


10/9/2007 8:47:23 PM
I am very upset right now. A co-worker died in a hit and run the other night. He left work early to bring pizza home to his family for dinner. His daughter works at the same place, as well. He was an amazing man and I just don't know how to react to this. I've lost people who were sick and expected to die and it was a relief of sorts when they were gone and out of pain. But when someone that is in perfect health says 'see you tomorrow' and his life is ripped from him in less than a single moment..... and he was truly amazing.... he was so dedicated to his family. And now there is emptiness. I guess I'm just trying to figure this out. It is slowly beginning to sink in that this is for real. I've dealt with death before in various forms but this just kills me.... the person that hit him just took off, shirking all responsibility out of selfishness and fear.

I'm numb still.

10/6/2007 9:52:09 PM

I find it intriguing how people don't seem to think it necessary to READ an entire profile before sending a message asking a question that is clearly answered WITHIN the profile. I don't tolerate stupidity or laziness from submissives (or anyone else for that matter) so LEARN TO READ! Don't waste my time or energy asking questions that I've answered in my profile. It is just annoying and won't get a response. You can feel free to ask WHY I say certain things, WHY I like or dislike something.


8/9/2007 9:37:35 AM

had a thought but it was wrong

still thought this thought

wished it was strong

hung onto my thought

hoping it was real

but the thought is a thought

and thoughts can't feel.

 


8/8/2007 6:37:56 PM
Well, apparently there are many people on this site that don't know how to read. That irritates me to no end. Learn to read then read every word in my profile before writing to me.

7/31/2007 6:52:01 PM
I am not in a good head space so I won't be answering any e-mails for a couple of days, most likely.

7/27/2007 12:11:45 PM
MY VIOLET WAND HAS ARRIVED!!!!! I haven't been this excited about something since I was a kid waiting for Santa Claus!!!!!!! I am a kid with a new toy. I just wanted to share my happiness.

7/25/2007 6:35:46 PM
Yes my dolls.... I am a complete and utter DORK. I am addicted to words. The way they look, the way that they sound.... the affect that they have on people.
I've just finished the new H.P. book.... my heart was pounding throughout most of it. JKR is a truly talented writer and her books are completely addictive. To have a book completely overtake my mind and wrap it into its world is exhilerating. I want more.... and it's rather a let down knowing that I'll get no more. But to have had the chance to experience it should be enough. Then again, I'm rather greedy, selfish and self-centered. My mind is still moving around it. Yes.... I have to say, it's the feeling one gets after amazing sex. My heart is pounding from the excitement.... and I feel completed.

7/16/2007 9:36:58 AM

I've been on this site for a short time now and have mixed feeling regarding it. I've actually met some great people and am quite pleased with that. But there are SOOOO many liars and it saddens me. I strongly believe in honesty above all else. When I catch someone in a lie, even a small one, it eats away at the trust. And I can't have more than a very casual conversation with someone without trust. It takes so much energy to lie. It just seems like a waste. Eh... I am still trying to understand the human race. Not getting very far though.
Blah.


6/18/2007 3:00:07 PM

I have recently been learning the art of recreational/play piercing. I'm actually very excited about it. But like with all edge play, I am very focused on safety. If anyone has any suggestions or advice, feel free to send them to me.


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EVago
 
 Age: 26
  Washington