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I think I need to put this up front here in My profile since it appears that people are not taking the time to read all of My profile and may be confused. I am Female to Male Transgender, not Male to Female Transgender. I hope this helps to clear some things up.
Transgender: 1) Transgender (sometimes shortened to trans or TG) people are those whose psychological self ("gender identity") differs from the social expectations for the physical sex they were born with. To understand this, one must understand the difference between biological sex, which is one’s body (genitals, chromosomes, ect.), and social gender, which refers to levels of masculinity and femininity. Often, society conflates sex and gender, viewing them as the same thing. But, gender and sex are not the same thing. Transgender people are those whose psychological self ("gender identity") differs from the social expectations for the physical sex they were born with. For example, a female with a masculine gender identity or who identifies as a man. 2) An umbrella term for transsexuals, cross-dressers (transvestites), transgenderists, gender queers, and people who identify as neither female nor male and/or as neither a man or as a woman. Transgender is not a sexual orientation; transgender people may have any sexual orientation. It is important to acknowledge that while some people may fit under this definition of transgender, they may not identify as such.
2) An umbrella term for
transsexuals, cross-dressers (transvestites), transgenderists, gender queers, and people who identify as neither
female nor male and/or as neither a man or as a woman. Transgender is not a sexual orientation; transgender
people may have any sexual orientation. It is important to acknowledge that while some people may fit under this
definition of transgender, they may not identify as such.
This is one's dictionary's definition of the term Transgender. As
one can see it holds a different meaning then most care to see.
Unfortunitly in society Male to Female is more heard of then
Female to Male. You are more likely to see Male to Female's then
you are Female to Male's. Then when one does see a Female dressed,
looking like or acting like a Male it is not accepted, it is considered
out of the norm and there must be something wrong with them.
There are times you don't even have to identify as Female to Male
but can simply be a Lesbian Butch Dyke and still get funny look,
snide remarks and some people being just down right rude.
This is a subject near and dear to My heart as I do identify as
Female to Male Transgender and basically live My life as a Male. I
have a hormone imbalance as it is and My body produces more
testrone then estrogene so I can grow facial hair and often have
a moustache and/or gotee. For Me it is simply a part of who I am.
Something I accepted within Myself a long time ago. Unfortunitly in
today's society being Transgender is not widely accepted. People
will often turn their back on you or act as if they don't know you
when they may find out you are Transgender. For Me, My theory
is them people can kiss My ass cuz they are not worth My time or
effort to get to know. I hold no shame in who I am and I hold My
head up high. I am lucky that I have a wonderful support system as
I know most people don't have that. There was a time that I did
try to hide who I was and I even tried to say I wasn't Transgender
but then I realized I was cheating Myself. I do believe what I find
the most humor in is those who think that being Transgender is a
choice. Like I am going to *choose* a path that is going to make My
life more difficult and that goes totally against what society sees
as being right. This is not a choice for Me, it is simply a matter of
who I am, a matter of being true to My inner self and to the core
of My being. There are somedays I wish it was a choice for then I
would be able to walk away from it and that would make My life
so much easier, but that is not how life works for Me. My life is
that of a Female to Male Transgender and today, after much soul
searching and soul baring and many tears I am able to accept that
and to say with pride that that is who I am. For all the other
Transgender's out there, know you are not alone and their is other's
out there like you
I have a fair amount of experience in the Lifestyle. I am a Sadist and will push your limits to the max. Just because I am a Sadist does not mean I am cruel or harmful. I will respect hard limits. It makes no difference to Me if you have experience or not. We all have to start somewhere. I will train you to My standards either way. I do not seek someone who is a doormat. I expect you to have a mind and know how to use it. I am a high protocol Dominant and I do like for things to be a certain way. However, I will not micro-manage. I simply don't have the patience to do so. I am not seeking a one night stand, a play partner or a quick fling. I seek someone who is in it for the long haul. I seek someone who want real time. This Lifestyle is not a game for Me, it does not stop when I close down My computer. It is a way of life for Me. Something that is as natural to Me as breathing is. I seek a 24/7 TPE relationship. I seek someone who is real and knows what they want out of life. I am not looking to support someone while they find themselves. I am not exactly a small person so if you are looking for a fashion model, then I am not the One for you. I know who I am and what I seek out of this life, please know the same about yourself. I am not looking for people to judge Me on here or to think they are better then I am. I am looking for real and honest people. I am honest and upfront about who I am, you should be the same. If you send Me a message I will be sure to answer you and would appreciate the same consideration in return, even if it is to tell Me to take a flying leap. May peace and light guide your path.
