Read My entire profile and this message thoughtfully. If you are serious, it is well worth your time. I absolutely believe in mutual Trust, Honesty, Respect and Understanding (THRU, ask Me*S*) I have lived a bdsm way of life 24/7 for 30 years. In that time, some poly. I am retired but do some p/t work from home in creative marketing( have new adult site ready for May you would be perfect for); concepts and verbiage for ads, websites, catalogs, etc.

you know what you want. you are frustrated. you read one profile after another and what you seek to be in life seems not to be found...
To complete you…you must let go….start living "it" each and every day of your life.
The time is now perfect

I am your source energy.

I am serious, sane (*S*), creative and prepared for you now (yes, W/we need to get to know each other better*S*). While NEVER destroying the spirit of the sub (after all, that is what attracted Me to you*S*), I maintain strict and absolute control (micro-manage) thru various methods and while I certainly enjoy the physical aspects of this way of life, I especially enjoy and always have, the emotional/psychological aspects as they enhance the physical ones. I enjoy humiliation and degradation of My slave/sluts as well. College degreed, intelligent and inquisitive, I can discuss topics from politics to science, culture to consciousness, with confidence. I enjoy to laugh. Yes, I have vanilla interests.

I am a romantic as well, enjoying quiet times with My sub/slave in candlelit rooms cuddling, giggling and talking softly to each other.

Are you still ashamed of your desires, fantasies and needs and still unable to reveal them even to your closest friend? Do often think perhaps you are crazy?

Are you experienced or relatively new and not ashamed but tired of the hundreds of messages you get from players/predators?

This mature One is not interested at all in cyber/phone sex or deceitful games of interest in what I offer. I "read" you better than you think.

I seek one (or sub/sub or cuck couple) that is reasonably height/weight proportional [while NOT an absolute, I do prefer smaller, petite and taller, slender fems], perhaps prepared to relocate or have Me (and My 2 cats) relocate within a reasonable time. Your race means nothing to Me but I find non-Caucasians or mixed to be especially desirable.

I have introduced, trained and owned many in My years, each of varying backgrounds, professions and personalities and find it equally as enjoyable to lovingly hug as to de-humanize (for this ONLY, you MUST beg convincingly).

To complete you, the time is now perfect

Visualize the below:

you are restless during another groundhog day existence at work. Struggling with the creation of yet another fantasy to sleep on, your eyes well up, your mouth dries, you shake your head from left to right to left...

how you long for coming home to Me, your Owner (or perhaps you work from home, Master can help), removing your clothes under My fixed eyes, crawling to your spot, returning with your collar and lead in teeth, bowing your head at My feet for approval. your mind has been excitedly racing in ecstacy and anticipation all day awaiting this moment. you live to serve Me in all ways and know I will accept no alternative attitude. you know I care.

Will I have you dress in something special? How you long for Me to secure you in tight bondage to the floor, ceiling or wall. Secretly begging for the lash, paddle or crop. Perhaps I desire to go out for awhile and dress you in something provocative to accompany Me. you are always so proud when I do. Some nights I instruct you to don something sensual for the pleasure of My perverted eyes or those of guests attending...

Is this you? How do you obtain My attention in a reply? you MUST have this now.

texturedthought@yahoo.com