Wow long time no see!  That was a long disappearing act.  Let's see how long I last this time before I focus on something else. 

Helloooo random kinky people!

I got in touch with an old Dom friend of mine.  He is used to me coming and going online.  It is nice to catch up.  We have been friends for almost 6 yrs now, although we go months between chats.  He accepts me and he will always mean a lot to me because of that. 

Look 2 days in a row, it is a small miracle.  Just taking a break from cleaning and rearranging the house.  Work sent me another computer, so moving stuff around to make room for it.  Something else I will never use.  Seriously.  It is bad enough I don't use the other computer they sent.  How many computers does 1 person need.  Tech Nerd I may be, but there is such a thing as overkill. My house looks like a computer store. 

Time to exercise....seriously the Kinect is fun.

Wow it has been a yr since I have been here.  It isn't that anything changed, I just disapear.  Sometimes I need to reach out and remember there are people out there, so here I am for the moment.  Bad of me I know.  I would say I would try to do better,  but I know better.  Ever been alone so long that you don't remember how to talk to folks or are just so used to being alone you don't know any other way?  eh....

I know that my profile doesn't give much away.  I wont apologize for it.  I am a sub, everything else is open for discussion.  I don't play online, but I do like to take the time to get to know people online.  Cyber snap your fingers and tell me to get on my knee's will probably only cause me to laugh myself right out of my chair.  It might be some folks scene, but not mine.  I also wont sit here and make promises I don't plan on keeping or doing things I really wont do.  I have too much respect for myself or you to do that. 

I have gotten a lot of comments on the tattoo on the back of my neck.  I have been dabating on getting it colored in.  I can't decide, actually even if I decide to do it, it wont matter til I can afford it.  I have a few others, they all are very important to me.  One that means the most, and I think most people here would get a lot more than most people I meet, is the 7 Virtues of the Bushido.  To anyone who doesn't know what that is, it is worth looking up, but the cliff notes version - The Kanji characters - 1.Gi is to do the right thing 2.Yuuki means brave, courageous energy. 3.Jin is benevolence. 4.Rei is politeness, respect shown in social behavior. 5.Makoto means truth in word and action, to follow truly the Law of the Universe. 6.Meiyo is to enjoy a good reputation, honor. 7.Chuugi is to act faithfully, to be loyal.

I am not sure how well I live up to that, but I think it is a worthy goal to have. Worthy enough to have tattoo'd on my body as a reminder of who I wish to always be.