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| This is not a dating profile. This is because I miss Him and can't hold it in anymore.
I always wanted to try this since I first learned what bondage was so when I was finally old enough and on my own for the first time last year I went out and found a Daddy to play with.
I did a lot of reading first to see what kind of play was maybe a turn on for me but you can't know everything from reading digi-books, so I made a few lunch and dinner dates but none of them were the right one. Some of the parties were cool and I did make a lot of nice friends to go out with and it turns out there is always something going on in SoCal so that's cool.
Friends are great but I knew what I really wanted was someone to serve and follow and maybe belong to if it could work.
It took a little looking around but a DaddyDom that was really handsome and cool and sweet found me at a membership party and we talked a lot. He was really fun and moved really slow and would want to talk a lot before we did anything new to make sure I wanted to try it. We laughed a lot and liked a lot of the same things like music and reading. It was really cool how much we had in common without even trying and how easy it was to tell him anything, or maybe ask for things I wanted to try out but was too embarrassed to tell anybody that I wanted to try.
He just made everything so easy to do and talk about but we had really different lives because he was a little older than me so I always did worry about how long it could last because I have a lot of fun learning from him and being with him as his sub but he is almost 40 this year and I just started college so I know it looks bad.
A few days ago I got the answer because someone had found out about his bondage and dating a girl half his age (me). He works for a company with a lot of Christians in it and I know they can be good people but there are also some that would not like the activity we do or the age gap and could get him fired over a morals clause at this company because it is family owned. They threatened to like totally mess up his great life if he did not stop right now.
So he did and I am out.
And I am here not sure if I should just wait in silence forever where he left me or what to do because I don't want to leave. I want to sit right here and hold my breath until he opens the door again.
I know there are other Doms and fish in the sea or whatever. I like that one. He might not have been perfect at everything in the whole world but he was perfect to me.
Now I know how Goldilox felt after finding that perfect bowl of porridge and filling herself up with it, but instead of taking a nap I just got tossed out a window when someone knocked on the door downstairs.
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| Age: 28 |
| Notts/Derbys,
United Kingdom |
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