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| Owned: Total and undeniable dominance of a person, group of people or situation as to make them/it ones bitch.
I am wholly against sterotypical D/s roles and the entire concept of 'dominant' men searching for the right 'submissive' - it brings to mind shooting fish in a barrel.
I am, by nature, a dominant character - I'm known to dominate a conversation, command the attention of others, and as a result obtain what I want or need through charm and persuasion.
MyHandYourCollar is superior to me in ALL aspects, mentally and physically, I have accepted I am the weaker person and as a result I see that although the world is my bitch, I am His. His thick thighed bitch and I love every second.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9K5QIw48M30
so .. i tell the time on dual clocks, one for me and the other for my boy. They show me when the sun comes up and goes down, and from 8pm his time and 1am my time the suns down on us both if only for a few hours and we have the shortest nights together ever.
01/10/2012 - 02/10/2012
i FUCKING love You
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*** http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gFN1LN_KUc8
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its been a good week ... so so good ... got flights booked, my Boys happy with how my body is shaping up, and we've tapped into whole new levels of combined insanity.... some of which include blood, accent play , and tuning into parts of my brain i didnt know exsisted... sounds deep, i know, and some of it is but mainly its private jokes and primal needs. He knows what i need and i know what He needs.... and i repeat, things are SO SO good.
37 more nights before i can show Him just what he means to me ... cant fucking wait Sunshine =)
Always your lil pyzaty x |
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® http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOu-UW98PD4
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'for a day or 2 i'll be gone'
I will take your pain, i will take your hate every last fucking drop - pour it into me because i can swallow it all up and let it burn my insides and make my eyes hazy. There is nothing i wouldnt do just for you to be ok, it rips me to pieces and empties out in my tears and still i wait for it .. knowing daily it is coming for me.
i fought it before - a form of self preservation, it wasnt real or true.
I am still here ... I'm going nowhere.. both because of and inspite of your crazy shit... You got me
I'd die for you .. just ask |
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♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZVYOriINwc
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5 days ago i last felt his hand around my throat ...
We first met on Las Vegas Boulevard late Saturday night, all the events from there on out can only be described as a beautifully detailed rush... consisting of vodka in Paris, cigarettes by fountains, being rude to card clickers, and having a stranger take a snap shot before stopping off for a fifth.
Walking down the streets with him, even in Vegas where the unexpected is to be expected, people moved out of the way for us, he fucking owned it - even now i am still trying to get my mind around us meeting and accept what happened really happend and that i didnt just think it up.
In Neveda we got inside each other, him inside my body, me inside his mind just enough to show me what i couldnt see before. I have never been so happy, so shit scared or so openly insane all in 1 night - sleep was never an option and amoungst the death threats my worship of his body and the most intense conversations ever,i knew that i couldnt be without him but had to be.
we managed a whole 4 hours separated before it was too much - the sordid details i am keeping for myself but i will tell you the boys hot as fuck - highly intoxicated and still sexy as hell haha he has totally got me! Sunday was shits and giggles topped off with some filth.
If you ever find anyone who is insanely smart, beautifully crazy, seriously scary can pick out the best tunes and water fight before choking you out in the street, teach you what the non edible version of a souffle is and makes you burn inside for them.. well... you still wont be as lucky as me - he wont be my boy - and my boy wins hands down.
final point --- You met my family .... the most insane part about all of the above - is every word is true.
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♣ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UF4QQlMF0ww
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beer, pills, facefucking, rock shows, curve shaking, more pills, hysterical laughter, rum, peanut butter, lip sucking, street fighting, LOVE, screamo, sweat, panting, RAWR, 'kiss me?', wrestling, PILLS, body worship, white sheets, sun rise, 'I LOVE YOU' , sleep deep, OBEY.
Whens Daddy home?
..I'm breathing too fast.. |
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I am not brave enough to die
I am not strong enough to live
I will only exist .. waiting for you
to kill or cure me
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♥ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lF0PpMJgC9o
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....He was out drinking last night whilst I was tucked up early in my giant superking bed, I slept deep and heavy all wrapped up, naked under white sheets.
I didnt hear him come in but I felt him climb into bed, squeezing my swollen hips, pulling me onto my back and tightly against him. He wrapped one hand around my throat and I calmly relaxed my shoulders and lifted my head ...
'make me nut.....'
I parted my lips and moaned deeply ......and then I woke up... he was gone, I was hot, wet, and late for work.... fuck! |
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| Age: 47 |
| AnExpensiveOne,
California |
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