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A woman who seeks to experiment with her body and someone to help her fulfil her needs/fantasies.
I like to think of each role as being a facilitator for the other.
I need someone to fulfil my need to cause and enjoy seeing a female enduring pain. You will be my partner in taboo!
You make suggestions and are prepared to fetch items needed and make equipment that will challenge you.
Things I have done and would like to do again are:
Frigging, vaginal dilation, anal dilation, clamps, weights, breast torture, caning, bondage
Things I would like to try include vacuum stimulation and, once you know me, internal pain.
Women who feel they have done wrong and deserve punishment are welcome to message me. I am capable of doing as requested without judging you, and can be relied upon to take events gradually, reaching extreme levels as needed.
I would prefer you approach me.
Our approach can be clinical, for example, a pre-plan spreadsheet and records kept of level, achievement and duration, but this is a matter for discussion.
Point of honesty~: I have a partner who is younger than me, but she need not be involved, hence this is not a couples profile
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I mentioned that women seeking punishment for past misdeeds are welcome to get in touch.
The one who comes here on a full-time basis would communicate her needs in outline as we talk and get to know one another.
At the time we commit, she would go into detail with minimal questioning by me. I accept what has passed and would not make judgement; all I would do is affirm your need to request punishment as I see fit.
People I have talked with have:
- Been unfaithful
- Wrongly accused men of rape
- Have stolen or behaved in ways they see as wrong
I had a relationship with a woman whose partner had abused her girls while she was at work. She wanted severe daily punishment as retribution. When we first met we were not impressed with each other, but, as she had come from Ireland, we persevered and developed our relationship. I was not hard enough with her by her requirements because I did not wish to be seen [by myself I guess] as taking advantage of her disturbed mind, as I saw it. The fact was, her mind was calmly accepting of what she deserved, and, if she did not suffer and was denied for longer than a day, she got 'ratty' until she had been punished.
She would suggest ways of making what we did more painful, and new things. I began to become more 'cruel' and to relax about the 'taking advantage'. Then she had to return home and I met my partner.
We kept in contact and we were all OK with her suggestion she come back just to, as she put it, 'suffer'. Unfortunately she became ill, with several stays in hospital, so did not return. She became difficult to contact and I stopped trying, as it seemed to me I was stalking her!
I very much regret being too soft and not meeting her demands. One can be too considerate!
One area she thought should be hurt was her cunt. I devised a system where I had a small stick held at one end and lifted up and let go to strike the cunt wherever I wanted. It was a precise mechanism and could strike the same spot repeatedly. The clit was also targeted. Sometimes she would say "Now" and then I would let the cane go. She would ask for a repeat within a minute sometimes. We also used it on the 'open cunt' achieved as follows:
The cunt lips would be clamped with a pair of chopsticks applied to each lip. Two pairs of clamps were attached one at each end of the clamped chopsticks. These were then attached to string through pulleys with weight at the end. This was a 2.5 litre bucket which was filled slowly with water. This is about half a gallon. She could take any amount of this once 4 hours and another time two 2 hour sessions on the same day. It was not painful enough and we were going to develop this further using a 3 gallon plastic garden bucket. She also suggested that, when she came back, that she endured the full weight from the start and try a small vertical drop.
She enjoyed wearing a ball gag so I could really work on her. This was used when she had the idea of being made to endure extreme pain for an agreed set time. Sprung alligator clips were attached to her clit for at first 2 minutes, then working up to 5 minutes.
She was subject to her cunt being opened up [using a speculum] and teased with sharp points.
At all times she became 'wet', so much so we had to sit her on towels, Most punishments were with her lying on her back.
If she started to flag, she would redouble her efforts to endure when I said, 'You deserve' or 'You deserve this' or 'You deserve punishment'. |
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By agreement...
Beginning I see the start of the session as being low-key, very gradually built up to a level where we stop,. To facilitate this we plan how sessions will develop, and our joint expectations for pushing limits session by session will evolve
Middle sessions
Where we have done this before, the time taken in building up reduces, You will achieve mutually acceptable levels
EXperienced
Build up time very much reduced and physical help for you by me will reduce at your request |
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"Willing to Relocate" - the aim is that the lady who I inflict unmentionables on would move to here
This situation would not be 'as and when'. It is a serious situation where discipline is applied for a major part of each day. I would say that your routine could be:
7:30 - get up and do housework, prepare breakfast
8:30 - Prepare for the approaching session by having a shower, relaxing in a bath
9:30 - Help set up for the session, discuss with me
10 Begin - at first sessions will be time limited but we would aim to quickly extend the time you are 'challenged'.
Rest, more sessions. Ultimately I feel we aim for 2 long sessions a day, with a rest period between
I would not go at this 'bull at a gate'. I fully intend to take time to push your pain boundaries, the joint aim being to achieve high levels of pain for long duration. |
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| Age: 26 |
| Bay Area,
California |
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