Mstress Kate is destroying any and all preconceived notions of what a slave is and what being submissive means. In the past I was cruising through sessions, posing as a slave, every minute now in the presence of my Mistress has made me increasingly aware of that. There was a simple pleasure derived in those sessions, but now i’m scared with excitement at the fact that i may have a chance to discover a greater pleasure by applying all energy and focus into being her ideal slave and leaving her smile with satisfaction

I just experienced my first night of servitude under the wonderful and powerful mind of a Mistress I met here on collarme. I won’t state her name yet, because I’m not sure if she would like that. The experience was most satisfying and quite the learning experience for me. I know I have a lot to learn about the meaning of true servitude and about the proper way to administer the work that my mistress requires of me. I am grateful that my Mistress is patient with me. I promise her I will be better and faster the next time. On a personal note, I find I do have some challenges to overcome to become her ideal houseboy. More specifically I tend to relax on the rules that I promised to follow, not because it was my intent to defy them but because my mind grew lazy (it was an 8 hour session, not that that is any excuse). In the past, the Dommes that I served would grow lax on the discipline and the situation in whole and the “session” would devolve into two people just hanging out and me just helping out where I could like I was helping out any old friend. With my current Mistress, I’m learning there is little flexibility and I can’t allow myself to bend any rules and grow lax in her presence. It is a challenge I welcome and can revel in. My ever-growing desire is to please her and maybe surprise her under the rules she has bestowed upon me.