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i am no longer seeking a SUPERIOR. i have been very very foolish and have finally realized what i was seeking has always been there for me all along. MISTRESS has forgiven me and i will fulfill HER to the best of my ability. i will say any submissives seeking true domination and guidance will find HER very rewarding. along time ago i questioned HER ability to stimulate the body. i am here to tell you SHE can be very understanding and gentle or if an inferior desires a pure SADIST SHE IS EXCELLENT. SHE IS A TRUE DOMME IN EVERY RESPECT. A VERY RARE ACCOMPLISHED DOMME. i am so thankful to be back in HER world. this time i will fulfill this wonderful DOMME.
6/20/2010 8:24:13 AM
i have just completed answering questions from MASTER that i was very honest about. submission for me has changed very much for me since the first time i submitted to MASTER years ago. i am so sorry it has taken me this long to discover the fulfillment of becoming a true slave and not just a selfish submissive seeking to fulfill my own desires. MASTER'S wishes and desires are all that is important, mine are totally unimportant and totally meaningless. in fact i have come to the point where the ONLY desire i have is to fulfill MASTER'S wishes and commands. i am finally at peace with myself
6/2/2010 7:08:26 PM
today was the most wonderful fulfilling day ever since i first met MASTER a number of years ago. i am wearing HER mark on both ass cheeks. it was not the branding that made the day special but rather a very special submission to MASTER that to date is the most fulfilling submission i have ever offered HER. W/e have something very special between U/s and it is only going to get better as my training advances.speaking of which i have been assigned the task of discovering males to help develope me into the cunt/slave MASTER DESIRES. i BEG FOR ANY ASSISTANCE in this area and will send all corrospondence through MASTER. VERY SUBMISSIVELY, CUNT
5/28/2010 9:24:47 PM

MASTER has granted me the privledge of wearing HER mark. i have pledged my total submission to HER to serve and fulfill HER every wish and desire 100% without question,  hesitation, and with absloutely no limits!! i have surrendered my mind, heart, body and soul for the privledge of HER guidance and domination. She has guided me thus far and helped me understand many undesirable traits i have pocessed since entering this wonderful lifestyle. SHE has succeeded in helping me understand why i have yet to be fulfilled. i shall wear HER mark with great pride. as is the case with everything in life a price must be paid for anything worth while. i am sure everyone out there understands the pain when one burns themselves. i will wear a two inch brand on each of my ass cheeks and the pain will be unlike any i have ever known. this is only the first step in becoming HER cunt/slave. i have never dedicated myself to anyone or anything as i am to MASTER. i am putting my trust and welfare in HER hands. i am so proud to be accepted as HER slave..... not just as a submissive seeking playtime. SHE is my world and i shall be HER slave for the rest of my life. i have a long journey ahead before i earn HER total trust and respect. W/e are not new to eachother but the roles we are assuming to find fulfillment for both of U/s is an adventure unlike any i have ever known. as i progress with MASTER'S permission i shall keep my journal updated. i am very very nervous about the process of being branded however the pride i will carry in my heart once it is completed far out weighs the pain of my first submission in becoming exactly the slave MASTER DESIRES. MASTER has guided me very skillfully in my discovery of why i have never found the fulfillment i have craved. the very truth of the matter is that i could have been living my new life as HER slave a long time ago. for everyone realizing the honest desire to submit totally and become a treasered pocession as a slave is a major step in their life, many never accept this responsibility and just tend to teater totter as i have in recent years. i shall always assume the debt to MASTER for the rest of my life for helping me understand my weaknesses and offering guidance in making changes in myself that must occur if i am to find the fulfillment and contentment i have so desired. it is my lifes ambition to someday hear the words from MASTER'S lips that i have become the one slave SHE has desired and my submission totally fulfills HER. that is one big sentence to live up two. i honestly believe i can achieve this however..... i know without HER guidance and direction i know i will fail. i have a long journey ahead but MASTER is very unique and the soul reason i live and breathe. my next entry shall be after june 2nd, my birthday, the day i bend over grab my ankles and receive MASTER'S precious offering. thank YOU MASTER for YOUR time and dedication in developing me into the SLAVE YOU seek. very submisively and lovingly, cunt

5/20/2010 5:07:19 PM

eachand every DOMME and slave have varied desires in thier relationships. MASTER has helped me discover what becoming a true slave means to me and also discover what has been missing so far since my introduction into the lifestyle. i have had the correct desires in my heart... however i am only now beginning to open myself to total submission and the fulfillment that can be achieved. pain is part of the process however just a very small part of submission. i am sure there are other slaves and DOMMES already fulfilling themselves with the same dedication and trust in eachother. i will keep posting as the bond between MASTER and myself grows. thank you and best wishes to everyone, cunt

5/18/2010 8:48:34 PM
i had a very very informative discussion with MASTER. MASTER opened my eyes and gave me direction in my quest in becoming a true slave. i have faults and felt very frustrated in earning MASTER'S trust and respect. my heart is in the right place but i have done poorly the past month. it is so different when an inferior desires to become a slave and not just a submissive. MISTRESS gave me the guidance i so dearly needed if i am to succeed in becoming a treasured servant to HER. sometimes one cannot see the forrest from the trees. the discussion we had tonight i shall carry with me the rest of my life. it will be a long journey for me however i am so fortunate when i am lost to be able to discuss things with MISTRESS and when done understand the pitfalls i have had in the past and truely understand what it is going to take for me to discover true fulfillment in my submission to HER, i am very very happy tonight to know i am now on the right track. thank YOU so much MASTER
3/22/2010 6:19:39 PM
saturday i received another correction session. MASTER and i have known eachother for five years. many changes come in one's life and many decisions made are sometimes very poor. receiving correction is vital to a true relationship as it definitely reinforces a slaves position and increases his respect for his MASTER. i said respect not fear. yes it hurts like hell. my performance and attitude in the past was very poor at best. i am thankful for the opportunity of being in MASTER'S world again. only time will reveal my true sincereity in my submission to MASTER. i have cleared the first hurdle but have a long journey ahead to earn MASTER'S respect. it is a shame i was so immature and honestly not the caliber individual MASTER deserved in the past. it has taken time and experience to realize how unique and talented MASTER is. i shall never stray again and i will devote the rest of my time on this earth worshipping only HER.
3/15/2010 5:39:55 PM
i am currently receiving correction from MASTER until SHE is convinced of my sincereity. after this step i will begin probation. this is going to be a lenghty process as i prove myself each step of the way in O/our journey of total submission to MASTER. it is my privledge to experience the correction i am receiving as MASTER is so very unique and in time i will earn HER trust and respect.
2/1/2010 8:46:47 PM
i have been having very serious communication with MISTRESS MADAR. i have not committed myself totally to HER in the past however have matured and come to learn very much about myself and the fulfillment achieved in total submission, not just in receiving pain but accepting the fact i am inferior and can only find fulfillment in submitting totally and opening up myself and fulfilling HER every desire in every avenue SHE chooses. the bottom line i have come to realize is that no true submissive and achieve total  fulfillment without fulfilling his SUPERIOR totally. it is just that simple. there is nothing more fulfilling than when a  SUPERIOR and HER inferior become bonded together and dedicate themselves to creating the relationship of total trust and respect. 
atlantaGAangel
 
 Age: 28
 Norfolk, United Kingdom