MASTER has granted me the privledge of wearing HER mark. i have pledged my total submission to HER to serve and fulfill HER every wish and desire 100% without question, hesitation, and with absloutely no limits!! i have surrendered my mind, heart, body and soul for the privledge of HER guidance and domination. She has guided me thus far and helped me understand many undesirable traits i have pocessed since entering this wonderful lifestyle. SHE has succeeded in helping me understand why i have yet to be fulfilled. i shall wear HER mark with great pride. as is the case with everything in life a price must be paid for anything worth while. i am sure everyone out there understands the pain when one burns themselves. i will wear a two inch brand on each of my ass cheeks and the pain will be unlike any i have ever known. this is only the first step in becoming HER cunt/slave. i have never dedicated myself to anyone or anything as i am to MASTER. i am putting my trust and welfare in HER hands. i am so proud to be accepted as HER slave..... not just as a submissive seeking playtime. SHE is my world and i shall be HER slave for the rest of my life. i have a long journey ahead before i earn HER total trust and respect. W/e are not new to eachother but the roles we are assuming to find fulfillment for both of U/s is an adventure unlike any i have ever known. as i progress with MASTER'S permission i shall keep my journal updated. i am very very nervous about the process of being branded however the pride i will carry in my heart once it is completed far out weighs the pain of my first submission in becoming exactly the slave MASTER DESIRES. MASTER has guided me very skillfully in my discovery of why i have never found the fulfillment i have craved. the very truth of the matter is that i could have been living my new life as HER slave a long time ago. for everyone realizing the honest desire to submit totally and become a treasered pocession as a slave is a major step in their life, many never accept this responsibility and just tend to teater totter as i have in recent years. i shall always assume the debt to MASTER for the rest of my life for helping me understand my weaknesses and offering guidance in making changes in myself that must occur if i am to find the fulfillment and contentment i have so desired. it is my lifes ambition to someday hear the words from MASTER'S lips that i have become the one slave SHE has desired and my submission totally fulfills HER. that is one big sentence to live up two. i honestly believe i can achieve this however..... i know without HER guidance and direction i know i will fail. i have a long journey ahead but MASTER is very unique and the soul reason i live and breathe. my next entry shall be after june 2nd, my birthday, the day i bend over grab my ankles and receive MASTER'S precious offering. thank YOU MASTER for YOUR time and dedication in developing me into the SLAVE YOU seek. very submisively and lovingly, cunt |