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Hello all, I am true transexual female switch
live 24/7 as female for the past year.
sub to Mistresses,
and more Domme to males
strong Dom can also Dom me. but must be a strong Dom.
if you a male sub wanting to be fem
unless your truely want to be a female
please dont come to me.
any Doms or Dommes, my trans is alway first to me before being a sub.
What is a transgender,
for me and how i feel, i only can speak for myself but i believe you ask other transgenders they say something very close to my words
it not all about wearing female clothes, or taking hormones and getting body parts change to the other sex, yes it a part of it but it goes way deeper then what we look like on the outside to other.
it is a fight we have had all our lifes, at a early age we knew there was something different.
we fight hard all our lifes to be what is called normal, and sometime we was able to live for awhile as that so called normal person.
But then there time we truely not happy with ourself, we knew something was still missing.
We look for love thinking that it is, or something else to feel that space that is miss inside us.
when it get to a point, we just cant be happy with ourself untill the point we stop hiding who we are.
I get many people asking why I want to be a female.my awncer is this. I see myself as a female,I feel like a female, that whoI am! To us it not why we want to become female ,it is we are already female, and living our lifes in the wrong body. so we either learn to hide what we are, or do something about it.
when I came out, and told myself I cant hide anymore and I am proud of who I am.
Even though I have a long hard road ahead now and many night I will cry myself to sleep over it, questioning why me and
question if this worth it. When I look deep inside me, and ask myself, how can someone live their life truely happy with themself if they cant even be truthful to themself,
you cant.
So again what is a transgender, first thing We are human just like you,We have feeling just like you.
We want to feel happy just like you, We want to be truthful with our lifes just like you.
I love myself as who Iam.
it is the first time in 30 years i can truely say that. it is not because I wear the female clothes, it not from the hormonesI take,I am truely happy cause I being who I am now, and who I've always been not fighting anymore to be what is called normal..
I dont know how and why this happen to me, many say different reason why or why not. all I can say how I feel.I am not God or a doctor, or a scienest that research it. I could give you all different info why" they" say it happen, but at the end of the day it what is inside me, it how I feel, it is who I see in the mirror in the morning.
And for those ones that still cant understand this all, that ok, cause you dont feel like I do, so it would be hard for you really to understand.
But just remember this, we are still human
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