|
Once again NO MARRIED subs. I will not be schedule in between a ballgame for your son and a movie and dinner date with your wife..
I well not settle. |
|
|
well things are status quo here. I am how every going to New York June 1 through 4th for training about 30 min. north of NY city Albany. Nice to get away from the day to day.
|
|
|
I have noticed that all to many times that the subs that hang out here are less than a lower quality slave. I have noticed that they have no idea how to treat a Lady if you don't know how to treat a Lady then you are clueless to how to serve a Domme. They speak of "how can I serve you" just in a thin attempt to get you to cyber.This way they can fondle their useless little cock. If you refuse to play their game they go and find I cyber Domme that will. LADIES do not impower these little slut by cybering with them if you do they are in control of the relationship and your needs will never be met. |
|
|
My week is done and my mind is wandering to a deep place. Kneel at my feet and show me your devotion, with eyes lowered wait for me to release my stress. Serve me well then I sleep. |
|
|
Although I was disappointed by the last male I met, it once again proves the point that men are not to be trusted. You( the female) must keep them as pets trained and remember that they will try to serve two masters their cock and you. control the cock and you stand a chance of controlling the male. If you let them cum then they will get lazy and bored and will stray away to a greener pasture. They are unable to maintain focus if you do not give them something to focus on. Just some words of advise take it for what is is worth.... FREE |
|
|
Once again I have been re-enforced on why I don't have any uses for a married sub or one married with kids...I will expain, against my better judgement started chatting with a married sub I met with this sub because his work was located close to mine which would allow for lunch and early morning meetings. he assured me that I was everything he wanted in a Mistress he even wrote on his CM journal that he was under my consideration. this was entered on 12/23/09 I have had the wonderful opportunity start to serve Mistress Tempestnight. It has only been a few days, but she has worked her way into my psychy. I have met her to serve her coffee, to rub her feet, to let her take her frustrations out. I am in training to be her perfect slave. She has me doing my slave stretches three times a day! And I'm up to 3 fingers! My hopefully new Mistress does like her slaves bent over!
I have been instructed by her that I am no longer able to chat or persue any other Mistresses. My cock and orgasms are now controlled by her. I hope I can meet her expectations.
Well This morning he let me know that he was going to spend his time serving his family. And that it wasn't me at all , like it could have been me. Now the interesting thing about this is, that he had spend the last year seeing pro dom's and I guess that it never did cross his mind that he never released control because he was paying for the treatment and he sat the time and date to his needs. So once again I will not break my own rules NO MARRIED MEN not now.... not ever. And as for this site I don't think I will spend much more time or anymore effort on it.
|
|
|
Thank God.... Husband is going back to work next week, I will have my week-ends to myself again. I Really need my time. I am maried but this 24/7 is making me crazy. 5 months now. He knows about my activities and has never said a word about it but having him under foot and he is not a sub is boring me |
|
|
Met last week with a sub that I have been chating with for well over a year. The play was interesting and I enjoyed it, although it was brief. The thing the impressed me the most was his devotion to meeting me. Let me explain more, it was about this time last year we enjoyed a first meeting, lunch in a small out of the way place. With both having a full schedule we just could not seem to get together again. After several months we chatted off and on. through it all he stated he longed to please me all this time. I hope that he can please me again soon. The point that I am making here is the devotion to pleasing me after 11 months not just dismissing me and my needs because I did not do it in his time but mine. |
|
|
OK way to cold for me. My feet are cold. I do enjoy the cooler temps but this is just cold and gray. Back to work in the AM. These are the mornings that I long for a sub to have a warmed robe and coffee ready when I wake. To start my car and have it toastie when I need to leave. |
|
|
I am doing well in my new postion. Although rebuilding a team takes time. The Holidays are here and I know that I will need about 20 more hrs in a week to finish the tasks at hand. My son is back Stateside safe but War worn. I hope with love and time he will recover from the horror that he has witnessed. You don't need to agree with the politics of the war but as an Americans stand strong and devoted to the Sons and Daughters of the Country. They are our future. |
|
|
Still without a sub, that is true to the nature of a sub, I have lost faith that I will not find one that filled my needs and desires pamper and spoil me, as the one that I lost "ray" no one has been able to wear his collar. But then again he longed to serve me and make me happy. till death took him from my serves. |
|
|