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| Inactivating account as after many, many years of searching, I was finally blessed to meet a wonderful life partner. Best wishes and for those that get frustrated, don't give up!
Feeling so blessed that I am head over heels for a fabulous man who is darn near perfect for my vanilla and kink lives. Prayers for continued happiness and long-term success. Wow. So, so happy, and excited about the future in all aspects of life with him.
Loved the name bestowed upon me.. "Mary Poppins For Men" as it is true, a spoonful of sugar really makes the boy go down :)
Although I was on the "sub side" for about 12 years, in 2009 I met the most incredible man who opened my eyes and led me on the path of self-discovery to embrace my true nature. What a wondrous journey this has been/continues to be, and I'll be forever grateful for the time we spent together.
Since then, I've been blessed to have some very special subs willing to let me tease, torment, and torture them during my learning curve. While I know this may be fun, in reality, does takes a lot of trust to let a new Domme "have at it" physically, emotionally, and psychologically. Thank you for trusting me, and the forgiveness and laughter during many "oopsies."
I'm 5'2, 250, blue-eyed brunette... despite being a large woman, I'm often told I'm adorable, sexy, and one of my favorite compliments... "more fun than a boxful of kittens." Improving my health every day, but sure wish I had been born in the lucky genetics club!
My "fetishes" from the Domme side are feminization, cerebral play, oral worship of me, forced bi (role playing or real life), discipline, helping a man heal himself, and forced masturbation while I watch (and then feeding him his cum). Absolutely far and above any fetishes is my love of medical play. I've been "playing doctor" since I was at least three years old. As a child, I got in trouble several times for "marking" other kids with "pretend shots" with ink pens--even then I was a sadistic woman.
I have found that both as a sub and now a Domme, I need highly educated and/or powerful men. While I definitely appreciate gifts and being romanced out on the town, economic power really isn't all that important to me--a man's brainpower is actually the key to turning me on. If I am able to dominate you in the everyday vanilla work world, I find that I don't get a "high" by dominating my peers or employees in the after hours. I need a man who challenges every braincell that I haven't destroyed from too much partying in my youth :)
My dream? To eventually be in a loving, caring relationship where we are primarily supportive partners in all aspects of vanilla life, with the added wonderful bonus of "Chocolate World." For him to my submissive at home... and my "strong man" in public and to the outside world, where he is very dominant in his work environment.
However, underneath his daily clothing, he'll wear women's panties and have his toenails painted, because... I get off on him doing so. As I have a very kinky mind, he'll need to be willing to explore just about anything I would like to try... vanilla and chocolate worlds. Although a primarily monogamous relationship, I would like from time-to-time to have him perform bisexual acts for me. I do NOT want an open relationship, but ideally, occasional sex play would be fun for both of us.
One that I may call him up periodically during the day and remind him of his "place" and give various instructions for him to perform/buy/do that day. In private, my adoring submissive boy/gurl where we have lots and lots of great times and continuously renew and deepen our Domme/sub bond. And we live (mostly) happily ever after.
Sigh. Really wish my fairytale had come true. Fairy Godmother, where are you??
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Guys, guys, guys... feeling the need to point out that I am into *service* which means that I really don't want to hear what you're "willing" to let me do to you, because that means you only care about yourself getting off and are NOT the submissive man I'm looking to find.
A man who feels great pleasure by making his woman smile from his personal service... running the gamut from doing my hair and make up before work, looking forward all day to getting his foot massage when I arrive home, enjoying rituals we create with one another over time... the man who I adore so much because he treats me so sweetly that I can't wait to plan fun rewards/play sessions/love on him/makes me cry sweet tears because he's so darn awesome at making me happy.
NOT looking for a man to send me pictures of his penis before I've ever seen his face. NOT looking for a man who sends me his list of what he's "willing" to let me do to him (trust me, when you're my sub, you'll pretty much do whatever I want you to do because you know you'll have a great time and I'll be safe with you physically and mentally).
Not interested in playing with someone until we develop a solid relationship. Not interested in married men as I eventually want one of my own, not someone else's husband. I'm not judging, I'm simply stating that a married man, a player, permanent bachelor, or otherwise involved man is not what I want for the rest of my life, and my precious time needs to be working towards my end goal of a happy life in a great relationship... so please don't waste either of our time trying to pretend you're wanting something else. I'm very clear on what I desire--one man to happily serve me for the rest of my life. Not to serve me so he gets played with--but because he truly enjoys making me happy by taking excellent care of my needs in and out of the bedroom.
Finally, I'm sorry that I can't write everyone back even though I try... when I hop online, I can send two messages but get about 10 more messages immediately. Not trying to be rude, you might be the greatest person in the world, but it's physically impossible to keep up. So if you know you're a great guy, please don't give up with me or another woman... sometimes I even go back to old pages of emails I never was able to read or answer--sometimes years later (seriously), and I'm surprised how many people have deleted their profiles, obviously in frustration... leave a line of communication open in case someone is able to reach out to you.
Cheers to finding our good matches to meet the needs each of us wants to find.
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I believe that there is a wonderful man for me, my gurl behind closed doors, to spend the rest of our lives celebrating every day of joy, contentment, and peace. To spoil me with his service... massages, pedicures, adoration, waxing, oral sex, household help, completely pampering me as his beloved Woman. I'm waiting patiently, and look forward to the day I place the collar around your neck. |
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Guys, please don't take my lack of responses personally (unless you're an asshole LOL). I don't mean to ignore emails, I don't want to hurt feelings... just not enough hours in the day to do both my vanilla and chocolate lives, so if you haven't heard from me, email me again as your email might be buried... I just hop on here/read emails/answer a few, and hop back off. I feel anyone taking the time to send an initial email deserves a response--even if "sorry, not interested", so if I haven't written you back, say hello again :) |
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I'd like on an embroidered pillow:
"Making good boys do naughty things makes Me happy" |
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Laughing at some of the fake emails I'm getting... yes, I'd love to be your "financial dominatrix."
I'm a single mom, so go ahead and send me your entire paycheck so my life will be much easier. Then go on out and get a second job to give me even more money so I can go on luxurious vacations and buy a diamond ring for every finger. Oh, I'll let you sleep on the floor and maybe give you a bowl of porridge once in awhile.
Hey, where'd you go, big guy, with lots of promises on spoiling me? Hello? LOL |
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Laughing at a boy's comment to me... "spoonful of semen makes the medicine go down." Some day, there will now be a boy I make take his medicine in a spoonful of semen LOL Thanks for the suggestion! |
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| Age: 40 |
| Tampa,
Florida |
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