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Hetero Female Submissive, 41,  Kansas City, Missouri
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MsDoll

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I discovered this lifestyle 15 years ago. I have learned alot about myself and the reasons this lifestyle appeals to me over the years. My belief is that people are always growing and changing...and different people bring out different components of our personality.

I have lived as a Domme, Switch, and sub. Although I enjoyed the experiences, and believe they helped me better understand this world, I am truly a sub at heart. I have a need for the deep psychological aspects of this world, along with a variety of sexual kink. I would not classify myself as 'hard core'...I function best in a subtle 24/7 relationship.

I'm a girly-girl, and have struggled for many years trying to find a strong and Daddy-like Dom to lean on during those rough roads in life...one who could keep my brattiness at bay and allow me the opportunity to be His and only His. I am not willing to compromise on my need for a deep psychological connection.

I am trustworthy, loyal, and eager to please. I believe that trust and respect are the two biggest components to making this a successful lifestyle in the 'real world'.

I am not interested in newbies, I need a Dom who has already faced his demons and is ready for the girl of his dreams.

I am also not interested in Switches, there is no part of me that wants or needs to be in charge. I don't mind being handed the reins and told to "Please me how you wish" but I would never be able to spank or discipline a man one day and submit completely to him the next day. I can be bratty, and enjoy an occassional power struggle, but I NEED a man who is strong enough (both physically and mentally) to WIN any and all power struggles.
Friends are always a welcome addition, and I take great pride in sharing my struggles and journey into the lifestyle with new subs. I have faced my demons, and have a solid understanding of what 'works' for me. This lifestyle is a core part of me and I need to live it everyday.

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 MsDoll

 Submissive Female

 Kansas City 

 Missouri

 5' 5"

 180 lbs

 41

 Hetero

 Caucasian

 10/19/05

 

Actively Seeking:

Friends

 Lives For:

 Beachcombing

 Movies

 Travel

 Blindfolds

 Breast Play

 Collars

 Eye Contact Restrictions

 Hair Pulling

 Mental Bondage

 Orgasm Control

 Role Playing

 Spanking

 Stockings

 Vibrators

 Arcade Games

 Puzzle Games

 TV Sports

 Web Surfing

 Gardening

 Sewing (Expert)

 Tattoos

 Psychology (Expert)

 Lifestyle BDSM

 Alternative Music

 Oldies

 Pop Music

 R&B

 Reggae

 Agnosticism

 Basketball

 Football

 Volleyball

 Loves:

 Amusement Parks

 Art Galleries

 Coffee Shops

 Fine Dining

 Flea Markets

 Musical Theater

 Renaissance Faires

 Shopping

 Volunteerism

 Dancing

 Hiking

 Rafting

 Running

 Walking

 Begging (Expert)

 Bondage

 Corner Time

 Being Massaged

 Leashes

 Massage (Giving)

 Obedience Training

 Clothing Selection

 Plastic Wrap Bondage

 Speech Restrictions

 Wax Play

 Comedy Shows

 Horror Movies

 Online Chatrooms

 True Crime

 Aromatherapy

 Astrology

 Cooking

 Drawing

 Investing

 Knitting (Expert)

 Painting

 Photography

 Pottery

 Astronomy

 Philosophy

 Writing

 1950s Lifestyle

 Old Guard

 Vampirism

 Victorian Lifestyle

 Eighties Music

 Electronica / EDM

 Funk

 Hip Hop Music

 New Wave

 Nineties Music

 Rap

 Rock Music

 Baseball

 Body Building

 Swimming

 Likes:

 Antique Shows

 Bar Hopping

 Bird Watching

 Clubbing

 Fishing

 Garage Sales

 Museums

 Raves

 SCA

 Aerobics

 Bicycling

 Camping

 Horseback Riding

 Martial Arts

 Pilates

 Yoga

 Anal Play

 Body Worship

 Canes and Crops

 Corsetry (Beginner)

 Gags

 Watersports

 Whips

 Board Games

 Card Games

 Cartoons

 Chess

 Historical Shows

 Role Playing Games

 Science Fiction

 Simulation Games

 Sitcoms

 TV News

 Beading

 Body Art

 Candle Making

 Herbalism

 Meditation

 Sculpting

 Singing

 Soap Making

 Paranormal Phenomena

 Goth

 Keto

 Blues

 Classical Music

 Country Music

 Heavy Metal Music

 Jazz

 New Age Music

 Opera Music

 Seventies Music

 Buddhism

 Feng Shui

 Scientology

 BMX

 Bowling

 Soccer

 Tolerates:

 Rollerblading

 Skate Boarding

 Weightlifting

 Enemas

 Housework Service

 Maid / Butler Service

 Tickling

 Cybering

 Online Auctions

 Americana

 Folk Music

 Industrial Music

 Punk Rock Music

 Show Tunes

 Christianity

 Curious About:

 Going to the Opera

 Scuba Diving

 Snorkeling

 Tai-Chi

 Ultimate Frisbee

 Wind Surfing

 Yachting

 Electrical Play (Beginner)

 G-spot Stimulation

 Local BDSM Community

 Medical fetish play

 Modern Primitivism

 Munches

 Rituals

 Outdoor Bondage

 Shibari

 Alternative Medicine

 Art Collecting

 Karaoke

 Blue Grass

 Operetta

 Dislikes:

 Gambling

 Genital Punishment

 Humiliation

 Masks (Wearing)

 Sensory Play

 Cross Stitch

 Hates:

 Masks on Partner

 Pony/Puppy Roleplay

 Public Play

 Hard Limits:

 Cages

 Diapers

 Gas Masks

 Hoods

 Objectification

 Strap-Ons

 Female Sovereignty

 FLR Options

 Polyamory

 Swinging

 Sky Diving

 Skills:

 Accounting Professional

 Administrative Professional

 Computer Expert

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Journal Entries:
5/17/2010 6:53:16 PM
Stepping into a new relationship that somehow feels familiar....comfortable...and soo passionate all at the same time.

I have ended my search in hopes that this is the real deal...

9/3/2008 6:26:13 PM
I remain single...unattached...unowned...and uncollared...as empty as those words sound, I am feeling very satisfied with my life at the moment. I am doing well in my new career, dating casually, and I have settled with the fact I may remain single for a long time before finding the one man that completes me.

I haven't given up...quite the opposite...I'm tired of trying too hard to make 'something' out of the many relationships of my past.

7/13/2008 9:37:16 AM
Disappointed once again, but not broken...

It always amazes me how some believe this lifestyle to be 'no big deal'. To me, it is a very 'big deal', and I feel for those that haven't experienced the depth in a true Ds relationship. Once visited into the abyss, I'm not sure how a Dom could utter the words, "I've been too busy to talk with you".

If it seems my life is a yo-yo to the outside world, it seems even moreso to myself. I continue to struggle in finding the one that truly completes me, and who will truly understand my depth. 

As I've stated a million times, I am unwilling to compromise on my need to live this lifestyle 24/7. I am needy, emotional, and a bit sassy at times...but to the right man, I will be everything he needs...and more.

I am no ordinary girl
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7/4/2008 9:58:37 AM
The lemonade is made...new job starts next week and opens up an entire new set of possibilities. 

I've met a man...a real man who I believe may hold the key to my heart and soul.

My head is spinning and my heart racing as I have eagerly agreed to discontinue my search. My focus now is on building a solid foundation for what I hope to be a lifetime of happiness. 

6/26/2008 5:37:01 PM
Life has suddenly handed me a barrel of lemons, and I am in the process of making lemonade. ;o) 


6/6/2008 8:04:36 AM
I am in a very peaceful time of my life where I am opening myself up to possibilities, but I am not in any big hurry to find anything.

I am no ordinary girl...

5/4/2008 6:52:24 AM
I delayed writing this entry because I was in shock. I don't understand how people can 'pretend' to be in a relationship and then turn and run without warning.

I received an email ending my relationship weeks ago...he didn't appreciate all that I had to offer.

So, I am single again, but not giving up. I'm confident there's a man out there who can be strong, loyal, and honest...one who can appreciate what I have to offer.

3/24/2008 7:19:02 AM
I am happily dating a wonderful guy who is comfortably handling my intensity. I find it intriguing how people just happen into your life at the oddest moments...without warning.

2/12/2008 5:40:27 PM

I'm intense.

Very intense.

I've always struggled with trying to rein in my intensity and dish it out only in small amounts that others can handle.

I'm tired of reining.

I need to find someone with the same intensity, someone who understands that intense emotions don't always lead to love and marriage.


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