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	All my photos are of myself, If you write to me please include a clear photo of your face/body or be willing to video chat. I am real and not here to play games or waste my time or yours. I seek a Sadist, or a Top/Dom/Domme with a sadistic streak. One who knows he/she enjoys that type of play. You MUST to be comfortable in that place. Someone who is stronger than I. Physically, Emotionally, Mentally. To dominate me you need to be stronger; more in control; to know how to add intellect with spirit, glue pain to pleasure and to know how to bend a woman like me to you. If I am able to top you - it's indicative of your own weakness, not mine. I am told I am not so new anymore. I am still in my first year in exploring this world. I am still evolving but a Bottom/Masochist seems to fit me quite well. The ideal of being a slave is something I fantasize about, I feel like I have yet to be able to give all of myself to one person, I have met people who I trust in ways I could never imagine and know enough about myself when I find the right fit it will come. Until that time I will experience as much as I can! I have fallen in love with rope, the feel of it on my skin, to watch or be involved in scenes where it is front and center, the mental aspect of being bound is like a drug. I am still a baby rope bottom and would love to grow! I also am very curious about electrotorture and am going to be more open minded when it comes to experiencing it in all its forms. I do know I appreciate the versatility of the violet wand! I find torture to be the most fulfilling of all my experiences, Mental and Physical. Derogation, Humiliation and Rough Body Play are what I have the most experience with. It takes me to a place so raw and dark and without that in my life I am not complete. I enjoy wax play, for me it is not painful but almost like a massage, so relaxing and warm. I can drift into space quickly when covered and love to see the photos of it. I see is as a medium and would love to play more with it. “Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people” -Eleanor Roosevelt I am active in the community. With great love and respect for my city, I am so grateful to be a part of a community of warm and friendly people. People who I can bounce ideas off of, who are always willing to help me grow, to torture me with a new toy or be an shoulder to cry on. I am thankful every day! I attend event monthly. They are usually educational and although most classes are geared towards educating tops, I feel it is important to educate myself on what is the proper or safe way. I enjoy being a service bottom or a learning bottom and always seek to participate in classes. Watching makes me eager to experience it! "While you talk about me someone else is judging you!" Bob Marley. Please note: I will never be interested in Submissive Males as more then friends.

12/2/2012 4:16:49 PM

Today was my first Piercing Play experience and I enjoyed it. I posted photos of the complete back piece, another thing to check off my list.

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11/12/2012 1:27:53 AM

This weekend at GD2, the class was about advanced blood play and it featured suturing, this is something I would never of known I was interested in untill I saw it happen. I know I love needles especially when the violet wand is involved. A group of us were brainstorming after the event on all the amazing things that could be sewn into someone. I am so lucky I live in this city that offers free classes to help me expand my kink!

Friday was a rope class at the studio, did not learn much however, during open play met a fantastic man from canada who showed my play partner some fantastic knots!

10/20/2012 6:19:38 AM

If you are unable or unwilling to attach a full body vanilla photo to an e-mail then Please DO NOT write to me.

Please know your e-mail will go directly in the trash! Also, No career can prevent you from sending a private picture. This whole lifestyle is about building and maintaining trust with your partner, so if you are unable to start with a basic level then how can trust be built.

Continuing to e-mail me and insult me will not work, I am to active in this community to need or want validation from anyone except my partners and friends.

Rant over!