Wow it's been several weeks since I've checked in!!! The surgery went well, I am still recovering physically, but much better than I was before I had the surgery. It was healing for me emotionally as well. I'm so thankful... now just to get caught up on homework before the end of the semester!!!!!!

I am a submissive female from the Ft. Worth area and I enjoy meeting new people and experiencing new things.

I am happily married to my husband and we enjoy the friendships that we have built within the realms of this lifestyle. We have been learning about many aspects of the BDSM community since about 2005 with much more to learn.

I work full time while attending class to better our future.

I am looking for friends and/or a teacher, mentor, and play partner to better my understanding and help me grow as a person and as a submissive.

A few things about me:

I am married, yes, he knows and supports me my desire to find a play partner. He has given me rules to follow and they will be respected by anyone whom I decide to play with.

I am 5 foot 6, 215 lbs. red hair and blue eyes, skin tone as white as can be...

I do have medical issues that can be discussed and worked around.

Neither rudeness nor disrespect towards my husband or myself will be tolerated. There just is no need for it.

Honesty is the BEST policy for everyone concerned.

A brief out line of my husband’s rules are as follows but are not limited to;

You must give certain personal information to him for my safety if we are to meet without him (Example would be name, phone number, car licenses plate number and a community reference or two)

I will reserve the right to use safe calls anytime we meet.

We must meet in public on first meeting with no change of venue or expectation of play.

If our getting to know each other goes well, we will set a separate play date preferred to be at the local club.

These rules are NON-NEGOTIABLE!!!

A few things I would like you to be:

Honest, if you have a mate, you do not have to sneak around behind your wife’s back to play. Again Honesty is the best for all concerned and I will not tolerate someone who cannot be honest with me or their mate.

I would prefer that you are taller than me, six foot or taller. (Though this is not a deal breaker just a preference)

You will respect my husband’s rules even if you never meet him.

Enjoying aftercare and snuggling after any play is a must.

If you have read this far and still find it worth while to contact me please drop me an email. I enjoy meeting new people and making new friends.

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The rest of the weekend was a difficult one. I failed to follow the one rule my Master had given me, the punishment was fierce, welts were on my skin for the rest of the weekend. The words he said to be degraded and belittled me to a point that I became self-destructive. He was not pleased with that behavior either, however, he used his kindness and love to help rebuild my spirit. Today is Monday and I must get back to work and socialize with vanillas who have no clue of my choice of lifestyle. Though I am still not at the best place in my mind to be around others, I must force a smile and laughter for the next 12 hours. I will make it happen, because a good slave knows her place yet is able to transition to anything her Master orders her to do, and does so with a smile.