To all my friends on here - HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!  Let's all hope that 2012 is a bloody good vintage x x x 

Not such a busy week.  Only 481 emails this week, but it is getting to be Christmas, plus I've been poorly.

The week's email total: 683!!

It is 6pm on Monday 5th December.  I have reset my email inbox counter.  I wonder how many I will have this time next week...!

If in doubt.  Bake.  Coffee and walnut anyone?

I was told today that DarkDesire21, my last Master, died on Monday.  He was a passenger in a car v lorry and he died instantly. 

May he rest in peace x

Someone asked me last night how long I'd been a member here.  I've just checked.  I joined in 2007.  I'm coming up to my 5th anniversary!  Does that make me part of the furniture I wonder?!

And to all those good friends I've made here - THANK YOU AND A BIG HUGE HUG X

A happy and contented journal entry for once!!!

I met a lovely man this morning at the Birmingham Dungeon (would recomment the place for anybody thinking of going).

I lost two virginities this morning.  The first being a fucking machine.  Well, that made me cum!  The second, and much more lovely, was a Hitachi Magic Wand.  To begin with it felt nice, like a cup of tea when you're thirsty is nice, but suddenly, out of nowhere POW!  A cum hit me!  Completely out of nowhere!  I felt like I'd been hit by an express train!  I came several wonderful times with it.

I got to get me a Hitachi Magic Wand!!!!

To misquote our good friend James Bond... "To make a mistake once is circumstance; to make a mistake twice is happenstance; to make a mistake three times, it's enemy action".  So what exactly is the fourth time??

The first let down was sitting in the car, engine on, satnav programmed and I texted my ETA only to get a text back saying his mum had died.  Ok, that's a biggie.  A big biggie.  Got out of car went back indoors. 

The second let down was that his boiler had blown up.  We met in an hotel.  It was ok, but not the all bells and whistles we were hoping for.

The third let down was a text the day I was due to go up again saying that the decorators hadn't finished. And he worked that how late?  Not a day before?

The fourth, and this really IS the one that peed me off.  His cousins were staying as their boiler had blown up.  He texted that when I was 5 minutes away!  I add that he'd had his cousins there all day and he'd only just found out half an hour before.... hmmmm!

Ok, he'd booked a hotel, but this isn't the way I play.  Personally, it feels as if he's got something to hide.  Probably a wife.  Maybe not, maybe it IS just bad luck, but it's too much of a run of bad luck for me to be the understanding person I am usually.

Add to this the £35 petrol bill (I work part time and only come out with £120 a week, so this is a BIG chunk of my earnings), the fact that I was dressed extremely tartilly and had an achingly full bladder (watersports was going to be quite high on the agenda).  The last hotel we stayed in had paper thin walls.  And I mean paper thin.  We could hear the people chatting three rooms away.  He'd booked into the hotel next door.  I'm judging, I know, but I have a feeling it will have been of the same standard as the first hotel, with equally thin walls.  And he expected me to walk into that hotel, dressed the way I was (revealing cleavage top, no bra, short skirt, very heavy make up) and wait whilst he booked in???  Errr, I don't think so!  I might be into humiliation, but not public humiliation!  I NEVER mix the kinky world with the vanilla world, it's one of my very few hard limits.

So that's that, I guess.  Back on the prowl again.  Just this time a hell of a lot more wary than before.

Tonight, I shall be sat, naked, at my Master's feet.  All three holes used.  Tortured and humiliated.

HEAVEN!!!

Just wanted to say, for the first time in a very long time, I'm feeling happy!  Really truly happy x

      I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!