No sleep last night. Rough....

At least I was productive...up until 5:54am, when I signed onto CM.

I'm still roaming around the world. How many times have I told my friends, family, and romantic interests that I'll be settling down soon? It's been going on for a couple years now, at least.

I enjoy the travel. I even enjoy the vagabond lifestyle. Its a pretty cool situation: get a phone call on Friday evening asking if I can fly to Japan on Sunday morning with a 1 way ticket. Its me against the problem. The powers that be would rather buy my spur of the moment ticket to the other side of the world than hire someone locally. That's a good feeling.

But, this vagabond lifestyle I lead allows for only limited relationships.

"I've traveled every road in this here land!

Crossed the desert's bare, man.
I've breathed the mountain air, man.
Of travel I've had my share, man.
I've been everywhere."

I just watched a Walmart commercial. Black girl was looking at goofy white guy like he James Bond Jesus. Christ...Jesus Christ.  haha

We were hanging out in the apartment one day and got a little frisky. While we were cuddling and kissing my hands roamed along your legs. You take such good care of yourself so when I noticed you'd missed a small spot the last time you shaved your legs I knew I had to take advantage of the situation. I looked you in the eyes and said "you know I love you, right?" You nod your head yes and we kiss. I reach to the counter and pick up a marker. I pulled your hand to me and turned so you couldn't see what I was writing you the palms of your hands. In your left: S&M. In your right: safe word banana. You were giggling while I wrote them. Maybe you were feeling foolish or maybe the marker tickled your hands.

     I let go and you quickly read your hands and cocked your head while that mind of yours was piecing it together. I didn't waste anytime: Kissing you again just as I did when I told you I loved you I pulled away and told you you missed a spot when you shaved. That is unacceptable, and you must be spanked. You didn't know if I was serious, of course. I took your hand, gave you a wink, and slapped the top of your hand. "kneel down on this couch and bend over for your spanking. Don't make me tell you again."

      You didn't hesitate, but you did gaze into my eyes as you slowly followed my command. I know it was a challenge for you to comply to such demands when you were wearing so little. "Good girl" I said as I rubbed your bottom. Then a few spanks and rubs. Once I knew you had accepted this was happening to you I took your panties down and checked you for excitement and for honesty. "Do you like this?" You had no choice but to admit that you did. You were so wet already. "Such a good girl. Now suck my thumb clean of your wetness before you CRAWL to the bathroom. You're going to shave those legs again and come back for inspection."

  I give you a little "go get'em" swat on your backside as you crawl to the bathroom.

"Such a good girl. Don't keep me waiting."

      None of this actually happened. I've had too much coffee and now I can't sleep. If you like my little stories and journal entries, contact me. Just because you're a sub doesn't mean you can't speak your mind or be outgoing.

Hi there, world of lifestylers. What's going on? What's it like to be part of a relationship where your partner and you are in sync with D/s?

     Does a guy have to be a true bastard to be Dominant? I hope not. I'm not a bastard.

I gave a guy $20 cause he was stuck on the side of the road with a broken down van. (No, you silly Pinay, I'm NOT going to send you money.)

Every dog (Canis lupus familiaris--not the cute pet human girls, although I do love you gals too) I've owned has either been a stray or from the humane society. I'm soft hearted like that.

I've given money and my time to charities. It takes caring and empathy to create a society you want to live in.

I can still consider several people I met before the age of 7 as friends. You don't get that kind of loyalty from being a bastard.

My X girlfriends still talk to me. I'm not a crash and burn type of guy. I dated those women because I found them to be worthwhile human beings. That rarely changes just because we have discovered we're not "meant to be."

I have a pretty good life going right now. I've traveled to more than a dozen countries. I've worked and/or lived in 40 of the 50 U.S. states. I'm gainfully employed. I'm ready to make a move into the next chapter of my life.

I really need to update my profile.  I hope I find the time to do that soon.