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| Fairly new to all this, I spent the past few months recently discovering myself with an amazing, submissive girl. But I had to leave (much to my regret), and now I doubt I can go back to "normal" again.
What I want, is for a woman to by my own. For me to take care of, reward when she is good, and ideally not have her being bad. I do want to love her, but I intend to use her. She will serve, and earn me completely. I do not want to share, and under these circumstances, I would not want to stray. (although I would consider a female pet for both of us, if interested)
It's all in the eyes. After the sex, and the abuse, I want to look into her eyes and see admiration, appreciation, and loyalty. If I see it, my own eyes will soften... I will hold her head gently to my chest, I will love her, and be sweet to her...until it builds up again.
This is the connection I desire. It is deep and intimate. If you crave this too...say hello.
But in lieu of all that, I suppose a simple play partner could be appropriate too.
Beyond my passions, I am a complex man. I tend towards quiet and brooding, but I excel at language and communication, and can dominate a conversation with my deep voice, rich vocabulary, and quick wit... when I choose. I enjoy nerdy things like reading, museums, and games. Although my greatest joy is the outdoors, and exploration. I adore food, travel, and the discovery of new things. I do not care for parties, excessive drinking, or sports.
*Quick clarification, because I've already been called out on it. Yes, one of my photos shows me with my hands bound. And no, I'm not a submissive person. But I was willing to experiment and learn. What happened is that I became angry, fought my way free, and dominated the girl who had tied me. And you know what? I had fun doing it.
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