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| I have been involved in the lifestyle for some time now... It is very difficult to establish the dynamic of trust that is necessary for this type of relationship to grow and prosper. I find myself non the less drawn unwaveringly back to this type of relationship... I am not at peace without the structure of obedience and control being present. I enjoy a multitude of diverse sexual and non sexual interests. My interests have taken me to all sorts of different places as far as mental and physical growth or change. I don't think I'll ever be able to go back to just being in a completely vanilla relationship nor do i really think i was ever truly satisfied in it. I have had a few d/s friendships that grew into something more one that blossomed into a completely new and complex life with each other for some quantity of time. I am not particularly looking to begin anything new at this stage but really just meet and communicate with people who also have the same or similar sexual or d/s desires with often limited or no one to talk to about or feel without judgement. I know how difficult it can be to accept that you feel these certain things or struggle with the implications of what that means with regard to conventional society's views or structure of morality. I myself have and at times still battle with it even despite my wholistic acceptance of all my even most depraved interests or fantasies. I would love to talk to some new people just expand and grow as I try to find my way back from what has been a very long past year. Good luck and thanks for reading!
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Was nice while it lasted as the smoke clears I look upon what remains and hardly see the point anymore.. |
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| Age: 20 |
| South london,
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