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NLG1974
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I feel like I only write in this thing when I'm feeling sad or frustrated. Unfortunately, the last year and a half has been a roller coaster so I've experienced both in abundance. Every time I come back hoping and every time I take a break after getting sick of my hopes being dashed. It's an endless circle that is either going to stop one of these times or I'm finally going to get burnt out on it. As a sub I get tons of messages, and I'm sure the ones with more interesting profiles or prettier pictures get a ton more, and I can count on my hands the number of people that I've talked to longer than a few days or that are genuine. Maybe it's me, maybe I'm not pretty enough or worthy enough. I had one guy say ( sight unseen) "Well you must not be pretty and you must not take care of yourself". Yes, that's the mentality. I'm no where near perfect but show me who is. In accepting of others flaws and I always assumed someone would be willing to extend the courtesy to me. The games are exhausting and depressing. I want to find someone I can make that final change in my life with and belong to, someone I can explore with and trust. Maybe he's not out there. |
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Disappointed and wondering why I came back to the site after a 6 month absence. Maybe my expectations are too high for what I deserve, or maybe I just let it all bother me on too personal of a level. I've just been feeling very unsettled and like I'm missing something again. One day. |
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| Age: 18 |
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