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MoonWine

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~that picture is super old BTW..~

It would be cool if you read the whole profile, you are viewing me anyhow so I will check out yours too, so yeah!!! haha

I am not so experienced, but i do know myself well and am aware my limitations are hard to find. I need a situation where trust is held dearly and respect is given (hehe usually). i would love to find someone to teach me how to get along in this realm of BDSM, i think i have a lot to offer..

where I am now is starting my junior year of college working towards biochemistry and living my life as often as possible.. I am not certain as to what i wish for, shown with my "actively seeking.." but I do know I would like a relationship if things ever align. I am cited as calm and peaceful, with a large cauldron for laughter to blossom and daydreams to flourish.

I am very adaptive and creative, boredom rarely occurs in my life and new circumstances arrive consistently.. my eyes are brown and I am sincere, honest, and heartfelt.. music plays throughout much of my day.. i groove to death metal, some doom, a lot of jam,funk and other rockin things too.. but i like a lot of music, electronic, world music, etc..

oh, and i love to draw! id love to meet someone whod let me get all girlie, like find a chick i could go try on clothes with, or maybe go switch clothes in a bathroom!! I want someone i can cuddle with but get intense with on a level of aggression thats never crossing limitations (unless thats wanted) cause i like to be slapped around sometimes for fun! i wanna wear skirts and paint nails and talk the gossip at times, but i also wanna be a dude and try to not be so polite all the time and be a total dickhead for a few minutes..

~oh, one thing i discovered in my search is that I want a symbiotic relationship where me and my other(s?) will both grow, a create facets for eachother to bloom into flowers unlike any previous seen..

i can also just chill, i want friends t0o!


there isnt much i do not enjoy, i find life is full of miracles.. if one tries to identify it further: they're primarily just spicing it up or making it more.. i simply enjoy everything, but do remain particularly fond of specific regions for sure, but all in all, i enjoy relentlessly...



..i adapt and can take on many roles when complimented in such a way for it to be possible. i am respectable and respecting.. i dont expect kindness as much as I offer it but it's much appreciated.. I am simple, yet many may say i am complex- either way young, determined(remaining slightly wild/adventurous), but sincere and honest.. once you find something that pushes you toward your goals/dreams, youve found something..
feel free to message me, i would love to chat... if we never talk we'll never know, being: usually you don't know until you try
below are just bits and pieces of things which seem right to put..
"How singular is the thing called pleasure, and how curiously
related to pain, which might be thought to be the opposite of
it; For they are never present to a man at the same instant, and
yet he who pursues either is generally compelled to take the other." --Plato

About me: music \m/
dance
love life philosophy
school(science major), college tutor and I home-school students, play guitar, write poetry, i like some darker things every now and again.
love traveling and camping. Watching a good movie or discussing something intriguing is always a pleasure i love nature and believe in self realization i love to laugh!!
~ask if there's anything else you wish to know, this is definitely not all i am, you know?



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8/19/2010 8:47:39 AM
man i just shaved my beard some leaving behind a goatee, it looks pretty good!!

8/27/2009 9:00:15 PM
freestyle~

poor jenny, she was quite the fuck if you could get past the sadness in her eyes, she was born rather captivating and intelligent. a masochist submissive with a beautiful mind,  and the collar fit so she rolled the dice. came up empty handed and took a swim in the genetic tide, found herself consuming life, took her pills and reanalyzed what side of the fence she was on. too much nonesense for the young man, heaven was a cage in the basement with a bowl of water and a swamp cooler.  desperation creates a strange submission in all of us, to an extent. sweet liberty of freedom so said that sad bitch, whatever it is. lost love and a deck of cards is all she's got now. better love playing games.  a real painslut for the turning of the seasons, too bad her decisions have mislead her so..

~i guess this is about people who dont know what they want, and suffer in life cux they continue not to live how they wish. thats why i appluad the active transformer of sex, as they are doing what they want.  bravo for the courage... hasta

8/27/2009 9:39:17 AM
i write poems then copyright them.. this one is a bit daring in it's "new age or neo" emphasis on a new becoming by reconstructing old ways.. oh, and it touches deeply on the ignorance the public emits. . this is a bit older anyhow..

"techno-tician"

enlist into the gnarlihood of these new-age, pseudo-sciences. raging in a need for peace and mercy, but expecting to save the world. fuckless slut knows herself to have a good name, she just can't remember what wrong-doings she has committed.. ailing father entrusts his last words into a computer-simulated-child. how desolate of a sight: this technologically advanced scenario. only the chimps will survive this one. unarmed ship headed toward the moon, detach human soul from it's vessel, watch it suffer. return to the earth, a motherly life form similar to the one present at birth, assuming there was no sporadic conception of an unheard-of nature. fuckless fuckless fuckless, when will she realize a slut for the economy is still a slut? cosmic practitioner on medicine make them well.

8/26/2009 9:22:49 PM
people should be more straight forward.. i meet people who say they want this and that but no courage to take it... you know when i was younger i ran away from home at 15 because i needed to live my OWN life.. I guess i am just stating to myself that I am real, hard to remember at times when youre online, typing away haha.

it would be cool to have someone to talk to and doodle on while i do book work.. i just received the sweetest news though, that i honestly stopped concentrating on oxymercuration, hehe say that ten times fast... i was gonna write a poem but i think now I am just gonna day dream, though it is night, saying i am gonna night dreams just sounds strange..

try to live up to your words!

8/26/2009 7:47:59 AM
i have been using this thing more, i am unsure why.. i must have thumbed through a hundred people's profiles and maybe messaged two of them.. a lot of people do seem rather "false", but then again I am also trying to use my best judgment where their veil is the freaking internet, haha. 

i hope people don't conclude that you are whoever your profile says, no less, no more.  because that is just crazy....  it would take someone a life time to know me, even then, i wonder if they would understand me after so much time... take care all

8/24/2009 6:57:44 AM
this is an old one.. deals with romance with someone who doesn't know themselves completely, and the likelihood of losing them due to such a fact..  it also deals with personal matters from the past and the sincere actuality that hey, you loved her the best you could. have a good day everyone!

~untitled"
dont worry, i found her that way.. her wings were in poor condition so i carried her to my place and disinfected them.. gave her medicine and what love i had left to help her back to suitable rehabilitation.. im not sure if she'll even remember who i am when she's better, but that's alright.. its not often that you find an angel on your path who needs your attention to recover.. I was honored.. no ones spent time with me in this house for years now.. i'll make sure she regains what strength she had and help her realize a wealth of potential energy.. where she can push her boundaries, and her wings, more than she's ever experienced.. making her stronger.. and quicker... she'll have improved greatly when im done with her..

8/22/2009 12:49:21 AM
hmm this is about this and that.. kinda personal but its ok to share i guess

~shine on dark madam~

i feel the wrath of misfortune plaguing her sweetness as if she were a slut for the wicked.
all hail these new becomings.
 these unusual ways.
these peculiar and degrading fetishes we adore...

came to lick the sugar, tasted dirt,
and threw a fit
took hold of a cancer cell, lit it's fuse,
made it heaven-sent.

angel stabbing herself with sunlight
ashamed of her love for the dying
indulged in decay until she felt empty
deformed queen of her many mistakes.. they'll be everlasting.

but her love has opened a gap for the true color of her mind..
she bleeds grey.. she bleeds grey
. she's ingested the sun as if it were a pill and she was the universe..
 what rainbow will take her home?

she's heaven-sent..
she's on fire..
and she's empty.. 
shine on young goddess...
enjoy your fetishes

7/22/2009 4:02:31 PM
shes got a knife in her throat, is she disengaged? developing coma, send the soldiers  a notice to stay alert, she's on the verge of entering a very delicate state.  cheer our fellow man who gag up their woman and force them to inhale, digest, and reconsume once more. they are the ones who love, we are all lovers with a fucked up agenda. needle the eyes closed, she'll be a winner, give her a second chance and she may surrender, but whatever you do don't let her blow without a fight. she needs another bullet on her wrist. but when she cries shes beautiful. align the men with guns outside her closet door, one by one they'll turn her into a legacy, known for her ability to engulf several men up to her neck before she's had enough. that's a good girl they said. she's crying, she's so beautiful. we, the lovers, are the only ones she has left. what has happened to our kind?    ~the end

6/7/2009 7:01:06 PM
I find myself constantly looking up now, as if a strange object will streak across the sky, may it be heavensent, and it will mind itself beside me.. this is nothing of a spiritual response to the becoming of a great summer, just the possibility of a new voice to hear and emotions to feel.  I am just crossing my fingers for now though, sort of eager yet nervous all the same.. but honestly, I look up and smile as if something is there...

3/6/2009 6:46:13 AM
disaster was her eyes when she cried,
and i am a spec of dust disrupting transmission between two great forces,
I am the unwilling.

she cuts her tongue, words sing out
she told me to hold my breath and die,
to contort her face into a smile,
and she smiles as great as the sun

i spell out god, and she looks down at me
the precious; a whip bearer
I am subjected to her faith



3/4/2009 8:56:07 PM
 man.. have you ever been conflicted between generosity and a strange personal interest to entertain with deviance?



12/10/2008 6:04:40 PM
sometimes this place seems a struggle, but i'm patient.  I go to school part time this semester, full time the next.  I go to school for pharmacy, though phytochemistry is my yearning.  Figure I will get their sometime, in the mean time though, i'd like to find someone who seemingly runs smoothly alongside me.. that, above all else, would be incredible

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collardonna
 
 Age: 26
 Golden, Texas