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How does a man define himself? When having an accurate depiction of self is a lost quality and so few truly understand their own wants and needs, how can you expect to see anothers profile as anything less than a contrived sales advertisement depicting traits viewed to be acceptable and appealing? Knowing this, and embracing lifestyle fundamentals of self-realization, self-acceptance, and self-exploration; how can one craft a biography that clearly differs from the 50 shades influx of kinky dating profiles?
Brutal Honesty? Factual Honesty?
Let’s start with that.
I’ve been hailed as both hellspawn and saint, both the light and darkness in many lives, with shifting duality. I’ve been referenced by every name in the book, the most reoccurring titles being egotistical, selfless, manipulative, honorable, condescending, and trustworthy. These warring paradigms have crafted an individual that inspires much love, loyalty, frustration, and jealousy.
I stumbled into the fetish community roughly five years ago, as I was struggling with some of these societal viewed character flaws. It’s been a wild ride of introspection ever since. I’ve always been a natural empath, highly intuitive, with an interest psychology and human behavior. The lifestyle community provided the avenue in learning self-acceptance and self-control, while providing a healthy outlet before bottled up emotions manifested in my life in negative ways. As with any, I’ve made many mistakes along the way working to become a more healthy, loving dominant.
In my time when I was highly active in the local community, I was never highly active on FL. When every day of every weekend was a different venue, dungeon, or private play party with the majority of the same individuals, it hardly seemed relevant. I’ve made many friends and enemies along the way, as well as those whom I’d still love a chance to make amends with. I have since faded myself out in angst over politics . I’ve never seen a more accurate portrayal of Machiavelli’s depiction of courts.
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