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	I am not interested in black Doms. Black Mistresses are quite alright though. I am not interested in instant play. Just because I may be interested in talking with you and getting to know you does not mean that we will meet up tomorrow. Right now I am ONLY interested in talk. There is a lot to know about a person before I put myself at their mercy. If you can't understand that then don't bother messaging me. I was in the Lifestyle a few years ago, but when I moved back home I got in a new relationship and out of the lifestyle. But now that that relationship is over I found myself with the sudden urge to at least be close to it again. I'm not saying that I definitely don't want to play or be involved with playing, I'm just not going to do it right now. I think I need to get comfortable in it again. And I'm not going to put a limit on how long it might take. It's subjective so who knows. But I do know that this is where I want to be right now. I want to make friends and have riveting conversation... And I wouldn't be upset about some tantalizing optical sweets. :) I would really like to get back into the scene and make friends, and perhaps even do all the things I used to do... in time. My threshold of pain was quite high, but after not testing it for so long who knows where it is now, probably not so much. So if I started again it would have to be slow. I have a lot of wonderful memories of being bound and spanked, and I would love to make more. I was always a little sad when my bottom healed enough to not hurt anymore. I have been known to spank a bottom or two (and really do like it), but my heart is in subbing. I want someone Dom/me or sub (in PC) to (re)educate me in the ways of a true submissive. I really am an open book. If you want to ask me something or inquire about my past experience, ask me. I'll tell. But don't assume that I will automatically be submissive to you. I am happily submissive to the right person(s). But just because you are Dominant, does not mean that I will be submissive.

3/13/2011 3:29:13 PM

I just got out of a 3 year relationship. My ex says that I am too demanding. (this is not why we broke up BTW, just a fact about me) And I am, I admit it. When I want something I want it now, no excuses. Maybe I should try for the Dominant side. The problem is, I have no idea how to be a practicing dominant. I know I want what I want when I want it, but other than that I'm lost I think. I would love to be served and doted upon, (and I really do love so many things about spanking others) but I also love to receive someone's paddle or flog. Maybe I should change my status to "Switch"

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