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Profile V.3 updated 1.4.21
Hi, I am Molly. Pronouns are she, her or they, them. Asexual not pan, but it isnt an option. I am going to write a fairly rambling profile but if you honestly want to chat with me it is worth reading so you know what you are getting into.
Disclaimer. I have really cripplingly bad social anxiety. Not the, oh you need to get out more it will be fine kind. Like calling on the phone to order a pizza will leave me in tears kind. With that being said I am trying really hard and putting in a lot of effort to try to talk to people here and maybe finally explore some of these thoughts in my head for years. I want to be very upfront that it is unlikely I will ever have the fortitude to act on any of this, so if thats all you care about please move on. If you would like to chat and be friends please give me a bit of patience. Even being online can be very overwhelming for me, please dont send giant 5 page messages, like a paragraph or two is about my limit, and please dont send me 10 messages asking why I havent gotten back to you, I am trying my best here.
After some time spent here I have come to the realization that I am not interested in sex, at all. 0 interest. I do not want to have sex or be used sexually. I have no sex drive, I dont play with myself, I dont orgasm. If you keep bugging me about sex I will block you. I am also not going to be sexually attracted to you. I may find people aesthetically pleasing of whatever gender. I am also not a masochist and not interested in pain, maybe light spanking or something but sadists and torture aficionados need not apply.
Now finally on to what my actual interest is. I have a long time fantasy of being taken and reshaped and remade. This fantasy has undergone some evolution since my time on here talking to people and the best I can describe my desired end result to be is a piece of Mindless Latex Art or furniture. I am open to some domestic servitude as well but the latex display doll is my main goal. I know this fantasy sounds like I want to be remade into an with no mind or will, and that is exactly right, but that does not mean I suddenly will want sexual use. I will be trying to find an owner who at least accepts that if not actually likes that.
I would really love to talk about this fantasy and hear peoples thoughts on it or their personal experience with something similar.
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