looking for a 24/7 relationship

I have always liked to be the quiet, innocent looking one. HA, I love it rough and deep and the unknown drives me wild! I love being tied up and blindfolded, the outdoors, being daring with my attire not knowing if ill be seen or caught dressing risque. Showing or flashing strangers turns me on.
I love to go hiking here in the mountains, where theres rarely anybody else about where I go. I get soo turned on when im in the middle of nowhere with no sounds but the breeze, and occasionally a distant animal running. Taking off my top and bra, feeling the cool air on my sweaty boobies makes my nipples instantly rock hard.Thinking about being seen or caught running around almost totally nude up here makes me wet and fantasize alot. I get to the point of actually WANTING to be caught by some people tied up, blindfolded, and used like the little pain slut that I am! Gagged and unable to see or move, or stop ANYTHING from happening and being done to my body. Pain IS pleasure to me, as I think about being whipped with branches and my holes filled with whatever is available to my aggresive dominents. My nipples being tied and pulled, stretched, twisted, until totally numb with pleasure. Then having large, long needles shoved through them also tied to a tree or something, keeping them stretched tightly, so any movement at all would forcibly pull on them alot harder, MMMM! Trying to remain still as i'm being force fucked , fisted and made to gag on huge cocks shoved down my throat! I guess its the being totally helpless part and the not knowing that just drives me wild.