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	10/1/09....i moved my previous profile to my journal after a long term debate with myself...... in hopes that as i seek a new Mistress that she will read it and understand the dedication this one is capable of. I am a substantial supplier of all things worldly outside of the home but seek a Mistress to use me as her own. i am willing to take care of my Mistress in anyway she sees fit..... with the only understanding is that i have responsibilities outside the home that need my attention to... i am open and willing just still searching.... i await your presence Mistress.....

10/28/2009 8:55:49 AM

.....and i whispered to her in the darkness as We lay Together, "Tell Me where to Touch You so that I can drive You insane... Tell Me where to Touch You to give You ultimate pleasure... Tell Me where to Touch You so that We will Truly Own Each Other" and She kissed me softly and whispered back "Touch My Mind."....

10/19/2009 2:25:34 PM

When you kneel to Goddess you give up all rights to your own independent thought. Every major issue in your life will be made by me. You give up all rights to your own cock, it now belongs to Goddess. You cum when I say you cum, you masturbate when i say you masturbate, you do edgeplays when I say you do edge plays, you remain in chastity as long as Goddess wishes. You give up all rights to your social life, you talk to who I want you to talk to when I want you to. Your time will be best spent devoted to making MY life better in all ways..emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and financially.

Emotionally: Always making time for Goddess, feeding her ego and trust me I have a big one that needs constant attention and feeding. I hear boys say "I know you hear this all the time but....." lol trust me a true Narcissist can never hear enough compliments. You will make sure that I see the importance you feel I am in your life.

Spiritually: You will submit completely to Goddess, you will worship me and ONLY me. When knelt in servitude to me all of your time will be devoted to me and my needs. You will not kneel or consult any other Goddesses or have any other form of religion. A divided soul is not an owned soul.

Mentally: You will give into every greedy, perverse, and fucked up task my twisted little mind comes up with. You will make sure that Goddess is amused with her puppet. You will give up all weaknesses and allow me to creep into your mind slowly, raping you and rebuilding you into what I feel you would best be used for.

Financially: You will give tribute to your Goddess in one form or another. I should never have to demand or suggest you spoil me, it should be voluntarily submitted to me. You must show me you appreciate the time I do spend on you. Making sure all my needs are met and beyond.

Why do you think I call you a puppet? hmmm? You become my own little personal puppet, with strings twisted tightly in my pretty fingers. Simply put you do what I want when I want how I want.

I am a Goddess... not a fucking princess, not a fucking mistress.... a GODDESS your life will become mine and it will be used to my advantage in all ways. If not what useful purpose does your life hold?

10/16/2009 12:50:57 PM

I was betroved to her and she left me....please see the want in my writtings to please her......."I am now "OWNED" by St Carolyn.....I desire to worship at the feet of my Mistress who understands my needs. My philosophy of what submission is at the core is very clear and simple to me: To reach the point where my pleasure and satisfaction lies in the fulfillment of the desires, wants and needs of St Carolyn. i realize that this is not about me but what She wants. Thus it makes perfect sense that when our goals align that a perfect relationship will be formed. i have never viewed submission from a perspective of being “weak” or pursuing it out of 'lust' but rather from the acceptance of the fact that by removing my ego, selfish desires, and fears from the equation i would grow stronger, more valuable and mature as a man. i seek to give myself to St Carolyn out of a position of confidence, freely and because my gift will be of value in enhancing Her life. We will both grow and prosper thru the exchange of power. I have found this in St Carolyn. i am confident, secure, fiercely loyal, and very protective of anyone who is around me. i have a selfless nature to want to help others. i am extremely passionate and driven therefore i am often very guarded in terms of who i truly open up to. i seek to give freely and of my own desire as to do so otherwise my submission would not be sustainable or genuine. The most appealing aspect of the lifestyle to me is it's foundation in a development of loyalty, communication, honesty and TRUST. These are core values that i hold dear and will never give up.
The stronger a sub i can be the better one will be equipped to serve St Carolyn. In actuality it should be a beautiful cycle. i am drawn of course to St Carolyn because she is intelligent, confident, secure Women who knows exactly what she wants and deserves from me. St Carolyn knows that i will never mistake her kindness for weakness, nor would She of mine. i realize the above is a very lofty aspiration but i know that St Carolyn will fill my voids and i will serve her well."