Its been a while since I updated this Journal. Work and my sub have kept me busy. In the meanwhile the questions have been piling up. Now I am no longer with my sub after almost 2 years, I have time to catch up and start posting your questions and my answers. More posts to follow over the next few days.

The Christmas holiday is almost upon us. I will not be able to respond to messages due to being out of town for a few days. I will respond when I return on 27th December.

Please note, I do read ALL messages, and respond to the ones that are serious and polite. Stupidity NEVER gets a response. I have a block button and am not afraid to use it :0)

May you all have a wonderful time where ever you find yourself.

Peace Profound to you and yours

Psi

From jkense85

Feel free to post any of this to your blog, and you can feel free to use my name as well.  Maybe someone will see it and get in touch.
-jack

My first question is how do you go about finding a compatible and capable subject to consume?

You get close to them, if possible touch their bare skin and try their energy signature.
I know from that if they are palatable or not.

Then how do you go about consuming your subject? 

I can skim the excess energy eminating from them by just standing next to them.
However, if I am consuming the energy of another, The best place to absorb it for me is around the neck area.

There are several feeding methods. one is to be close to the neck area and breath them in through your lungs, another is known as "Open Mouth" which is a much deeper and intimate feeding for a Vampyre. Again, the Donor is inhaled throught the mouth into the lungs where the energy exchange takes place and is absorbed

Do you find that the male also gets something out of this?

I am told the donor may feel tired and sleepy depending on how deeply they have been drawn upon. When a Donor is fed upon deeply, the body naturally replaces the lost energy within a few hours (and a good nap), leaving them more energised for a day or so after. This is good for the donor as stale life force is removed and replaced with new.

Good day.  i, like many i am sure, find Your profile to be fascinating.  i wonder: does Your form of vampirism work for "grounding" a persons emotions and energies?  If a person is experiencing sorrow and hate, can this be "extracted"? 

Life forms are a little like rose bushes. when you prune them back, they flourish, being stonger that before.

It is the same with life forms. When the energy is drained (and dumped if its is negative energy), the person will feel tired and want to sleep. Their bodies will naturally replace the lost energy in a few hours. The person usually feels beter and more energised for a few days after.

However, emotions can become trapped in the life force. They feel like balls and can vary from the size of an orange,  up to a football. When these emotions get trapped, they need a different kind of removal. There is a very interesting book called "The Emotion Code" by Dr Bradley Nelson. You can learn how to release theses energy blocks that make people sick.

I read your profile and i understand your not the type of vampire that draws blood, but do you like to bite?

I am more of a nibbler than a full on biter :0)

Interesting question. I have never been asked that before.

Is it possible to be a vampyre and not know it?  When I am able to do something to please a domme, I often feel an almost palpable force from them.  As though I'm standing under the hot sun.  Often I will feel tired and full of ennui, but after being able to serve, even in some small non-sexual way I will feel energetic and reconnected to the world.  I always thought it was a psychological thing, but after reading your profile I'm wondering if it is something more.

Its possible you are an energist, one who is sensitive to the movement of energy that naturally occurs between living things.

There is physical energy and vital energy. If you feel tired after play then you are not in the company of a Vampyre. If you feel unusually exausted compaired to the amount of energy you expended, or feel drained, then you may be playing with a Vampyre Domme/Dom.

It is very unusual to find a submissive Vampyre. As intentional Vampyres, our nature is to be highly preditory and controling which are not good submissive traits. Im not saying they dont exist, but I have never come accross one. In theory, a submissive who tops from the bottom, a high maintance, or bratty personality could be one.

There are those who are Vampryic by accident. Ever been in the company of drama queens who leave you feeling exausted after being around them? This is an unintentional vampyre. The dont know they are doing it, they just feel better for dumping their crap on you. Bullys fall into the same catagory, they feed off your fear and make you feel really miserable too.

A true Vampyre is aware of what it is they are doing, and control the situation to get what they need. They are usually very charismatic and naturally draw people to them. You will always feel good around a Vampyre, unless of course you piss them off.

Anyone have any ideas on how to get the spacing right on the the journal. I have tried using a text file, but its still screwing up :(

Collarme Chat Part 1

<> by the way.. what does Psi mean?

<MistressPsi> It shows the type of Vampyre I am
<MistressPsi> the Sangs are the blood product consumers
<MistressPsi> when they consume the blood, they extract the life-force or energy from it
<MistressPsi> Mostly the Sangs need very small amounts of it
<MistressPsi> just a couple of drops to half a cup full
<MistressPsi> the Psi's need much more energy
<MistressPsi> so they take it directly from the source> With me I breath or inhale the energy in through my lungs.

<> submission is energy I see

<MistressPsi> No, any emotion can be consumed. Vampyres choose the flavor of emotion they enjoy.
<MistressPsi> With me, I enjoy the erotic or tantric flavor. Some Vampyres prefer the more masochistic emotions.

<> What are the other sources?

<MistressPsi> It depends on the individual tastes of the Vampyre
<MistressPsi> Energy can be taken from any organic source. In an emergency (low vital energy), I can draw
<MistressPsi>from higher life forms. For example, I can draw from large healthy trees but not from grass or bushes.
<MistressPsi>I can draw from horses, cats, dogs, but not from fish, bugs, ect. Unpolluted, fast flowing water
<MistressPsi>is another good source for a top up, but does not replace human energy.
<MistressPsi>You would hate to only be able to eat junk or snack food
<MistressPsi>It works for a time to get you over your immediate need, but not something you could honestly sustain. Its the same with Vampyre

<> does your boy appreciate the predatory/ prey element?

<MistressPsi> My boy loves the prey element :0)
<MistressPsi> Not knowing when he will be needed makes him have a huge smile on his face
<MistressPsi> I also try to make things fun, and take into account his needs and kinks too
<MistressPsi> Sometimes I need a little time to get used to the taste of a particular energy signature.
<MistressPsi> if its not a kink I have not been involved in before.

<>Is it a kind of like reike therapy?

<MistressPsi>Yes and no. All organic things have a vital energy that extends beyond the physical body.

 <MistressPsi>This extension can be from an inch up to three feet.
<MistressPsi>In Reki it is the removal of energy blockages and the movement of energy around the persons body in the effort to heal. With Vampirism, we feed or consume that life force for many reasons.
<MistressPsi>Some feed because they can not create enough of their own, some feed because they just enjoy it.
<MistressPsi>for example, you don’t need a soda, but you drink it because you like it.
<MistressPsi> all emotions have an energy signature
<MistressPsi> love
<MistressPsi> hate
<MistressPsi> pain
<MistressPsi> erotic
<MistressPsi> so Vampyre Dommes have a taste preference
<MistressPsi> like MacDonald’s Burgers or KFC

I see you are in a relationship. Is your sub a practicing Vampire or does the belief entail the thought that those in the lifestyle are supreme over those who are not and due their submission?

Good Questions! There is a lot in here, so I am going to break the pieces down.

Is your sub a practicing Vampire?

My Submissive is not a practicing Vampyre himself, but is fully aware I am. I believe in full disclosure early on so the other party has the right to walk away. I have NEVER had a submissive walk away because of my being Vampryic. My boy is very smart and intellectual, and although he has a hard time wrapping his head around the concept, he is accepting I am different.

Does the belief entail the thought that those in the lifestyle are supreme over those who are not and due their submission?

Each person views Submission or Domination on a personal belief. My thoughts on this are probably very different to others, but that does not mean your view is not as equally important or wrong. My Vampric side does not care if you are in the lifestyle, are submissive or Dominant. Vamperysim goes beyond any lable, color, creed, or any other box you wish to stuff things in. We were never in the box in the first place, hence not needing to think outside of it now. The is partly why we see ourselves superior. We interact with life in a different way. We absorb life, while you daysiders say you walk through life.

I find that the fact there are people who are capable of consuming male energy is incredible sexy.  I would love to talk more about this.  I understand you already have someone, but do you have any friends who need a submissive?

I will certainly pass your profile along to any others I may come across.

Have you found your female supremacy before or after your vampire lifestyle.

Being Dominant has always been part of my essence, my personality. I have always taken the lead, when it suits my agenda. I am happy to let fools hang themselves in the corporate world while they bask in the idea of leadership. How many bosses have you seen who really thought bullying was leadership?

I was not aware of female supremacy as a young girl, but did feel I was better than the five boys I grew up with. They may have been physically stronger, but I had calm, clear, thinking mind, and would reason if something should be done or not. They however jumped in where angles fear to tread, causing much chaos and discord. This caused me to view the male as impulsive and a slave to their emotions and hormones.

For me Vampyrism was a very slow awakening, almost like a long vampyric puberty. I didn’t just wake up and think “Today I became a Vampyre“ It took me many years to figure out why I was different, and even longer to realize I was not alone.

Do the two interweave in your day to day life?

They do both interweave in my day to day life now, as one is indivisible with the other.