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SirKGS
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| I am a 31 year old Domme who has been an active part of the BDSM Lifestyle since I turned 18 and I am married to my live in slave. We have a "24/7" BDSM relationship, but that does not mean we are doing BDSM things 24 hours a day... it just means we are married and living together full time. We have had a pretty normal vanilla life... He has two Master degrees and a successful career that makes us an average middle class family. We have kids, don't smoke, don't drink and do not do drugs. We just happen to enjoy this lifestyle together behind closed doors. Over the years I have done some professional training of other subs as well, both in person and online for those who seek the lifestyle but cannot or do not want to live it full time. Being in control is not really something I do... it is more just apart of who I am... a need deep inside of me to control my own life and those around me. It is also something I have used to help reduce stress over the years.
However, at this time, I am turning my focus more towards my vanilla life, as well as my family, and less towards the lifestyle... although, I will stay in touch with those who contact me, when I am able to do so. I will still be around on here, just not really able to do any more sessions or training etc. On October 1st, 2013, I was diagnosed with breast cancer which has spread to my Lymph nodes.. since then we have found out that it is Stage 4, (spread to 3 or 4 areas of my bones) It is Grade 3, Triple Negative... which means my odds of being around for very long time are not good. It is very a very aggressive form of breast cancer. If you pray... prayers are appreciated. If you don't then good thoughts are appreciated. If you want to read about my journey ask for my website address and blog. If you just want to chat feel free to send a message. If your looking to play just realize I will not be seeing anyone in person any more. If you would like to show your support and donate to my cancer fundraising site/page than just send me a message and ask for the link.
I am well known within the BDSM community. I have done demonstrations, written papers, given speeches on the topic of BDSM... been to many events, munch groups and clubs in several states. I have lived the Lifestyle and done the Professional side. I like talking to new people and enjoy discussing things about the lifestyle and community. Do not be afraid to approach me... just understand, I am not seeking a play partner at this point in my life.
One last thing... since I am no longer really able to do Lifestyle things, I have given my husband/sub permission to seek out others to serve.. Dom, Domme or couple. If you might be interested in playing with him, just send me a message.
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It is amazing how many subs have contacted me.. saying they want to help me, want to serve me because of my cancer etc... but when I mention that the best help that can be given due to my circumstances is gifts from my wish list or money donated to my cancer fundraiser... they all just go away. Or the fact that next week is my birthday and probably my last birthday and that gifts from my wish list to cheer me up would be most appreciated.... no response.. and many have talked to me for a long time even before I got sick. Just amazes me. Anyways. |
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My birthday is on April 15th... 14 days from now... Considering my stage 4 cancer diagnosis.... who wants to help me celebrate this birthday and make it special with gifts from my wish list? Send me a message if you do. |
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Chemo Treatment number 4 at 10am today... |
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Happy New Year. I hope 2014 is an amazing year for you all.. Filled with fun, happiness and love. Make this year your best year yet! |
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Had my third round of Chemo on Thursday... not feeling the best tonight and could really use some cheering up... Sigh |
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My first treatment of Chemo is today. I am wearing footed pjs to the appointment and claiming it's a Halloween costume. ;-) Have a great Halloween everyone. |
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I have many friends here so am updating this so that people know... I already posted once... but on October 1st I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer. On October 10th, we found out that I have Stage 4, Grade 3, Triple Negative breast cancer. Which means it's aggressive and spreading fast. It can not be cured. We can treat it and hopefully treat it for a long time, but I will never be cancer free. If you would like to follow my journey I have created a blog and website about it... simply send me a message and I will send you the link. It has the pathology report, my blog about treatment and all that stuff. So like I said if you want to see it, just send me a message for the link. If you would like to show your support as someone who has served me or enjoyed talking with me etc... you can do so with my wish list.. http://amzn.com/w/32Q2QR9BPCB9Y
But you do not have to obviously. Thank you everyone for the kind messages I have received. |
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On October 1st, 2013, I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer, which has spread to my lymph nodes. I might be on here at times just for distraction but basically my lifestyle through here is coming to a screeching stop as I focus on surgery, chemo and getting better for my family. |
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I have had some people request that I post or give them my wishlist information so that they can buy me a gift or gifts as housewarming gifts in honor of my move, so I am going to post it here. Feel free to get me something if you want, but it is in no way expected or required. :-) http://amzn.com/w/32Q2QR9BPCB9Y |
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| Age: 27 |
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Indiana |
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