I light my morning cigarette and throw my head back in laughter. I know that he is never worthy to smell my scent.  It pleases me to see his head bowed in adornment of my position.  He ask, "How may I serve thee?"...

He crawls into my bedroom.  I can hear him slightly whimpering at the side of by bed wanting attention.  I slap him hard across his face for disturbing my peace.  He cowers in the corner.  I beckon him to me.  I pat his head and let him know that he is mine.  I put my foot in his face.  He is excited as he lovely adores my foot...

As you can see, it has been a while since I've posted to my journal.  Life has had many turns and twists that I did not see coming.  If you are interested in becoming my male sub, then you have to pass phase one of my training.  I am only interested in real life situations.  I am not interested in playing games with men who are trying to get off.  If you want to get off, then you can pay me for my time.  If you you don't want to pay, I don't want to play.  Please don't get me wrong.  I am not looking to turn a trick or make a buck.  After looking back over my experiences from this website,  I have spent countless hours, skyping, yahoo IM'ing, looking at pics, role playing and various other things that I don't have time to do.  I think I have made myself very clear on what I am looking forward to experiencing in my life.  I know that I'm not going to wake up tomorrow and say, "You are my slave! Serve me and only me!"  It is a process that I am willing to cultivate and nurture.  I'm just don't want the BS.  If you choose to respond,  I will not answer you.  Only if you can pass the first training phase.  For one week, 7 days, twice a day,  you are to send me greetings.  Morning and night.  That's all I ask for first.  If you can be obedient and dedicated to that one and only task then we can talk and see where to go from there.  I am not a difficult task mistress.  I am stern and except a certain level of dedication.  If you are not willing to commit, then walk on by.  I won't be angry.  I am hopeful that the right situation is out here for me and you.  Be Blessed.  Nubian Queen

If another mutherfucking white boy writes me claiming to want to pledge his will, devotion and loyalty, then is playing a game.  I'm going to hunt his ass down, fuck him with my 6-in heel until he is begging for grace and mercy, then put all of this big ass on his face and smother him.  Stop wasting my precious time you shit heads.  Either you do or you don't!!!!  Don't play.  You are not even worthy to be in my presence.  I'm not spending another damn minute on you.  Answer my fucking questions and do what you are told or get the fuck out of my face!!!!!

Haven't wrote in a week.  Wow, I can't believe that.  Interviewed a slave today.  Wasn't bad.  He was humble and did everything I asked him to do.  This power is intoxicating.  I am looking to get into hypnotrance.  A friend of mine introduced me too it and would like to learn.  If there are any willing subjects that would like to cam with me and try it. I think it would be fun.  I don't know if this slave is going to work out though.  I'm still taking applications. lol 

Today is Sunday.  Despite an awful start to my week, I am encouraged.  I have found that there are slaves out there who truly want to serve.  I am here to give advice, guidance, discipline, and whatever else is necessary.  Keep serving my pets.

This week is getting better.  I wish that I could have 3 or 4 slaves for tomorrow to help clean my new apartment.  I would sit on my chair with my paddle in hand.  I would have them in a thong and flip flops cleaning as I supervised.  I would reward them with a gentle hand and punish them with a strong hand.  I want to run my kingdom.  Oh, for the day.

To very special slave Andy, 

Some think that slaves are to be tortured, humiliated, beaten.  I only believe that is necessary for special circumstances.  My philosophy is that a slave that is shown kindness, dignity, and respect will serve you for life.  Thank you for your devotion and loyalty.  You have brought a sunshine to an otherwise gray an rainy day.

I am having a really fucked up day.  I wish that I could merge my vanilla life with what's in my heart.  I want to be worshiped and cherished by slaves who would always love me.  I want to be catered too hand and foot and not have to worry about a thing in my life.  Is that so much to ask.  Tears flow easily as I long for a better day.

I am pleased with the amount of support and love the so many slaves have shown me.  I can't wait to choose that special one.  As a dom, I pledge I shall cherish you not only as My submissive, but as the man you are, warm, intelligent, caring, and sensitive. I shall never intentionally harm you, and although I know, I am not perfect, I shall try to act wisely in all things. If I err, I shall rectify My error and I shall apologize to you. I shall continually strive to guide you and teach you to help you and support you, as you make the difficult decisions, which precede growth.

I will be patient, as you grow, knowing that all things take time and change often does

I shall continually push you forward and not allow you to fall backwards. If in anything you do fall, I will catch you, hold, you, comfort you, and then place you back on track...

If ever lose My temper, I shall step back from that situation until I regain control, then deal with what has occurred. I will not act irrationally or hastily, you shall always have the opportunity to explain what has happened, before I decide what must be done, then My actions will always be based on correcting you, not punishing you. I shall edify and build you up, always encouraging you and never belittling you, as a submissive.

 I will also build trust, being open and honest with you. I shall always communicate with you, even when it may not be easy for Me, showing both My strengths and weaknesses. you shall never fear from Me, for I shall never forget your humanity and shall always honor the gift you have given Me. I will never lord My dominance over you. you are submissive, I am Dominant, two sides of the same coin, one by itself is worthless. I will treasure you, knowing without you, I have no more than an unfulfilled desire.

Finally, My love, I pledge I shall love and cherish you, you are Mine, but I am no less yours.

This is my pledge to you as your Nubian Queen.

Retrieved from Final Submission.

I have finally accepted my Nubian Queendom.  I am the Mistress and I deserved to be served my a lowly sub who wants my domination.  I promise to love and cherish him for his servitude.  I realize that this is not just about sex but complete submission.  I am on a quest to find that one who wants to give me his mind and body. 

Ecbad sent me a text saying that he loves to eat pussy and ass.  I responded with, Is that how you address me?  Be gone.  He said, "I wouldn't want you anyway".  I realize that I am new to this scene and perhaps better at it then I ever thought.  But how can a sub ever be disrespectful to a Domme in any sense of the matter.  I guess there are posers everywhere.