Growls: Between my idiot net & my health been a pain in my ass have not been here... Am popping in to read mail, if my net stays connected long enough...

chat here doesn't work for me at all, so I  avoid using it... In the resent weeks my net died on & off then in the last few days was cut off due to technical problems... to top it off a huge set back with mom left me feeling miserable... I was told I look sad in my picture, I was extremely tired at a 40th so smiling was not easy to fake... tired of being tired & wanting to bang my head against the wall...

Just wanted to say I am no fake, I have had encounters with real & genuine people both Dominant & other...

I know What I want & like, had a person here under real consideration as SLAVE told me I was amazing & this word means nothing to me anymore...

I have had net troubles I have had troubles with my mother whom I am care giver to, however, seems this is not in the cards for me, to be looked after as I deserve...

Might be Dominant but damn it I still am a woman who has had her psyche knocked about way too much...

Good luck to everyone on their search but I can't anymore it was 1 person too many that hurt me & what got me was I had all but finalized claiming him...

Bad enough I had a great submissive/slave that had been hurt by his ex wife so when he fell in love with me he left as he equated love with hurt...

Bad enough I thought I found someone worthy of having me as Mistress but lied...

Bad enough I met one from here who really showed me that if anyone was a fake it was him...

Then I was sure this time I found one worthy again...

How wrong was I?

FRIENDS ONLY

Maybe...