Back from my lovely holiday in Crete. 

Not sure if the below link will work. But it is to my chatroom. Yes its free. It's what I use to chat with people in the scene.

https://matrix.to/#/!KyTMggcBSxpPZWMcey:matrix.org?via=matrix.org

Not been here for some time. Got sick of the same old, same old. Read my profile, I wrote it for a reason. Come with something more than just Hi or asking stupid questions you should know already if you read my profile.

Whoohoo just got my new leather corset in and it looks divine on me.

Just can`t get enough pretty corsets.

Enjoying the new perfume samples I got. Some are nice but the sample will do, but a few are gorgeous and on my want list.

Turning into a right BPAL addict here haha

A little joke to start the day

When God created
Adam and Eve, He said:
I only have two gifts:
One is the art of peeing standing ...
And then Adam stepped forward and shouted:
ME!, ME!, ME!,
I would love it please ... Lord, please, please!
Look, it will make my life substantially easier.
Eve nodded, and said those things did not matter to her.
Then God gave Adam the gift and he began to shout for joy.
He ran through the garden of Eden and used it to wet all the trees and
bushes, ran down the beach making drawings with his pee in the sand ...
Well, he would not stop showing off.
God and Eve watched the man crazy with happiness and Eve asked God:
What is the other gift? '
God answered:
Eve,..... a brain ... and it is for you ...!

Debating which valentine bpal perfumes I want to order. Wish people would hurry up with their reviews to make it easier to decide which ones will and which once don`t make the cut.

Sadly pictures in my journals arn`t allowed anymore. CM support told me pictures lock up some peoples browsers.

So this means you will have to do even better to get into my good books to see any pictures, as I only share those with those that have proven themselves worthy of my time in personal msg.

Really happy with my powertripper. It`s a lovely extra toy for my violet wand. :)

If you like wands I suggest looking into them, they ad a whole new dimension to your play.

Happy Halloween

teacher was wrapping up class, and started talking about tomorrow's 
final exam. He said there would be no excuses for not showing up 
tomorrow, barring a dire medical condition or an immediate family 
member's death. One smart ass, male student said, "What about extreme 
sexual exhaustion?", and the whole classroom burst into laughter. 
After the laughter had subsided, the teacher glared at the student,
and said, "Not an excuse, you can use your other hand to write.

Enjoying the foot massager

Its nice, but it will never be as good as a personal foot massage from my personal slaves.

That was loads of fun. Ended up going for sensory play wen the vanilla g/f arrived. Vampire gloves, feathers and ice. Only thing that was missing was the heat (wax), but my floor would not have liked it. Nice low key play, that didn`t shock her out and she had great fun trying it out on my (poor) subbie.

Had the more hardcore fun with my sub before she arrived. Whips, paddles, canes, strap-on, etc. Great fun.

Tired now and fulfilled, will be sleeping like a baby tonight.

No filled in profile?

Not taken the time to read My full profile?

Than I am not interested in you as you are either to lazy to write something about yourself or take the time to read mine or worse BOTH!

LOL so I give out a free writing task and you silly F*cks can`t even finish it.

To busy doing the one handed tango, to even do something this easy.

LOSERS!

For those that love to write.

I have some writing tasks.

Finishing will be rewarded. Mistakes will be fined.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

So finally the date is set to celebrate my birthday with my girlfriends and have my sub present as well. Sadly a bit later than I liked but alas.

Due to one friend I have to keep it vanilla, so will be fun to see with how much I can get away. Another friend knows about my sub and has even played with us one time to see if she liked it. So fun to see how she or if she plays along.

If you want to be Mine, it is by MY RULES. Don`t like it, stay in your own little world and move Me by.

I wish you all the best.

MD

Trying something new. Going to make my first rope bullwhip.

OK boys trying the PLOY you are being reported for being a man with fake pictures.

And/ or msg that I "must" prove myself that I am indeed a Woman won`t fly.

I don`t need to prove jack shit to anyone.

Online boys that are worthy will see me wen I feel like it. You don`t like it, move on!

And I am not just an online Mistress also Real Time, and those boys and girls who have had the pleasure of serving me real time know DAMN well what a gorgeous Woman I am.

So trot along your scams won`t work......

Any one sending me a msg that's has a bulk trigger on it will go straight to the bin.

I have no interest in pigs that just msg every one and anyone. This only shows you have no interest in serving a Domme. Your just whoring around for someone to get you off!

:) double play today. No is double play not a new thing for me. But having both a m sub and a v sub all for myself. That was new and FUN.

A little bit different playing with a female slave instead of a male, but I believe we both had a fulfilling session.

Ok let me make this VERY clear, do NOT sent me an out of the blue friend request wen you have not even mailed with me.

I am not here to be added to your picture collection

LOL, well nice to be proven right again. Wen it seems to good, ya bet ya it is.

If it wasn`t for the 1% on here that didn`t talk bull I would just up and delete.

Yawn

So the vanilla g/f that knew a bit about my bdsm interests wanted to know some more.

This friday she, me and my sub finally all had time to do a meet-up.

I let het pick from my toys, what she would like me to demonstrate or perhaps even try herself. At that time she wasn`t so sure about actually doing more than just watching.

An hour late due to traffic jams my sub showed up and could go straight into cooking us Ladies a lovely meal. By that time we sure were hungry.

Well fed and a lovely relaxing sauna later it was time to get serious.

First some knot tying to ease into it. Me first demonstrating a knotting and her copying it.

So far an easy evening for my subbie except for a wel placed pinch here and there from me. Can`t have m get to comfy haha.

After all that knotwork, time to put sub over my knee an get that warm-up started.

Seeing the big smile on my g/f face as I started with the paddle, I decided that she probely made up her mind about joining in. Handing over the paddle, it was accepted with hardly hidden glee ;)

Getting into it and liking it, time for me to join in again. So there was my poor ;) sub over his Mistress knees, getting the paddle by two lovely Ladies.

Ofcourse after that there was stopping her anymore LOL. So after a little demo as to how to use the flogger correctly she was more than happy to try that one out to.

Me sitting on the couch, enjoying the view. Subbie on his knees infront of me, arms wrapped arround my waist head cradled in my lap. G/f going first slow but soon was walloping his ass with great fun.

I have no doubt my sub took comfort from the fact that he could hold on to his Mistress and the sooting words and stroking of his hair. As she for a novice sure let that flogger fly. Hahaha

All in all we injoyed our evening. G/f learned some pretty knots and experienced a little bdsm play. I had a lovely evening showing off my sub and being mighty proud of how he handled himself. And subbie ofcourse had a very painful but great evening serving both of us.

For sure worth a repeat.

Had a lovely day yesterday with my slave a. First some 1:1 fun. Tried out something new to make him suffer a bit for me without leaving any marks. Result; perfect. Will be doing that again haha. After that had two vanilla g/f over. Only one knows slightly about my "darker side" the other has no clue. Was a lot of fun having my boy work for me without them getting the wiser. Wonder what they where thinking but didn`t dare to ask. With him sitting at my feet on the floor instead of on the couch. His constant moving about ( due to a sore ass)or my instructions to serving us instead of serving my guest myself haha

Special day planned tomorrow.

First some 1:1 "play" with my sub a.

Later in the day I will be having 2 g/f`s over. Both vanilla. So curious as to see how much of their "dark" side will come out to play with Me and my boy trowing out some subtle hits.

Birthday today :) Lets see who rembered.

Cards, presents, who will step up the plate and who will show they do really care as much as they claim.

UPDATE

As I thought. Only two congratulated me on my special day. A thank you to them.

Nice to know that random fb strangers have a minute to sent me a birthday greeting, but on here the people I have talked with can`t even spare a sec.

Oh my, the creepy stalker is back. This time pretending to be an adult baby.

You turn him down and yep there is the nasty again.

Pretenting that I am outed me as a fake on other sites, than why the hell do you even contact me? Get a life moron, if this is so why even contact me.

Pfff plenty of people who know me for real and know DAMN well I am not a fake. Not like you are.

So piss off with your fake different accounts. You make me sick, you are the type that make the real Domina`s not bother anymore with sites like this.

New picture without the pink contact lenses :)

Yes, no contacts this time, those are my own beautiful blue/green coloured eyes.

Oh, looks like today will be gorgeous.  A good day to spend at the pool again :)

Hoop the nice weather will keep up this month so I can finally have my Birthday outside again. Past 2 years have been too dreadfull to do so.

Yesterday early off again to Amsterdam. Already a very clammy day. Glad decided to bring another set of clothing with met to change into.

After first a short visit to a fabric store to pick up some new things for my designing it was of to suite absolute.

A bit trickier to find than I had thought so by the time I got there one of my slaves was already waiting outside for me.

After a little chat we went on to the suite and met up with my colleage and his slavegirl.

All I can say, the suite is worth it. I can surely recommend it to any Dominant looking for a place to relax and play.

Leaving my slave in the care of my colleage as I went upstairs to dress, my other slave arrived.

A little more talk and than it was time to "play". I am not going in detail, but we sure had some long hours of fun.

Arround 5ish all our little subs had to leave. But we had some subs coming over after they left. Or I should say HAD. No surprise most did not show up for the appointment.

Only one did, the rest bailed out without even a phonecall.

All these subs moan about not finding Dominants, but they are the ones bailing out of appointments.

Ah well, there loss. My boi`s had a good day. I had a good day. My colleage had a good day, and I am sure his slavegirl also had a good day.

What is more sad than to make a new profile to bug a Dom after she tells you off.

It only proofs you are not a person to deal with AT ALL.  Go, stop bugging me and pretending to be someone else.

The people who know me, know I am REAL.  Your a sad sad person, that is trowing a fit like a little boy who did not get what he wanted.

Enough of the negative.

I had a lovely day this week with my new personal slave.

He knows well to obey orders, is quick to learn and try new things.

Looking even more forward now to the 4th of juli, where I will attend a slaveday with him.

Later in the day there will be time to test out some fresh meat. Lets see who will indeed turn up and who can not just do the talk but also the walk.

New picture added. Just for fun

Met a new potential slave I had been talking to for the first time face to face.

No "play", just talk. To see the person behind the sub.

So far so good.

Back from my mini holiday.

Back to business tomorrow,

Damn, sub`s car broke down so he had to cancel.

Ah, another lovely "play" with sub a. A shame it always takes so long untill the next one.

Fingers X he will be able to make it and go to the showboat with me in march.

If we are going I will put a post it up for people who want to meet up.

Mistress E and me and a great evening on the showboat.

The music at the stage was a bit to loud for my taste but the ambiance and people where very nice.

Had some nice chats with some other people attending, some where wondering how Mistress E `s slave got so lucky to have 2 Mistresses that evening. And complimented us on our Domming.One even said that the subs/ slaves that cancelled on me where right fools.

Early at the evening it was pretty peasefull downstairs so Mistress E and me had plenty places to pick from to have a little fun with our slave. It did not take long for some people to show up and have a look ;) Later in the evening more people got into the spirit and we watched some other have fun with their slaves. After a spot opend up again we had some more fun, had another drink and called it a night.

I will be attending again for sure.

MD

I will be going to the showboat this coming Friday, now just to decide what to wear and what toys to take with me.

As expected many slaves and subs suddenly had other appointments for this day, go figure LOL.

So if you want to meet up, sent me a pm.

Just remember meet-up does not mean automatic play will commence, and if it does be ware, I play HARD.

MD

Happy New Year.

Had a lovely time today.

Miss E had her slave cook us a super lunch, which was served excelent. Many can learn a lesson from this.

After we had some fun with her slave, we painted a pretty colour that will last for some day`s.

Happy Mistresses, happy slave.

Good times for all :)

Off for some FEMDOM fun tomorrow.

Won`t be online often due to the Hollidays.

Wow this wind. Sure hope it will be a lot better come saturday.

As this is the last month of the year and I am swamped with appointments and work I wont be taking on anymore slaves.

New search will start in 2012.

Still open to a talk though. Just not hiring this last month ;)

And as stated in my previous journal, might be at the showboat in Januari, so come say hi

Might be going to the showboat in Januari with friends.

Will be my first time going to this place, looking forward to it.

So if you happen to also be there, say hi. :)

Feeling tired and very relaxed today.

Had sub a over today from 11 am till, 2:40 so plenty of time to do some nice and some not so nice things. hahaha.

Sub a did not enjoy the punishment he got, but accepted them as he knew he screwed up. Hopefully the painfull behind will remind sub not to do it again.

He didn`t injoy the little game I played with the ice-cubes and vampire gloves.

Had the poor thing shivering. But a good rub down from his Misteress, after I took pity was a nice.

So now I had a cold subbie. What better way than to use some gingerroot to heat him up again. Ah poor subbie, that was to hot again.

Never good, is it. LOL

Sub did love to massage my feet and as I had a stuck muscle sub got the pleasure of giving me a back massage. No complaint from sub a about that. Go figure LOL

Good day. Sadly now I will have to wait a long time ago to play with subbie again.

Position is still open for a real time slave.

Another day of rain and heavy winds. What up with the weather this summer.

Had to take a hot footbath to just warm up again.

It was long overdue, but finally had another great time with sub a.

Some interesting play, tried out some of my new toys.

Loved them, although my sub might have a different view about it ;)

All in all a great day topped off with a nice birthday dinner.

Another cloudfilled and nothing but rain, summer? week.

Not looking so good for next week either.

Such a depressing summer :(

Did we just skip summer and go straight into fall again?

Whats with all the insane winds.

Sure hope next month will be more summery as I am planning a high tea party for my birthday.

Had another great day with my sub, a***.

A real pleasure to "play" with someone with whom one has such good chemistry.

My vampire gloves got a nice long workout again.

Such a delight to watch him dance in his chains as I lazily trail my gloves over the right places. *wicked smile*

MD

The slaveday I attended was great. For sure worthy of repeat.

To bad most "slaves"  were too scared to attend though.

OMG the lies and excuses I have heard these past weeks.

Jeez guys, grow a pair.

Some lovely fun filled hours spend again with sub A at the heaven.

Thinking he would have it easy with me not being able to use any whips or canes..........WRONG. 

I promised I would make him dance even without them, and oh did I do that ;)

Such fun.

Love my new vampire gloves. :)

I find it very funny that a lot of slaves on this site just bitch and moan about not being able to find a Domme.

Yet wen you offer them what they "claim" they are looking for they suddenly go silent.

Don`t bitch and moan if you just want to live in fantasy land.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE

Yesterday, bad snow in Germany. Way to late for our appointment at the Heaven.

Luckely the Lady that runs it seems to like us and was glad we made it.

Play was nice again, as always. Nothing too intense this time.

More snow had fallen during our stay, roads where hell. Glad to hit the Dutch roads again and be off the iceskating ring called German roads.

Had a lovely end of year dinner with my sub  a  before hitting home.

Good ending off the year and looking forward to the next.

Tired today now though, too much food or too much play. Probely a bit of both.

Ah well. To all A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Yesterday I had my slave cosa over again.
Hes starting to learn his place, still loads to learn though.
But the willingness to obey his owner is good.
With some more training I have no doubt he can be transformed into the perfect little pet.

After a week off illness it was really nice to close the week off with a trip to the Heaven.
Some nice new toys to play with. It getting harder and harder to pick what  to use.

Sub a was a lot of fun to play with again.

Perhaps next month I`ll go with both my pets, double the pleasure double the fun

Had loads of fun again playing with my sub a  at the Heaven studio.

The sparks where flying again.
Zzzzzzzzzzap, I do love playing with electric.

Went to "the heaven" yesterday with sub a. Very friendly woman that rented us the studio.

Tried out some new thing on my pet and had a blast. We sure are planning to go again.

My pet (sub a) surprised me yesterday with an email that he could come over if I had the time for him.

Luckely for both of us I did.
Had a lovely time again playing with my pet. So to all you people, who are still seeking, don`t give up.

You will have to weed through the fakes, wankers and wannabee`s but wen you find yours. Darn is it worth it. :)

Had a lovely day out with my pet this saturday.
We went to Amsterdam where a Japanese Master showed me some of his Shibari skills on my sub. He showed me two functional and safe ways to suspende a person. Very interesting to watch and according to my pet, very interesting but weird experience.

The master who gave my slave his first test, before he was allowed to visit me was also present. Ofcourse he also wanted to test out my pets skills at taking the paddle and whip.

It was interesting to sit at the other side of my pet and see his reaction. So endearing to see the way your pet looks at you and to see the trust in his eyes that I will watch over him.

The master wasn`t to hard on him though, I think I was harder.And was impressed that I had already learned my slave to take the cane. I have to say I was really gentle, my pet only got a thirth of what he normally gets.
I took mercy on him as it was scary enough for him being watched by two masters.

I am very proud of how my pet handled himself. And how this day added even more too the trust base. Something I find is very imported to have between master and sub/slave.

This time it was about trust, next time I will pick up again on his cane training.

Having fun today giving my sub some more training.

At te moment he`s awaiting his faith, bound and locked away in a closet.

Won`t make him wait to long, I`m to much looking forward to train him more with the cane ;)

Merry Christmas and a good 2010 to all

New sub came by to be tested by me personal. He had past my first test. A test that works as a charm to get rid of wankers and fantasists. ( should have used that test ages ago )

How good it feels to have one who truly knows what it is to serve. One who tries his best and to see him try to give just a little more. To see that smile wen you tell him he did well. To see that sparkle in the eyes of pride for serving well.

It feels good too finally be able too smile down and say; You did well and I am would love to become your Owner.

Yes, this sub has past my test and I am proud to now call him mine.

*smile*

What a great way to end the year

Disclaimer

This is a real report written by a sub who visited me. It was original written in Dutch then translated by me in English. I give the right to read this story, I however do not give the right to copy/ change it, sell it, use it on your own site or profile or use it for any other reason than a good read.

Tuesday it was finally happening. I had my appointment with Miss. All the preparation where made.

The night before I had shaven everything Miss had instructed. In my backpack I had my gag and a set of cuffs. About the rest I need not worry, Miss would have enough herself. One part of me was very curious about it the other scared. Luckily I knew Miss already a little and knew I could trust her, if not I would have never dared to go on this journey.

A little nervous I stepped on the train, a little worried the other passengers would see the type of underwear I was wearing. Of course this was just my mind playing tricks, no one could see as it was firmly covered by my pants. In the train I started to read, but soon found myself being constantly distracted from my reading.

Constantly I was questioning myself if I could do this, if I really was submissive and if I could bare the pain that Miss would inflict on me. It was not that I went on this adventure totally unprepared. But my experiences are limited and I never experienced true submission.

In my head I repeated all the positions and their commands that Miss had sent me in a document to study. I was worried that I would forger the commands and how to perform the position, or mix them up. I was even more worried about the consequences.

After a step over on the bus I finally arrive at Miss her home. I can already see her sitting in her living and need not ring the doorbell as she already opened the door for me. She asks me to quickly enter and I am wondering if her Dominance already starts here.

However we agreed to share a tea first and Miss is true to her word. Even though we are in an everyday setting I immediately feel submissive to her. I have no idea why but it settles my nerves and I am happy with the feeling.

After a nice introduction, I hand Miss my things. She looks at it approving and asks me to go with her upstairs. There she shows me her massive collection of whips paddles and canes. It scares me a little to see but also intrigues me. I feel I no longer can stay respect less upright and kneel down for her. Entering the slaves wait position. By the small smile on her lips I believed Miss agreed with my decision. Not even stopping for a second, she continuous. She even tests one paddle out on my hand. This is to show me the difference between both sides. So far I am still eager to serve this Lady.

Next she orders me to go into the next room. I am to strip down to my underwear. I am to put my own cuffs around my ankles and put on the collar and wrist cuffs Miss has already laid out for me. When I am done, for some strange reason I do not feel naked. As I wait for her I can hear her set things out in the next room. I can hardly wait to see what will happen next. Then she calls for me and I have to crawl at her heel back to the first room.

First she goes over the positions I had to learn, even with my nerves racing I feel I don`t do too bad. It’s not perfect but Miss seems to be in a forgiving mood. One command I totally screwed up. It was a command to Honor and kiss her shoe, I however ended up licking it. Luckily after a stern look and a warning Miss did forgive my mistake and even made me carry on cleaning both shoes for her.

She than gives me the command to go lay over her lap. I can feel her hands on my ass and soon she is building up a steady pays of slapping my ass cheeks. Even for a warm-up it’s already pretty hard and I start to worry if I can live up to Miss her expectations. Especially as I had already confessed I would like to try out her leather cane. A foolish thing to say I worry now.

After the short warm-up she goes through the positions with me again. Than it is time for the real endurance. I don`t see a beating as punishment, but something I wish to do for my Mistress. Something I love to endure, because it makes her happy.

I have to say that at first I am doing well and even though it hurts still enjoy it myself. Miss tries out a new whip on me, a nasty whip with many hard thin straps. She is not using the whip very hard, but sometimes hit a sensitive part. Than its back over her lap, first she starts again with her hand than to go on with different paddles. In between the spanking I can feel her warm hand on my ass, checking the state of my skin. Then she begins starting to build up momentum and I can start feeling myself float away in ecstasy. With only a sigh at every hit I take her every hit, until she speeds up even more and it almost becomes to much.

We have a little break and a talk. Some time for me to build back up my strength. I have already almost forgotten the pain and am happy with Miss her aftercare of me. My ass she tells me is already a nice shade of red with a nice set of crisscross lines. Still I feel I can prove to her that I can take more as I know it brings her pleasure. Besides, I still had not felt the leather cane.

She makes me bent over a wooden bench covered with some padding. I already start to regret my optimism that I told her I could take some more. I however decide to be as submissive as I can and be a good slave and to just take it.

At first she starts simple, but soon switches to a beautiful flexible cane of light material. This already is hard on me and I start to breathe faster. At the same time I can already feel myself slip away again into subspace. It feels lovely. Now and then I whisper her name, a reminder for whom I am doing this. She switches over to a longer and harder cane, making sure my whole ass is covered in the tell tale marks of the cane. I can already feel where this will lead, the leather cane. It’s a beautiful long black cane.  A gem to look at but it is also something that fills me with fright.

From the corner of my eye I can see her pick it up. I prepare myself and soon 3 hits fall down. I crumble from the pain as irradiates from my body. Miss compliments my on how well I am taking it and says she is happy she finally has found someone to use it on. The 3 hits were already really painful but I want to go on. I want to prove that I can take this cane. I tell her I would love some more of it but feel the need to be bound to take it.

Miss orders me to my knees, to bend over face on the floor wrists stretched back next to my ankles. She ties them all together making me unable to escape. With my head on the floor I await my fate.

It takes not long for the cane to again fall on my ass. I count the strokes and barely make it to 10 from the excruciating pain. Then I beg her to stop. Miss takes only partly mercy on me and gives me 5 more cane strokes with the lighter on. Part of me is glad she did this, as it shows who is in command.

She comes and sits next to me. My breathing is irregular and comes out in shocks. Gratefull I crawl against her boot. As Miss strokes my hair I cry. I don`t know if it was because of the pain or the release of gratitude. It feels however very special.

Slowly I find my way back out of subspace. I completely lost track of time but slowly it starts to dawn on me that I still have to go home. Miss takes a few pictures of my beaten ass to show me just how red and covered in lashes it is. It looks impressive and I am actually proud of it.

I get dressed, say my goodbyes and go home. The long trip is not very comfortable, but as long as I sit still it’s bearable. Only when I need to get up it takes effort not to show my fellow passengers the pain I am in.

At home I see Miss emailed me the pictures. Looking in the pictures I see that the trip home did nothing to improve the state of my ass. A big blue welt has formed. However I am still very great full for serving Miss and experiencing lovely toys.

Well back here after a long absence, was kind of sick of some people.
Starting all fresh now and hoping to find some nice people to chat with.

I am not looking for new subs, so please do not go and ask for tasks.
If you cannot hold a normal conversation for more then 5 minutes without asking for tasks etc. you most definitely will not interest me as a sub/slave, so don`t bother.