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First off Friends are always welcome, D or s females and males the young and the old. And with friends I just mean talking about vanilla and bdsm stuff, not cyber!! However do sent a msg containing more then just "Hi"or it will be deleted. In the About Me you can read a bit about my personality Real time slaves/ Femdom worshippers ( f/m) keep reading further down to the part. What am I looking for in a long term r/t slave. That means Click on see FULL profile, not just the bit you see wen you stumble on my profile! If you cannot even bother reading My profile I have no interest in you! Online subs , sadly most of you are nothing but time wasters that just waste a Dommes time instead of being of any use. If however you think you are of any good to Me, you may try your luck. But you must be serious in wanting to be of service to Me. So think very carefully about what you have you offer as an online slave that would benefit, please or be enjoyed by Me. Not just what you like! Aka watching you jerk off on cam is not serving Me, thats just serving your dick. I AM NOT HERE TO SERVE YOU!. Good slaves get rewarded if and wen I feel like it. What am I looking for in a long term r/t slave? ( not interested in teamviewer, so don`t even bother asking you guys just wimp out anyways) ****************************************************************** First off I am looking for slaves, not subs. You should know the difference. Slaves full fill the needs and wants of their owners; they do not expect anything in return. Subs submit but only as long as they get their needs fulfilled also. Subs are fun to play with from time to time, and I do enjoy our games, but this is written to for those wanting to be my personal servants and slaves. It`s written for male slaves, but females may also apply if they think they fit the profile. You are a slave, you live to serve and please. Making your Mistress happy is what makes you happy. They mere thought of disappointing her in any way is your greatest fear and you will do anything to keep that from happening even if this means suffering yourself. You find pride and honour in your role as her slave you do not pity yourself or see yourself as worthless. A good slave is someone a Mistress can be proud of and value greatly! And I do! You are very much into FEMDOM/ FLR relationship; you are service orientated / domestic, cooking/cleaning/shopping/gardening. You can do this quick and efficient. You do not need a watchful eye or someone to hover over you with a whip to make it happen. If I have to check everything or keep spurring you on I might as well do it myself. ****************************************************************** You understand that a slave needs rules and discipline. You will however obey all of them and be grateful you where given them. You understand that your Mistress loves her whips and paddles and you are more than willing to please her by offering up your body. You are a strong slave not some wimpy boy, and you can handle a slaves beating. You will wear those marks as badges of honour. I do however value what is mine; I have no intention to break you. And you must always tell me if something is wrong. I always keep an eye on those in my care, and listen to signs that something is amiss. But I am no mind-reader and you should also make sure to keep your Mistress property in good health. You can conduct yourself in bdsm as well as in vanilla company. You know that serving might also mean serving bdsm friendly friends of mine, female and males. You will do this just as well as you would serve me and not hold back or serve differently due to their gender. You will make me proud to call you mine, and an honour to be able to show my friends how obedient and well trained you are. Sadly I cannot at this time, have a live-in slave. You therefore must either already live close-by or able to sort out your own residence close to mine so you can serve me at a moments notice. When not serving me you are either working hard at your job or learning new skills to better yourself as my personal slave. Things like, how to do a professional massage, do manicures/pedicures, how to sew or if you have the feeling for it learn to play an instrument. I will give you rules and regulations to follow at home. I have no intention to cut you of from the world and will let you have some spare time, but my needs and wants will always be above yours. Online slaves, I don`t care what you look like but for realtime slaves you must fit the below criteria You must be healthy and fit. Age: 20-48 I prefer no or little body hair. So wax and trim! However I do wish to see you having short to long hair on your head, no bald or millimetre haircuts. I like to be able to rub my hands through it when you sit at my feet Weight; slim to fit and anything healthy in between. Marital status: your single! !!!! I don`t want to deal with your g/f or wife! Location: either you're from the Netherlands, EU or any other country that makes it not a hassle to live/ work in NL. There is no point applying if you cannot live/ work in the Netherlands. Do your homework and look into working in NL if this is doable in your profession! Things I don`t like: Ageplay, scat, illegal things or "games that have high risks health wise. So you read to the end, good on you. Now if you feel you are the slave for me, write me. Start with the codeword, and then tell me who you are as a person and as a slave. Don`t just write you wish to serve ( I already know that why else would you write me duh), tell me what it is you have to offer ME as a slave, your skills, how you will improve my life, etc. And no that does not mean I wish to see your shopping list of what you wish I would be doing to you!! Than lets see how things progress. Codeword: Regina ****************************************************************** About Me I like making new online friends in the BDSM community. It does not matter to me if your a Domme/Dom, sub or slave. What I do care about is that you are respectful, yes even if your on the D spectrum, I expect you to behave as a decent human being. What is D/s (to me, your views may vary) D/s is not about constant name-calling, or doing nothing but kicking someone down over and over just for the hell of it, that to me is just plain school yard bulling, and I find nothing sexy about that. Sure sometimes a slave needs to be yelled at, but anyone can just yell and scream. The power lays in making a slave do what you want with only a soft whisper or a look. And yes a slave needs discipline, harsh ones even and I do so enjoy those marks :) . But do it to make him stronger, to build him up, and to mak

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8/27/2023 7:30:51 AM

Back from my lovely holiday in Crete. 


Not sure if the below link will work. But it is to my chatroom. Yes its free. It's what I use to chat with people in the scene.!

4/1/2018 4:39:31 AM
Happy Easter all.

3/31/2018 12:49:30 PM
Lol the little boy trolls are out again. Well is that is the way you get your jollies? So sad. Just randomly sending msg out to people you don't know just to try and piss them off shows just how grown up you are. NOT! Lol silly little things.

3/13/2018 5:58:43 PM
Good night all. Task for the night. I want some mails in my inbox by tomorrow that makes me laugh!

3/13/2018 5:27:23 PM
Shame the video journals not work anymore. So want to know/ see more of me best to check out my fetlife account. Nickname Regina_della_Notte

3/10/2018 9:57:54 AM
Enjoying a nice hot bath and reading some silly msg's

3/8/2018 10:38:37 AM
Lol, its so funny wen you boi's get what you wished for and than run cos its not how you envisioned it. Fantasy and reality, get it straight and stop wasting my time with your fantasies if you cannot handle the reality of it. Being a slave is not fun and games. Its hard, it demands sacrifice and devotion. If you cannot do that, you do not deserve the title of slave and you certainly do not deserve the honour of being mine.

2/25/2018 12:43:41 PM
Yes I live in the Netherlands, no that does not automatic means I must be living in the city Amsterdam. There are more cities, towns and villages in the Netherlands, besides Amsterdam you know. Jeez.

2/14/2018 1:31:24 PM
Lol, collarspace. So many visiting my city this month, so amazing as its not even listed which city I am in 😂

12/31/2017 12:39:50 PM
Happy new year

12/21/2017 7:54:01 AM
Mmm so annoying to have to log in twice just to sent a msg back.

11/26/2017 6:55:43 AM
Back from my trip to the UK. 

11/8/2017 6:18:39 AM
For me at leased this site is more off than online. Reply might be some time

10/31/2017 4:14:36 AM
Happy halloween

10/4/2017 12:04:15 PM
Any one tried one if these before?

9/28/2017 11:10:34 AM

9/28/2017 3:45:49 AM
Wish collar space had to option to just block people from certain countries, getting sick of those disgusting low lifes.

9/20/2017 1:24:44 PM
Writing you love someones profile, but clearly you did not read it or just the top bit just does NOT make a good impression about yourself.

9/20/2017 1:24:43 PM
Writing you love someones profile, but clearly you did not read it or just the top bit just does NOT make a good impression about yourself.

9/16/2017 2:35:06 PM
Ugh thats not fun, go for a haircut loose an earring :(

9/16/2017 7:49:10 AM
A well beaten male ass makes for a good footwarmer :)

9/16/2017 7:35:13 AM
It never seizes to amaze Me, boys thinking 1 day in a cb is such an achiement. Lmao. Come on get serious or don't even bother with a cb.

9/12/2017 4:12:04 AM
Nice to use my singletail for once and not having to stop after the first lash.

Most of you have such big mouths but are such whimps that a pink soft suede flogger makes you cry already.

9/10/2017 8:28:09 AM
This site is starting to bore Me again. Too many sluts that promise everything but always come up with excuses not to deliver.

9/1/2017 11:59:12 AM
And the balls go splat. Bye bye little man

8/30/2017 5:46:57 AM
Raining like crazy today. Time to relax with a hot bath

8/29/2017 5:26:08 AM
Off to enjoy some time in the pool

Make yourself useful for to Me as I relax

8/28/2017 3:23:03 PM
Did some delishious kinky shopping. Looking forward for them to come in and to use them.

8/25/2017 4:43:04 AM
Found a delicious report back from a slave and decided to share it.

You can find it here


8/25/2017 12:23:43 AM
Time goes too fast, almost already a week ago that I was in sunny Crete.

8/20/2017 7:23:09 AM
Back from my holliday. However still more likely to catch me online on my fetlife account

7/27/2017 10:41:30 AM
Another rainy summerday, glad to still have a holliday to look forward too and catch some sun.

7/24/2017 9:48:12 AM
For those that did not forget, thanks for the birthday wishes

7/16/2017 4:57:03 AM
Only 7 days left till its My birtday. Make sure you make a good toast to my health en prosperity on the 23th.

7/11/2017 5:34:03 AM



So I often get questions about chastity and key-holding.

Now lets break it down.

  • males that think one day in a chastity is impressive.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA , what you where serious about that you feel impressed by that? Like serious? You need a device to keep your paws of your worm for a day and you find it impressive that you managed that? You probably think your little pin-needle is impressive to, LOL. Run along little man we are not interested!

  • males that thing a couple of days in chastity is impressive, like serious? and need constant smut talk. NOPE not here to full fill your porn/ wank off fix.
  • males in a month chastity, now we are getting somewhere. Still not very impressed but your getting there. Practice longer terms and you might become more than just a guy full filling his little wank fix.
  • males in a couple of months worth of chastity, now We are talking and I might consider becoming your Keyholder. HOW ever, do not think that means I will be sending smut talk to you every day, or that you can waste My time. Even in chastity you have to be able to do more for your keyholder than just wear your belt. Make it worth Her time.
  • males in chastity for a year. smile now thats a good boi.

6/4/2017 9:32:10 AM
Curious, is there a limit to the audio and video journals. Not even posted a handfull and already can not post new ones.

6/4/2017 8:45:51 AM
As there are many here into petplay I'll post one of my tail creations

6/4/2017 8:25:34 AM
Not so nice weather anymore to go into the pool. Does give me extra time to work on my costume. Love how it slowely in coming together.

5/26/2017 5:12:14 AM
Such gorgeous weather, time to enjoy some pooltime

4/26/2017 6:59:27 AM
All done for today, time for a relaxing lush bath.

4/15/2017 9:21:13 AM
To My friends, subs and followers. Have a great Easter!!
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3/30/2017 7:30:10 AM
Mmm CS seems to be fucked up. I can not make a audio or video journal today. 

3/26/2017 4:21:47 AM
Ok to the stupid males dominants, listen up! If you claim to be a Dom and want me to break you I Am NOT interested! If you are one of those assholes that like to bug Dominant women cus you feel so entitled Fuck Off, I bet submissive women do not even give you any time, I will just block you. YES I do enjoy talking with other Dominants F/M and even have double Dommed with them and our subs, but those where all D's that respected their fellow D's!

3/23/2017 12:53:19 PM
So finally desided on which new perfumes I am going for, fun to also ad again some bdsm themed ones. Feel free to make a contribute to my collection.

3/23/2017 7:31:48 AM

3/21/2017 1:43:47 PM
AH that time I had two lovelies to play with 

3/21/2017 1:31:17 PM
Still love this pic, slave at my feet ready to take my shoes off for a footrub

3/21/2017 1:05:35 PM
Decided today would be a good day to try out my bottle of perversion again :)

3/21/2017 2:47:16 AM
So many boi`s that wander onto my profile with something or another in their profile pic about chastity, either a meme or a shop picture of the device. However of all those boi`s I believe only 5% might actually really wear them long term. And that percentage is even on the high end. The rest is just fantasy and games. 

Chastity is only chastity if it is longterm, a day is not longterm. It is just bs that you cannot even keep your dirty hands of your tiny worm for a day. Go kneel in a corner and reflect on that!

Long term chastity is months,  years even! Now that is being serious about locking it up!

3/20/2017 11:44:51 AM
Yessss, my bpal order had finally landed in Amsterdam. Looking forward to my parcel of lovely smelling hairgloss. Now to decide on which new perfume oils to order.

3/19/2017 10:42:13 AM
Enjoying a nice lush bath. Like bathing in the night sky.

3/11/2017 12:53:10 PM
Had a lovely night out. Now relaxing.

3/10/2017 7:49:05 AM

3/7/2017 1:05:51 PM
Summer holliday is booked. Looking forward to it already. Planning on doing a lot of snorkling again. Just laying on they beach all day is not for me.

3/7/2017 5:41:28 AM
I keep being amazed by males that sent Me msg saying they loved my profile, wen they clearly not even read it. I mean what are you trying to prove here? your lack of reading skills, or your bad lying skills?

2/23/2017 5:21:37 AM
If your main profile picture is a dick-pick, unless its in chastity, you can for get about it. I might even go and pre block Ladies don`t want to see that first thing wen meeting in r/l  so why the hell would think we would online.

2/23/2017 4:30:56 AM

2/22/2017 6:28:33 AM
Took the colours out of my profile to make it more phone friendly.

2/20/2017 10:17:48 AM
New fabrics ordered, looking forward to them arriving and starting on a new costume

2/13/2017 11:51:40 AM
Spring may roll in now. I am done with winter. think I picked up the cold from a collegae at work. No fun

12/27/2016 10:59:45 AM
2016 was a year a lot of celebs bowed out. Rest in peace Carrie Fisher :(

12/27/2016 7:58:14 AM
Only 4 days left to impress me this year. Better hurry up :)

12/26/2016 9:18:11 AM
Did you all have a good Christmas pets?

11/5/2016 11:36:34 AM
same old same old still her now with the added boring hillary trump posts gah. Do you really need to bring this site even more down wih this crap

8/23/2016 11:39:05 AM
Like seriously guys don`t say you love my profile if you clearly have not read the full thing!!. You really think I will fall for your fake flattery, just read the damn profile its why I wrote it. If you read it all and reply in the correct way to tell me you liked it THAN I will believe your compliment.

7/4/2016 2:06:16 PM
So I got this lovely surprise in the mail a new necklace and a gorgeous wig. But no idea who sent it. If it was you let me know by telling the nickname you used :)

6/19/2016 8:12:34 AM
Why do most Dutch slaves/ subs have such dull profiles. Jeez put some efford in it!

6/19/2016 7:26:17 AM
New feet pic added. Enjoy piglets

2/14/2016 10:31:09 AM
A Happy Valentine to all that celebrate it.

2/2/2016 6:33:37 AM
Decided to treat myself to an early valentine present. Love getting new bling, thanks for the gift card that made this possible :)

Small but very pretty new necklace and earrings. 

1/9/2016 11:10:09 AM
So today I worn my bottle of BPAL OMEN again. Mmmm still lovely, it`s nice to see that the first scent that brought me to this fav perfume line still gives me so many lovely memories.

This particular bottle I bought myself but other bottles have found their way into my collection from subs, and isn`t that a lovely idea that you are part of a growing collection.........

1/2/2016 6:32:45 AM

To all a good 2016!!

12/14/2015 11:22:42 AM
Early Christmas present from me to you my little piglets.
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12/5/2015 11:48:56 AM
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11/8/2015 9:07:01 AM it can do with some piggy followers LOL

11/8/2015 8:49:54 AM
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11/8/2015 7:15:37 AM  now that would be a lovely christmas gift :)

11/6/2015 8:03:46 AM
Less than 2 months and where already in the new year, this year went really fast.

11/2/2015 6:30:26 AM
Some "blood kiss" scent for today.

 Lush, creamy vanilla and the honey of the sweetest kiss smeared with the vital throb of husky clove, swollen red cherries, but darkened with the vampiric sensuality of vetiver, soporific poppy and blood red wine, and a skin-light pulse of feral

Soon the Christmas scents will be going live, looking forward to those, get your donations ready so I don`t have to limit myself :)

10/16/2015 2:46:56 AM
What a dreary day. "Haunted" is the fitting perfume scent for today.

10/13/2015 3:02:40 PM
I must say, it does fill me with a bit of pride when subs/ slaves that have served me years ago, after all that time contact me again to tell me how much the learned and that I have set them on their right path. That they still think back to those days that they served me with joy and to thank me for being allowed to have served me.

Thank you boi`s.

10/13/2015 2:25:32 AM
Scent for today "Queen Venus with a Hood Striped Gold and Black" lovely scent and fit for a Queen

10/13/2015 1:53:20 AM
Ah Tuesday, so this means tribute day. Lets see what to spend it on this time.
More perfume, for sure. And the rest? feel free to make a suggestion :)

Screw it , I spend it all on perfume and hairgloss. 

10/2/2015 1:07:52 PM
And we have hit oktober, are you getting ready for Halloween yet? Snap in shape boi`s w1

9/30/2015 7:18:29 AM
Crete was fantastic. I will be going there again for

9/10/2015 10:02:12 AM
Just a few more days till my holiday starts. Counting the days, need a change of scenery

9/8/2015 7:59:21 AM
The trolls have come out from under their bridges, must be nothing on tv in America for them to watch.

If you just contact someone to be rude, block delete goodbye, I got better things to do.

Relaxes with a good cup of mint chocolate tea

9/8/2015 7:59:14 AM
 The trolls have come out from under their bridges, must be nothing on tv in America for them to watch.

If you just contact someone to be rude, block delete goodbye, I got better things to do.

9/4/2015 1:08:08 PM
Always nice that even after years, when subs find you back, they remember you well and thank you for the wonderful time they had serving you.

Lovely to think about it and the lasting impression I gave them

8/29/2015 3:45:16 AM

For those that like worn HEELS. These have served their purpose and can go

follow link if you want them

8/28/2015 7:27:21 AM
Needed a change, so now my natural darkblond hair is now a pretty deep rubyred.

8/26/2015 2:24:07 AM
Fetlife group specially for Dominant EUROPEAN women and European slaves that wish to serve them. Lets make it easier to find eachother

8/24/2015 7:00:07 AM
Here is another for you little foot freaks :)

8/23/2015 3:43:22 AM
LOL was bored so decided to play along with another flake. Didn`t take long before he fizzled out. They never learn

8/20/2015 6:56:02 AM
Now that was a fun little ignore session :)

8/18/2015 4:21:12 AM

8/18/2015 1:47:34 AM
Such a crappy summer day I decided to take a hot bath with my last lush Christmas eve bubble bar

8/7/2015 4:37:19 AM
Seriously some of you really should learn how to read. It makes a very bad impression if you ask questions you should have already known by reading someone's profile

8/2/2015 2:00:07 AM
The festival yesterday was great. But they really should set up a foot-rub tent at the exit. My poor feet

7/30/2015 11:56:47 AM
Finally bpal brought back the first acts again of the carnival scent line. Some in there that are going straight to my want list :)

7/30/2015 6:28:12 AM
Time to test out my festival outfit and see what needs tweaking. Looking forward to Saturday.

7/19/2015 5:41:32 AM
Added some more choses to my birthday list. You better hurry up though if you want it to arrive in time.

Don`t have the list yet? Sent pm for it.

7/19/2015 4:30:38 AM
Having a tea and some relaxing browsing before I go back to working on my projects

7/18/2015 6:56:03 AM
Just looking at some corsets at amazon, nice to see some new ones on sale that I would love to wear. Don`t I have enough of them yet? Nope Never LOL

7/17/2015 5:41:23 AM
Don`t forget My birthday is coming up soon pets!!

7/16/2015 7:12:05 AM


cute or what? So want these!

7/3/2015 6:52:49 AM
Sadly no pool time today, had to get work done. Glad it is a bit cooler today but darn its still boiling, cooling down with cold shower.
Glad tomorrow is weekend as it will be 36+ C

7/2/2015 3:02:29 AM
So what did I do and am I going to do today? Spend it nice and cool relaxing in the pool. Cocktail in hand, this warmth isn`t going to bother me at all :) Only thing missing is the poolboy ( slave) to keep topping up my drinks

6/27/2015 3:54:36 AM
Finally some nice warm weather coming this way. Looking forward to spending it in the pool

6/25/2015 11:10:48 AM
Just gave away 2 pairs of shoes, got some room for new ones now :)

6/20/2015 11:14:48 AM
So bummed out now. 20+ hours of making a rope bullwhip. Only 15 of testing it out, the damn inner handle broke. Now I have to undo both braided layers again, replace the handle and re- braid both layers again. "sigh"

Looked really pretty, and it did function, aka got it to crack, so will remake it this time with an even stronger inner handle.

6/11/2015 8:37:52 AM
Was feeling bored so decided to check out some profiles on here. It never was great, but now it seems its gone even more downhill. Where are the serious slaves at?
If you know of any other site where I might find what I am looking for, please pass it along.

6/8/2015 3:05:28 AM
As this is more a world wide web I decided to make a European Dominant Women group and their "domestic" slaves f/m @ fetlife. Perhaps this will make it a bit easier to find each other as the group grows. This group is for all that are into serious consensual slavery not those that see bdsm as a means to spice it up in the bedroom

6/3/2015 7:29:05 AM
So it took a little and a few rewrites as collarspace ate my writing. But a new rewritten profile is up. Not that I expect too much out of it but he, I will see whap happens

5/29/2015 3:02:00 PM
Bored, so decided to make a new rope bullwhip. A bit shorter than the last one I made, so this one I might be able to use indoors.

5/25/2015 8:40:47 AM

Love that it is finally warm enough again to go barefoot

Now for some more days filled with sunshine.

5/21/2015 12:02:03 PM
The scent I wore to the bdsm party. Very fitting for the setting I thought. :)
Thanks little piggy for gifting it to Me


4/25/2015 2:24:30 PM
Only 2 more weeks till the party. Looking forward to it.
If you ever wanted to serve Me in person, this is your chance don`t come moaning afterwards about a meet.

4/2/2015 6:00:36 AM
Ok here is a way you can make yourself useful.
Go find me a head jewelry that looks very similar to the included picture. BUT!!.........
I need it in green colors, it must be from a trustworthy site, it must not cost Me an arm and a leg.

4/2/2015 5:05:36 AM
So I might have an meet up possibility at a fetish party in May. So keep an eye on my journal

3/2/2015 3:35:22 AM
Love digging into my new stash of smellies.
Testing my bottle of "smut" today. So far I am liking it. A lovely sugared musk, with a hint of sex.

2/25/2015 3:39:21 AM
Mmmm, my lupercalia perfumes came in. That will be several days of trying each one out.
The naughty shungas pictures on the bottles as a right laugh. Love these kinds of post deliveries.

2/20/2015 3:25:25 AM
Today I woke up to a dream of having My own bdsm club.  Such a lovely dream, did not really want to wake up.

2/11/2015 2:59:59 AM
2015 is flying by, half way in feb already. Done with the winter though, bring on spring.

1/30/2015 2:39:48 AM

OMG some slaves, so he gives me a goodbye gc cos he can`t handle being a slave anymore. Does the silly one not sent it to his own address. So now off course I can never use it. Next pet better have some brain cells

12/31/2014 1:24:54 AM

11/27/2014 2:52:09 AM
Oh JoY the Christmas perfume line came out at black phoenix alchemy lab. Now I will need even more of their gift cards in my stockings :) so I can get all there lovely smellies.

My Halloween ones just got shipped. But those Yules still need to be paid for boys!


11/22/2014 11:40:12 AM
Pretty new booties.

10/14/2014 8:06:28 AM
Mmm a nice box full of bpal oils just got delivered. Whole room smells of a lovely mix of smells. Can`t wait to try them all out. But I already want more! The Halloween scents are out and I want them!

9/18/2014 2:55:32 AM
First order is made I could not risk these pretty limited editions go out of stock because of some lazy pigs not being fast enough pleasing me.

Now make it up to me and get the other lovely smells for me from my list ASAP!

9/17/2014 10:01:36 AM
Yay New bpal updates. Love these gorgeous scents.

Here is your opportunity to make yourself use full to Me. Mail me to ask how you can become the lucky slave that makes me smell even more divine.

7/22/2014 11:20:42 PM
A mixed day today. One of joy, My birthday, love to get some birthday surprises today.

And one of sadness as today has been announced to be a day of national mourning for the lost lives of so many Dutch , and other nationalities on flight MH17

7/22/2014 3:32:56 PM
Starting my Birthday off with a tall glass of Dreamsicle. ( 1 part 43, 2 parts milk, 2 parts orange juice and a drizzle of cinnamon)

6/4/2014 12:10:32 PM
can this stupid rain stop, and have for once have a decent summer again. What good is a pool if I canˋt even enjoy it

4/17/2014 12:41:27 PM

Not been here for some time. Got sick of the same old, same old. Read my profile, I wrote it for a reason. Come with something more than just Hi or asking stupid questions you should know already if you read my profile.

3/18/2014 8:02:25 AM

Whoohoo just got my new leather corset in and it looks divine on me.


Just can`t get enough pretty corsets.

2/28/2014 3:07:15 PM

Enjoying the new perfume samples I got. Some are nice but the sample will do, but a few are gorgeous and on my want list.


Turning into a right BPAL addict here haha

2/28/2014 1:44:05 AM

A little joke to start the day


When God created
Adam and Eve, He said:
I only have two gifts:
One is the art of peeing standing ...
And then Adam stepped forward and shouted:
ME!, ME!, ME!,
I would love it please ... Lord, please, please!
Look, it will make my life substantially easier.
Eve nodded, and said those things did not matter to her.
Then God gave Adam the gift and he began to shout for joy.
He ran through the garden of Eden and used it to wet all the trees and
bushes, ran down the beach making drawings with his pee in the sand ...
Well, he would not stop showing off.
God and Eve watched the man crazy with happiness and Eve asked God:
What is the other gift? '
God answered:
Eve,..... a brain ... and it is for you ...!

2/9/2014 2:27:30 PM

Debating which valentine bpal perfumes I want to order. Wish people would hurry up with their reviews to make it easier to decide which ones will and which once don`t make the cut.

1/21/2014 2:59:33 AM

Sadly pictures in my journals arn`t allowed anymore. CM support told me pictures lock up some peoples browsers.


So this means you will have to do even better to get into my good books to see any pictures, as I only share those with those that have proven themselves worthy of my time in personal msg.



1/20/2014 9:11:39 AM

Really happy with my powertripper. It`s a lovely extra toy for my violet wand. :)

If you like wands I suggest looking into them, they ad a whole new dimension to your play.



10/31/2013 7:40:25 AM

Happy Halloween



10/26/2013 7:20:42 AM

teacher was wrapping up class, and started talking about tomorrow's 
final exam. He said there would be no excuses for not showing up 
tomorrow, barring a dire medical condition or an immediate family 
member's death. One smart ass, male student said, "What about extreme 
sexual exhaustion?", and the whole classroom burst into laughter. 
After the laughter had subsided, the teacher glared at the student,
and said, "Not an excuse, you can use your other hand to write.

10/1/2013 10:46:01 AM

Enjoying the foot massager

Its nice, but it will never be as good as a personal foot massage from my personal slaves.



9/18/2013 1:42:55 PM

That was loads of fun. Ended up going for sensory play wen the vanilla g/f arrived. Vampire gloves, feathers and ice. Only thing that was missing was the heat (wax), but my floor would not have liked it. Nice low key play, that didn`t shock her out and she had great fun trying it out on my (poor) subbie.


Had the more hardcore fun with my sub before she arrived. Whips, paddles, canes, strap-on, etc. Great fun.


Tired now and fulfilled, will be sleeping like a baby tonight.

9/5/2013 12:28:01 PM

No filled in profile?

Not taken the time to read My full profile?


Than I am not interested in you as you are either to lazy to write something about yourself or take the time to read mine or worse BOTH!

8/28/2013 1:54:44 PM

LOL so I give out a free writing task and you silly F*cks can`t even finish it.

To busy doing the one handed tango, to even do something this easy.


8/27/2013 7:51:08 AM

For those that love to write.

I have some writing tasks.

Finishing will be rewarded. Mistakes will be fined.

7/23/2013 4:40:49 AM





7/14/2013 1:40:35 PM

So finally the date is set to celebrate my birthday with my girlfriends and have my sub present as well. Sadly a bit later than I liked but alas.


Due to one friend I have to keep it vanilla, so will be fun to see with how much I can get away. Another friend knows about my sub and has even played with us one time to see if she liked it. So fun to see how she or if she plays along.




7/7/2013 11:29:49 PM

If you want to be Mine, it is by MY RULES. Don`t like it, stay in your own little world and move Me by.


I wish you all the best.



7/4/2013 5:27:11 AM

Trying something new. Going to make my first rope bullwhip.

7/2/2013 4:55:59 AM

OK boys trying the PLOY you are being reported for being a man with fake pictures.

And/ or msg that I "must" prove myself that I am indeed a Woman won`t fly.

I don`t need to prove jack shit to anyone.


Online boys that are worthy will see me wen I feel like it. You don`t like it, move on!


And I am not just an online Mistress also Real Time, and those boys and girls who have had the pleasure of serving me real time know DAMN well what a gorgeous Woman I am.


So trot along your scams won`t work......



5/17/2013 6:36:40 AM

Any one sending me a msg that's has a bulk trigger on it will go straight to the bin.


I have no interest in pigs that just msg every one and anyone. This only shows you have no interest in serving a Domme. Your just whoring around for someone to get you off!

3/25/2013 9:58:08 AM

:) double play today. No is double play not a new thing for me. But having both a m sub and a v sub all for myself. That was new and FUN.


A little bit different playing with a female slave instead of a male, but I believe we both had a fulfilling session.



2/20/2013 1:27:03 PM

Ok let me make this VERY clear, do NOT sent me an out of the blue friend request wen you have not even mailed with me.


I am not here to be added to your picture collection

2/3/2013 8:18:59 AM

LOL, well nice to be proven right again. Wen it seems to good, ya bet ya it is.

If it wasn`t for the 1% on here that didn`t talk bull I would just up and delete.


11/11/2012 1:55:00 PM

So the vanilla g/f that knew a bit about my bdsm interests wanted to know some more.

This friday she, me and my sub finally all had time to do a meet-up.


I let het pick from my toys, what she would like me to demonstrate or perhaps even try herself. At that time she wasn`t so sure about actually doing more than just watching.


An hour late due to traffic jams my sub showed up and could go straight into cooking us Ladies a lovely meal. By that time we sure were hungry.


Well fed and a lovely relaxing sauna later it was time to get serious.

First some knot tying to ease into it. Me first demonstrating a knotting and her copying it.

So far an easy evening for my subbie except for a wel placed pinch here and there from me. Can`t have m get to comfy haha.


After all that knotwork, time to put sub over my knee an get that warm-up started.

Seeing the big smile on my g/f face as I started with the paddle, I decided that she probely made up her mind about joining in. Handing over the paddle, it was accepted with hardly hidden glee ;)


Getting into it and liking it, time for me to join in again. So there was my poor ;) sub over his Mistress knees, getting the paddle by two lovely Ladies.


Ofcourse after that there was stopping her anymore LOL. So after a little demo as to how to use the flogger correctly she was more than happy to try that one out to.


Me sitting on the couch, enjoying the view. Subbie on his knees infront of me, arms wrapped arround my waist head cradled in my lap. G/f going first slow but soon was walloping his ass with great fun.


I have no doubt my sub took comfort from the fact that he could hold on to his Mistress and the sooting words and stroking of his hair. As she for a novice sure let that flogger fly. Hahaha


All in all we injoyed our evening. G/f learned some pretty knots and experienced a little bdsm play. I had a lovely evening showing off my sub and being mighty proud of how he handled himself. And subbie ofcourse had a very painful but great evening serving both of us.


For sure worth a repeat.

9/1/2012 4:41:31 AM

Had a lovely day yesterday with my slave a. First some 1:1 fun. Tried out something new to make him suffer a bit for me without leaving any marks. Result; perfect. Will be doing that again haha. After that had two vanilla g/f over. Only one knows slightly about my "darker side" the other has no clue. Was a lot of fun having my boy work for me without them getting the wiser. Wonder what they where thinking but didn`t dare to ask. With him sitting at my feet on the floor instead of on the couch. His constant moving about ( due to a sore ass)or my instructions to serving us instead of serving my guest myself haha

8/30/2012 1:19:19 AM

Special day planned tomorrow.


First some 1:1 "play" with my sub a.


Later in the day I will be having 2 g/f`s over. Both vanilla. So curious as to see how much of their "dark" side will come out to play with Me and my boy trowing out some subtle hits.

7/23/2012 12:32:07 AM

Birthday today :) Lets see who rembered.


Cards, presents, who will step up the plate and who will show they do really care as much as they claim.




As I thought. Only two congratulated me on my special day. A thank you to them.


Nice to know that random fb strangers have a minute to sent me a birthday greeting, but on here the people I have talked with can`t even spare a sec.

7/13/2012 3:20:50 PM

Oh my, the creepy stalker is back. This time pretending to be an adult baby.

You turn him down and yep there is the nasty again.


Pretenting that I am outed me as a fake on other sites, than why the hell do you even contact me? Get a life moron, if this is so why even contact me.


Pfff plenty of people who know me for real and know DAMN well I am not a fake. Not like you are.


So piss off with your fake different accounts. You make me sick, you are the type that make the real Domina`s not bother anymore with sites like this.

7/9/2012 8:42:17 AM

New picture without the pink contact lenses :)


Yes, no contacts this time, those are my own beautiful blue/green coloured eyes.

7/6/2012 11:53:13 PM

Oh, looks like today will be gorgeous.  A good day to spend at the pool again :)


Hoop the nice weather will keep up this month so I can finally have my Birthday outside again. Past 2 years have been too dreadfull to do so.Frown

7/5/2012 5:30:12 AM

Yesterday early off again to Amsterdam. Already a very clammy day. Glad decided to bring another set of clothing with met to change into.


After first a short visit to a fabric store to pick up some new things for my designing it was of to suite absolute.


A bit trickier to find than I had thought so by the time I got there one of my slaves was already waiting outside for me.


After a little chat we went on to the suite and met up with my colleage and his slavegirl.


All I can say, the suite is worth it. I can surely recommend it to any Dominant looking for a place to relax and play.


Leaving my slave in the care of my colleage as I went upstairs to dress, my other slave arrived.


A little more talk and than it was time to "play". I am not going in detail, but we sure had some long hours of fun.


Arround 5ish all our little subs had to leave. But we had some subs coming over after they left. Or I should say HAD. No surprise most did not show up for the appointment.

Only one did, the rest bailed out without even a phonecall.


All these subs moan about not finding Dominants, but they are the ones bailing out of appointments.


Ah well, there loss. My boi`s had a good day. I had a good day. My colleage had a good day, and I am sure his slavegirl also had a good day.


6/16/2012 4:48:27 AM

What is more sad than to make a new profile to bug a Dom after she tells you off.

It only proofs you are not a person to deal with AT ALL.  Go, stop bugging me and pretending to be someone else.


The people who know me, know I am REAL.  Your a sad sad person, that is trowing a fit like a little boy who did not get what he wanted.

6/15/2012 3:56:56 AM

Enough of the negative.


I had a lovely day this week with my new personal slave.

He knows well to obey orders, is quick to learn and try new things.


Looking even more forward now to the 4th of juli, where I will attend a slaveday with him.


Later in the day there will be time to test out some fresh meat. Lets see who will indeed turn up and who can not just do the talk but also the walk.

5/30/2012 7:58:34 AM

New picture added. Just for fun

5/29/2012 1:18:46 AM

Met a new potential slave I had been talking to for the first time face to face.

No "play", just talk. To see the person behind the sub.


So far so good.

5/21/2012 4:52:02 AM

Back from my mini holiday.

Back to business tomorrow,

5/4/2012 5:09:03 AM

Damn, sub`s car broke down so he had to cancel.

1/30/2012 10:26:37 AM

Ah, another lovely "play" with sub a. A shame it always takes so long untill the next one.

Fingers X he will be able to make it and go to the showboat with me in march.


If we are going I will put a post it up for people who want to meet up.

1/15/2012 4:41:18 AM

Mistress E and me and a great evening on the showboat.

The music at the stage was a bit to loud for my taste but the ambiance and people where very nice.


Had some nice chats with some other people attending, some where wondering how Mistress E `s slave got so lucky to have 2 Mistresses that evening. And complimented us on our Domming.One even said that the subs/ slaves that cancelled on me where right fools.


Early at the evening it was pretty peasefull downstairs so Mistress E and me had plenty places to pick from to have a little fun with our slave. It did not take long for some people to show up and have a look ;) Later in the evening more people got into the spirit and we watched some other have fun with their slaves. After a spot opend up again we had some more fun, had another drink and called it a night.




I will be attending again for sure.



1/10/2012 7:21:15 AM

I will be going to the showboat this coming Friday, now just to decide what to wear and what toys to take with me.


As expected many slaves and subs suddenly had other appointments for this day, go figure LOL.


So if you want to meet up, sent me a pm.

Just remember meet-up does not mean automatic play will commence, and if it does be ware, I play HARD.



1/1/2012 9:04:26 AM

Happy New Year.

12/16/2011 11:03:00 AM

Had a lovely time today.

Miss E had her slave cook us a super lunch, which was served excelent. Many can learn a lesson from this.


After we had some fun with her slave, we painted a pretty colour that will last for some day`s.


Happy Mistresses, happy slave.

Good times for all :)

12/15/2011 5:40:20 AM

Off for some FEMDOM fun tomorrow.


Won`t be online often due to the Hollidays.

12/7/2011 9:06:34 AM

Wow this wind. Sure hope it will be a lot better come saturday.

12/5/2011 8:59:40 AM

As this is the last month of the year and I am swamped with appointments and work I wont be taking on anymore slaves.


New search will start in 2012.

Still open to a talk though. Just not hiring this last month ;)


And as stated in my previous journal, might be at the showboat in Januari, so come say hi

11/30/2011 3:12:54 AM

Might be going to the showboat in Januari with friends.

Will be my first time going to this place, looking forward to it.


So if you happen to also be there, say hi. :)

10/31/2011 10:51:26 AM

Feeling tired and very relaxed today.

Had sub a over today from 11 am till, 2:40 so plenty of time to do some nice and some not so nice things. hahaha.


Sub a did not enjoy the punishment he got, but accepted them as he knew he screwed up. Hopefully the painfull behind will remind sub not to do it again.


He didn`t injoy the little game I played with the ice-cubes and vampire gloves.

Had the poor thing shivering. But a good rub down from his Misteress, after I took pity was a nice.


So now I had a cold subbie. What better way than to use some gingerroot to heat him up again. Ah poor subbie, that was to hot again.


Never good, is it. LOL


Sub did love to massage my feet and as I had a stuck muscle sub got the pleasure of giving me a back massage. No complaint from sub a about that. Go figure LOL


Good day. Sadly now I will have to wait a long time ago to play with subbie again.


8/26/2011 9:45:17 AM

Position is still open for a real time slave.


8/10/2011 7:57:17 AM

Another day of rain and heavy winds. What up with the weather this summer.

Had to take a hot footbath to just warm up again.

7/21/2011 11:08:23 AM

It was long overdue, but finally had another great time with sub a.


Some interesting play, tried out some of my new toys.

Loved them, although my sub might have a different view about it ;)


All in all a great day topped off with a nice birthday dinner.


7/14/2011 4:19:38 AM

Another cloudfilled and nothing but rain, summer? week.

Not looking so good for next week either.

Such a depressing summer :(

6/18/2011 8:18:41 AM

Did we just skip summer and go straight into fall again?

Whats with all the insane winds.


Sure hope next month will be more summery as I am planning a high tea party for my birthday.

5/20/2011 9:41:26 AM

Had another great day with my sub, a***.

A real pleasure to "play" with someone with whom one has such good chemistry.


My vampire gloves got a nice long workout again.

Such a delight to watch him dance in his chains as I lazily trail my gloves over the right places. *wicked smile*




4/6/2011 6:10:32 AM

The slaveday I attended was great. For sure worthy of repeat.


To bad most "slaves"  were too scared to attend though.

3/29/2011 5:03:38 AM

OMG the lies and excuses I have heard these past weeks.

Jeez guys, grow a pair.



3/27/2011 1:52:08 PM

Some lovely fun filled hours spend again with sub A at the heaven.


Thinking he would have it easy with me not being able to use any whips or canes..........WRONG. 


I promised I would make him dance even without them, and oh did I do that ;)


Such fun.



3/27/2011 11:57:06 AM

Love my new vampire gloves. :)

3/18/2011 2:30:27 PM

I find it very funny that a lot of slaves on this site just bitch and moan about not being able to find a Domme.


Yet wen you offer them what they "claim" they are looking for they suddenly go silent.


Don`t bitch and moan if you just want to live in fantasy land.

1/1/2011 6:07:08 AM


12/23/2010 11:19:05 AM

Yesterday, bad snow in Germany. Way to late for our appointment at the Heaven.

Luckely the Lady that runs it seems to like us and was glad we made it.


Play was nice again, as always. Nothing too intense this time.


More snow had fallen during our stay, roads where hell. Glad to hit the Dutch roads again and be off the iceskating ring called German roads.


Had a lovely end of year dinner with my sub  a  before hitting home.

Good ending off the year and looking forward to the next.


Tired today now though, too much food or too much play. Probely a bit of both.


Ah well. To all A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.


11/11/2010 9:40:01 AM

Yesterday I had my slave cosa over again.
Hes starting to learn his place, still loads to learn though.
But the willingness to obey his owner is good.
With some more training I have no doubt he can be transformed into the perfect little pet.

11/8/2010 3:10:53 AM

After a week off illness it was really nice to close the week off with a trip to the Heaven.
Some nice new toys to play with. It getting harder and harder to pick what  to use.

Sub a was a lot of fun to play with again.

Perhaps next month I`ll go with both my pets, double the pleasure double the fun

9/20/2010 9:47:48 AM
Ok, so for the last few days collarme will not allow me to log myself off.
So if I don`t reply too your msg but am still online I am probely not online anymore.

Hope the bug is sorted soon.

8/29/2010 11:47:17 AM

Had loads of fun again playing with my sub a  at the Heaven studio.

The sparks where flying again.
Zzzzzzzzzzap, I do love playing with electric.

8/27/2010 7:17:18 AM
Off to the Heaven ( bdsm studio ) again tomorrow. Looking forward to playing with some electric again. :)

8/6/2010 5:32:34 AM
Castlefest tomorrow with friends. Looking forward to it.

For sure making my own costume again next year, buying is way more expensive.

Ah shame it is not going to be sunny, can leave my brand new black lace parasol at home :(

8/4/2010 8:18:19 AM
As my previous picture was not up to date anymore, I dicided to place a new one today.
Lets see how long it takes to be approved as a main pic.

7/28/2010 7:27:59 AM
Just back from town to watch the traditional frisian "ringstekerij".

Frisian horses are just beautiful animals to watch.

7/22/2010 6:39:38 AM
Don`t give me the bullshit line "I loved reading your profile, we so connect",when you have clearly not read the whole thing.

7/9/2010 10:04:35 AM
Highest ammount of caning strokes given so far is 70.

Well done slave f. You took them beautifully.

6/28/2010 3:10:32 AM

Went to "the heaven" yesterday with sub a. Very friendly woman that rented us the studio.

Tried out some new thing on my pet and had a blast. We sure are planning to go again.

4/20/2010 8:16:20 AM

My pet (sub a) surprised me yesterday with an email that he could come over if I had the time for him.

Luckely for both of us I did.
Had a lovely time again playing with my pet. So to all you people, who are still seeking, don`t give up.

You will have to weed through the fakes, wankers and wannabee`s but wen you find yours. Darn is it worth it. :)

4/2/2010 11:43:07 AM
Had yesterday a lovely day with my pet. :) 

3/10/2010 9:57:33 AM
Position is still open for a second pet.

2/22/2010 2:30:40 AM

Had a lovely day out with my pet this saturday.
We went to Amsterdam where a Japanese Master showed me some of his Shibari skills on my sub. He showed me two functional and safe ways to suspende a person. Very interesting to watch and according to my pet, very interesting but weird experience.

The master who gave my slave his first test, before he was allowed to visit me was also present. Ofcourse he also wanted to test out my pets skills at taking the paddle and whip.

It was interesting to sit at the other side of my pet and see his reaction. So endearing to see the way your pet looks at you and to see the trust in his eyes that I will watch over him.

The master wasn`t to hard on him though, I think I was harder.And was impressed that I had already learned my slave to take the cane. I have to say I was really gentle, my pet only got a thirth of what he normally gets.
I took mercy on him as it was scary enough for him being watched by two masters.

I am very proud of how my pet handled himself. And how this day added even more too the trust base. Something I find is very imported to have between master and sub/slave.

This time it was about trust, next time I will pick up again on his cane training.

2/2/2010 9:35:06 AM
Well that was FUN :) I had a lovely time teaching my pet how to take the cane just a little more than last time.

And eventhough he had a severe spanking to start of with, I still managed to leave a few telltale cane marks on his ass. ;)

He has still plenty to learn but I am pleased with the progress.

2/2/2010 6:33:59 AM

Having fun today giving my sub some more training.

At te moment he`s awaiting his faith, bound and locked away in a closet.

Won`t make him wait to long, I`m to much looking forward to train him more with the cane ;)

12/25/2009 1:05:13 PM

Merry Christmas and a good 2010 to all

12/11/2009 3:51:05 PM

New sub came by to be tested by me personal. He had past my first test. A test that works as a charm to get rid of wankers and fantasists. ( should have used that test ages ago )

How good it feels to have one who truly knows what it is to serve. One who tries his best and to see him try to give just a little more. To see that smile wen you tell him he did well. To see that sparkle in the eyes of pride for serving well.

It feels good too finally be able too smile down and say; You did well and I am would love to become your Owner.

Yes, this sub has past my test and I am proud to now call him mine.


What a great way to end the year

9/29/2009 6:56:05 AM



This is a real report written by a sub who visited me. It was original written in Dutch then translated by me in English. I give the right to read this story, I however do not give the right to copy/ change it, sell it, use it on your own site or profile or use it for any other reason than a good read.


Tuesday it was finally happening. I had my appointment with Miss. All the preparation where made.

The night before I had shaven everything Miss had instructed. In my backpack I had my gag and a set of cuffs. About the rest I need not worry, Miss would have enough herself. One part of me was very curious about it the other scared. Luckily I knew Miss already a little and knew I could trust her, if not I would have never dared to go on this journey.


A little nervous I stepped on the train, a little worried the other passengers would see the type of underwear I was wearing. Of course this was just my mind playing tricks, no one could see as it was firmly covered by my pants. In the train I started to read, but soon found myself being constantly distracted from my reading.

Constantly I was questioning myself if I could do this, if I really was submissive and if I could bare the pain that Miss would inflict on me. It was not that I went on this adventure totally unprepared. But my experiences are limited and I never experienced true submission.


In my head I repeated all the positions and their commands that Miss had sent me in a document to study. I was worried that I would forger the commands and how to perform the position, or mix them up. I was even more worried about the consequences.


After a step over on the bus I finally arrive at Miss her home. I can already see her sitting in her living and need not ring the doorbell as she already opened the door for me. She asks me to quickly enter and I am wondering if her Dominance already starts here.


However we agreed to share a tea first and Miss is true to her word. Even though we are in an everyday setting I immediately feel submissive to her. I have no idea why but it settles my nerves and I am happy with the feeling.


After a nice introduction, I hand Miss my things. She looks at it approving and asks me to go with her upstairs. There she shows me her massive collection of whips paddles and canes. It scares me a little to see but also intrigues me. I feel I no longer can stay respect less upright and kneel down for her. Entering the slaves wait position. By the small smile on her lips I believed Miss agreed with my decision. Not even stopping for a second, she continuous. She even tests one paddle out on my hand. This is to show me the difference between both sides. So far I am still eager to serve this Lady.


Next she orders me to go into the next room. I am to strip down to my underwear. I am to put my own cuffs around my ankles and put on the collar and wrist cuffs Miss has already laid out for me. When I am done, for some strange reason I do not feel naked. As I wait for her I can hear her set things out in the next room. I can hardly wait to see what will happen next. Then she calls for me and I have to crawl at her heel back to the first room.


First she goes over the positions I had to learn, even with my nerves racing I feel I don`t do too bad. It’s not perfect but Miss seems to be in a forgiving mood. One command I totally screwed up. It was a command to Honor and kiss her shoe, I however ended up licking it. Luckily after a stern look and a warning Miss did forgive my mistake and even made me carry on cleaning both shoes for her.


She than gives me the command to go lay over her lap. I can feel her hands on my ass and soon she is building up a steady pays of slapping my ass cheeks. Even for a warm-up it’s already pretty hard and I start to worry if I can live up to Miss her expectations. Especially as I had already confessed I would like to try out her leather cane. A foolish thing to say I worry now.


After the short warm-up she goes through the positions with me again. Than it is time for the real endurance. I don`t see a beating as punishment, but something I wish to do for my Mistress. Something I love to endure, because it makes her happy.


I have to say that at first I am doing well and even though it hurts still enjoy it myself. Miss tries out a new whip on me, a nasty whip with many hard thin straps. She is not using the whip very hard, but sometimes hit a sensitive part. Than its back over her lap, first she starts again with her hand than to go on with different paddles. In between the spanking I can feel her warm hand on my ass, checking the state of my skin. Then she begins starting to build up momentum and I can start feeling myself float away in ecstasy. With only a sigh at every hit I take her every hit, until she speeds up even more and it almost becomes to much.


We have a little break and a talk. Some time for me to build back up my strength. I have already almost forgotten the pain and am happy with Miss her aftercare of me. My ass she tells me is already a nice shade of red with a nice set of crisscross lines. Still I feel I can prove to her that I can take more as I know it brings her pleasure. Besides, I still had not felt the leather cane.


She makes me bent over a wooden bench covered with some padding. I already start to regret my optimism that I told her I could take some more. I however decide to be as submissive as I can and be a good slave and to just take it.


At first she starts simple, but soon switches to a beautiful flexible cane of light material. This already is hard on me and I start to breathe faster. At the same time I can already feel myself slip away again into subspace. It feels lovely. Now and then I whisper her name, a reminder for whom I am doing this. She switches over to a longer and harder cane, making sure my whole ass is covered in the tell tale marks of the cane. I can already feel where this will lead, the leather cane. It’s a beautiful long black cane.  A gem to look at but it is also something that fills me with fright.


From the corner of my eye I can see her pick it up. I prepare myself and soon 3 hits fall down. I crumble from the pain as irradiates from my body. Miss compliments my on how well I am taking it and says she is happy she finally has found someone to use it on. The 3 hits were already really painful but I want to go on. I want to prove that I can take this cane. I tell her I would love some more of it but feel the need to be bound to take it.


Miss orders me to my knees, to bend over face on the floor wrists stretched back next to my ankles. She ties them all together making me unable to escape. With my head on the floor I await my fate.


It takes not long for the cane to again fall on my ass. I count the strokes and barely make it to 10 from the excruciating pain. Then I beg her to stop. Miss takes only partly mercy on me and gives me 5 more cane strokes with the lighter on. Part of me is glad she did this, as it shows who is in command.


She comes and sits next to me. My breathing is irregular and comes out in shocks. Gratefull I crawl against her boot. As Miss strokes my hair I cry. I don`t know if it was because of the pain or the release of gratitude. It feels however very special.


Slowly I find my way back out of subspace. I completely lost track of time but slowly it starts to dawn on me that I still have to go home. Miss takes a few pictures of my beaten ass to show me just how red and covered in lashes it is. It looks impressive and I am actually proud of it.


I get dressed, say my goodbyes and go home. The long trip is not very comfortable, but as long as I sit still it’s bearable. Only when I need to get up it takes effort not to show my fellow passengers the pain I am in.

At home I see Miss emailed me the pictures. Looking in the pictures I see that the trip home did nothing to improve the state of my ass. A big blue welt has formed. However I am still very great full for serving Miss and experiencing lovely toys.



5/8/2009 5:20:02 AM
sadly it seems I have wasted a day again on a no show.

4/20/2009 5:19:18 AM
Beautifull sunny days and the fantasyfair right arround the corner. This is going to be one lovely week. :)

12/21/2008 1:53:49 AM
To all happy hollidays and seeya in the new year.


11/19/2008 7:40:56 AM
Finally, had a nice and fullfilling D/s encounter again.

7/23/2008 9:38:30 AM
Why is what you seek always so far away *sigh*

6/17/2008 2:15:29 AM
Well that took longer then I thought. Still long way from being finished here but atleased the computer is up and running again.

5/29/2008 2:22:46 AM
still very buzy *sigh* and limited internet.
Will be back later.
Be well.

5/13/2008 3:19:37 AM
Up to the end of this month I will be extreemly buzy. Mails will take longer to be replied.
Hopefully in june things will have calmed down again :)

4/7/2008 12:16:23 PM
Finally back, I will soon be answering mails again.

3/7/2008 7:19:21 AM
Won`t be arround from 8-3 till 22-3 so if you sent me any mail in between those dates, you know why I don`t repond ;)

2/6/2008 2:50:34 PM
Collarme had a reset.
All my mail of today is gone. If you sent anything but not gotten a reply back, I did not recieve it.


1/27/2008 1:19:13 PM
Back from weekend.
Wow I must say now that I have it on friends only the number of mails had declined from loads to hardly any. Must not be many arround here that just want a talk with likely minded people. Oh well, more time for the ones that do :)

1/24/2008 5:37:26 AM

Well back here after a long absence, was kind of sick of some people.
Starting all fresh now and hoping to find some nice people to chat with.

I am not looking for new subs, so please do not go and ask for tasks.
If you cannot hold a normal conversation for more then 5 minutes without asking for tasks etc. you most definitely will not interest me as a sub/slave, so don`t bother.

7/16/2006 12:18:00 PM
Hi there,

I`m just wondering why some people expect me to jump as soon as they sent me a msg?
I do have a life outside this site, places to be people to see :)

Most people will get a reply back from me, just be patient.
But I get many msg and if you write to me about things you should know from my profile I totally DON`T look for then don`t be surprised if you don`t get an answer. I don`t write a profile for nothing people, do read.

Ps. it very hard to reply if you remove your profile before I can even sent you a msg back.
So yes No wonder you don`t get a reply jeez.

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