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If you are dark (and by 'dark' I dont mean coloring of the body..Its like, as a song says, when a tornado meets a volcano, its passionate, and understands that there is a very fine line between sex and violence), intelligent, knowing, and intuitive, you are exactly what I am looking for. I seek what seems to be unheard of...could that be you? I can only dream that he is out there, and that he finds me...soon.
Oh damn you, Im very tired, if only I could sleep. Why have you come to haunt me now, these past few days? You keep prying open the flimsy lock on the vault of my mind-you see me as I was in those days...young, my lips blood red and full, my hair gleaming. I'm old now, gray, wrinkled, corrupted by cynicism, tired, and sleepless.
A man doesn't easily forget the kind of red hot love affair we had-and the pain, the God awful pain...Well, my dear, neither does a Woman. But, please, be kind, vanish, disappear, go away. I haven't slept a night thru in years..Have bad dreams...who cares? My eyelids are heavy, so terribly heavy. I close them, sleep...ahh...sleep.
"It is always by way of pain one arrives at pleasure"-Marquis De Sade
"Its only after we've lost everything, that we're free to do anything"-Chuck Palahniuk
"And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and Silent and Complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom."-Chuck Palahniuk
I have many many interests, some of them listed here. I have been, on more than one occasion, been called a dichotomy. The good/the bad, the high/the low, the black/the white..all wrapped into one package. If you care to know more..ask....
I truly look forward to more conversations on here. Its not easy to find others to talk to about the lifestyle. I enjoy playing, rp'ing, and learning new things. Knowledge is one thing that I truly adore and admire in others as well.
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I will admit I found this on someones profile, and I just had to add it here. Its sooo fitting for me!
Tell me what a man finds sexually attractive and I will tell you his entire philosophy of life. Show me the woman he sleeps with and I will tell you his valuation of himself. .... He will always be attracted to the woman who reflects the deepest vision of himself, the woman whose surrender permits him to experience -- or fake -- a sense of self-esteem. The man who is proudly certain of his own value, will want the highest type of woman he can find, the woman he admires, the strongest, the hardest to conquer -- because only the possession of a heroine will give him the sense of achievement, not the possession of a brainless slut. ~ Ayn Rand |
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Well, surgery is over, and unfortunately, no domestic sub/slave answered my call. "SIGH" Such is life I suppose.
I am just about healed now, although I still have some residual problems like stiffness and soreness from time to time. I think that will be the norm for a lil while to come. Nothing I cant handle, thats for sure.
Another good note...I am finally REALLY at my goal weight. Ive officially lost 95 lbs. and dont wish to lose anymore. Im looking better than I ever did! YAY ME! HEHEHEHE
Heres wishing all of you had a wonderful holiday season and are recouping nicely from all of that time with family. I know how trying that can be.
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Finally...below goal weight! Im a lovely size 8/10 now. I cant believe Ive lost 90 lbs. It really does feel good to look sexy in clothes again, and not to be worried about every lil thing I put on. Thank you all for your support during all of this. The well wishes mean the world to me!! |
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Ok, Im back again. At my goal weight..finally. I love saying Im smaller than the average american woman now. Just gives me a thrill beyond belief..lol. Ive bought a house, am committed to learning more about my submissive side, and am trying to live life to the fullest possible given all the circumstances surrounding me. I would love to hear from everyone that reads this....Let me know how your life is going as well! |
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Its been awhile since I have posted, so I thought a lil update was needed. Ive lost 70 pounds so far, only a few more to go until my goal weight. Thats a great thing! The bad thing about it all, Im being tested further for possible MS, it appears that I do have it, but they just dont wanna do anything but put me on pain management for a lil while. Annoying, but a fact of my life right now. Any of you out there with MS, let me know how its going for you...I'm sure I could learn from you all and would appreciate your input! Much love to you all, and I've missed being here. Its so nice to be back and active again! |
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Ok, up to losing over 50 pounds now. I think Im finally looking like I used too, and thats a good thing! Ive had so many changes in my life lately. I moved into a new place. Things are hectic, at best, most of the time but its all a good thing. It didnt happen in the best way, but the outcome was good. Isnt that the way it usually happens?
Soo, whats everyone want for the holiday? Anything interesting......or not? ::winks::
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Juat an update...45 pounds now..and Im sooo looking good. Im working out six days a week...feeling better than ever, and my life is finally starting to look up!! I just wanted to share that with anyone that is interested. Feel free to message me or email me anytime!
MM
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Well, I said I would come back when I had lost enough to really post and here I am. Its now at 40 pounds and going down more by the day. I feel soo much better about the way I look, and feel physically. The issues with my personal life arent resolved just yet, but i am giving it my all, and plan to have my business started and have my friends here within a few months. Thank you all for all of the support you have given me, and I will continue to keep you updated!! M |
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Ok, time for another update. Im now down 28 pounds total...and am starting to really notice it. I had a bit of a breakdown recently, but I am finally getting thru that, and the funny thing about it is I think it has made my mind and my thinking clearer than it has been in years. I sincerely hope that all of the changes I am making will lead me to where I want/need to be. I am thankful for the few that have stuck by me thru it all, and anxious to meet new people that will stick by me in the future!! Hugs and kisses and licks and nibbles till next time my dahlings!!! |
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Time for me to let everyone know whats going on! I've met some wonderful people as of late, and am currently very happy with my situation. I still have a long way to go, and alot to deal with, but with certain people by my side, I can do anything. As of now, Ive lost 24 pounds, so I'll be updating that size thing when I have a significant difference, say, another 24 pounds? lol Words of encouragement are always welcomed. I'll update again soon...hugs, kisses, licks, and nibbles!!
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| Age: 23 |
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Nigeria |
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