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Real is real and you can feel it. Fake is not real and leaves the feeling of disappointment in the end. But regardless, unless we venture in to find out what is real and what is fake, all we are left with is our imagination. |
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Bitter boys..... I've read several journals and profiles expressing some pretty harsh words for dommes that don't respond. Here is a bit of feedback:
If I get email that appears to be the same thing that is being sent to other dommes, it negates the interest that a sub proclaims to have in ME. It simply demonstrates that the sub is hitting all the dommes on the site. Look at it this way, if it is Valentines Day and you are obviously giving the same candy to every girl you know, how is any one of them going to feel special and like you did it just for her? Same principal boys! |
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Is it a coincidence that the words men and meat both start with an M??? I think not!!! They are both from the same food group right?? Hmm. |
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I am NOT an animal!!!!!!!
Oops.. sorry... meant to channel Mae West but got he Elephant Man instead!!!!!! |
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When I am me, who are you? |
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Ever feel like an ant under someone's magnifying glass in the sun??? Or, do you ever wish you were the ant?? Or the wielder of the magnifying glass?? |
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they say patience is a virtue, and it is..... I really, really need to be more virtuous! |
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there is such a big difference between someone wanting ME and someone wanting what I can do for THEM. it is almost overwhelming to think of what that really means. not to be all emo and goth-like but it sucks and not in a good way when you realize that all that professed their friendship and loyalty were really saying something quite different than the words that came out of their mouths. where are my loyal friends now? not here. i can tell you that. what they really should have said, keeping it real, would be 'don't call me, i'll call you when i need your services'. perhaps, just perhaps, i am missing the boat on what a friend is. perhaps a friend is really just someone that you are friendly with and that will be there on your doorstep wanting something from me. doom and gloom. i hate nights like this. |
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Denying one's nature is the most painful damaging thing we can do to ourselves. Almost the ultimate in self destruction or at the very least this denial is the precursor to the ultimate self destruction. The trick seems to be knowing the difference between our true nature and our 'trained' nature or the 'socially acceptable' nature we put on as a front. It is unfortunate that discovering, embracing and accepting our true nature is so dangerous in our minds because what does it mean if we are into something that is different? What does it mean about us and if we ourselves can't accept that, how are we to risk others accepting our true nature? Phew!!! That was taxing... my brain goes in such odd directions! |
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To cuck or not to cuck? That is the question!!! Perhaps I should ask a cuckee the question and see what a cuck thinks? Altho we all know the answer do we not? Hell Yessssss is what a cuckee would say!!!! |
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Some days I wonder... about everything and why everything is as it is and why everyone is as they are... and more importantly, i wonder where my slimy brain gets this shit!!!! |
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God it is soooo Fucking good to be home!!!! I missed my perpetually overcast city of normal people!!!! Nashville... what can I say other than I am glad to be home among people that will at least tell me they give a shit whether they really do or not!!! And to all of you male subs that have been stood up by dommes, well, you aren't the only ones. I won't say I got stood up, but I will say that it is a bummer to travel that far and not be important enough for someone's busy schedule. Ok, poor me, whaa, whaa, whaa. Done bitching. |
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i am soooooo looking forward to getting back home |
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yep, going to quit having feelings. i think heart removal is my best bet or perhaps a labotamy. |
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I'm leavin' on an airplane, don't know when I'll be back again!
Oh, wait, will be back the 13th :( |
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Feelings.... a habit i really must quit. |
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33 year old virgins on this sight??????? right... to the guy that asked if i wanted to take his virginity, umm.. noooooooooo.... been there, done that.... inexperience is NOT what I want. and how would a guy prove his virginity other than complete ineptness? |
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omg... loonnngg day.... i nice soothing cup of warm tea brought to me by an obedient slave is in order! Got all the ingredients but one! |
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ok boys, tgirls and real girls, Rule #1, if you haven't viewed and read my profile, don't expect a response from me. Its really a pretty simple rule that any sub or switch should be able to follow! |
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sometimes i wonder why the universe wants me in solitude. i guess i better just shut up and listen so i can deal with it. |
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audio, video, good grief!!! i think the instructions can be a bit more obscure but i'm not sure how.... Oh I know! They can put it on black paper with black print. Maybe I'd have a better chance at getting it right then!!!! |
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Getting closer to being settled. I may actually get to put some clothes in a dresser now!!!!! Finally got a can opener!!! Cooked my first dinner last night that didn't consist of peanut butter and jelly! Ok, well, mac and cheese and a precooked burger, but its a start! (I know how to cook, its just my fridge looks like a bachelor's fridge) |
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guess it is time to read up on the 'rules' of being single. unfortunately i'm not good at following the rules.. |
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day 2.... sore sore sore and NOT in a good way.... That sore was friday night........... um ya... ok...
nuff whining... back to unpacking! |
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Phew! Long day! Moved into new apartment and am beat. I had help, but it doesn't seem to matter how much help there is, you're still gonna end up beat at the end of the day. Tomorrow's task ----- get my inner geek on and get my computers set up and my new hd tv..... Should be LOTS of cussing... Good thing these walls seem well insulated... knock on wood (aka my head), I haven't heard a peep from any of them. Good to all and to all a good night!!
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