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MissLillianna

I am drawn to paganism, wiccan, witchcraft, & the occult. I am looking to explore these with like minding individuals,who have experience with these. I would like to safely explore the more sensual, sexual, and darker aspects of these. I recognize that even plants do much of their growing in darkness. I want to find balance, and learn to walk between the light and the darkness. While I have very little experience outside of monogamous relationships, I am wanting to spread my wings and experience more open, yet meaningful relationships, where all parties are ok with moving outside of their own little circle of two. Monogamy just doesn't seem to be working for me. That may change someday, as I continue to evolve and grow. I prefer a more honest approach, and realize that one person isn't always able to be all things to another. I do have years of experience with many aspects if bdsm, both as a submissive and as a service top, and as a hypnotist and a subject. I am evolving. There are plenty of things yet to explore and experience. While I am fully capable of topping, I am not looking for a submissive man. I am not looking for one night stands. I want meaningful relationships. I ask for one concession before we get together to really start our journey: I will not have sex with you the first time we meet. We will need to meet in public for coffee, tea, breakfast, lunch, dessert, or drinks or something reasonably similar. If we hit it off, we can talk about getting together for more after that. I can provide verification on Skype or by phone, or other message program of your choosing. Pictures will be provided on request. I appreciate the time you took to view my profile.
11/8/2012 12:03:16 PM

Are there any ladies who would like to join me?

10/30/2012 1:56:05 AM

Finally getting some rest after an amazing bdsm weekend.  I experienced too much to describe, the highlight of which was being set on fire.  So cool, well actually warm, but so cool! 

10/21/2012 9:33:08 AM

“Sleep for me, now,” he said.  And she felt herself drift to that special place, aware, but in a deep place, where the only thoughts that mattered were the ones she was feeling with him, the ones he was sharing with her.  All that mattered was where he was taking her.  Time stood still, as she drifted with him, for him. 

 And in the darkness, he showed her the shadows, her shadows, her darkness, her desiresm and his shadows.  In the darkness, he woke her up in another place within her, a place where she had refused to travel to because she was afraid. Here with him, her fear disappeared, as if it never had been there.

In the darkness, she came to know her demons, and his.  She learned to welcome them, as he coaxed them out of the shadows.  She learned to invite them in, as he sank deeper into her very being.  It was in this place with him, that he introduced her to the three women, who were all a part of who she was, but who she hadn’t known before.  He, in a way, created them, but they were always there. 

One was the one who would coax her out, and teach her that her sexuality was pleasureable, and strong. 

 The other was much more fluid, changing like she was, and she would come to find out, it was natural to flow in whatever direction or shape she needed it to be. It was natural to change. It was natural to evolve.

 And then, there was the strongest one of them all, the one that could direct her, and force her to let go, and just enjoy all the sensations of her own body, the one that demanded from her all that she was, and all that she could be the one that forced her to see herself and to embrace pleasure, as she let go of all she thought she was.

 And then, as quickly as he came for her, he put her deeper into that special place, where she slept peacefully, blissfully, thinking he would be there for her when she woke, that she could share with him how much she loved where he took her, but when she came back, and opened her eyes, he was gone.  He had simply disappeared. 

 And she wants more.......

lelly8981
 
 Age: 35
 Pacific Beach, California