Looking for submissive female in the area to serve Myself and Dom male friend of Mine. If interested message Me.

~ Miss Despina ~

Had a great time with My new personal house keeper ;-) !! he was great, listened VERY while and was always attentive, polite and respectful!! I can't wait for him to come back Sunday to do some more work for Me. If he is a good boy and does ALL his work correctly I think I may give him a nice, long ass beating!!!! ;-)

~ Miss Despina ~

I want to personally thank "My fan" for a lovely phone conversation, even though I let you go WAY over your time limit.  Don't expect Me to be so nice next time ;-) I also want to thank you for your lovely gift! Take care, and I will talk to you soon! :-*

~ Miss Despina ~

Position available for full-time house keeper / personal assistant. you should expect NOTHING from Me in return, but if you do a good job I will be sure to keep you coming back for more ;-) If you are interested in applying for a chance to work VERY closely with Me, send Me a message. Hope to hear from you soon!! ;-)

~ Miss Despina ~

Christmas is coming up!! E-mail Me for My wishlist!! If you buy Me something or make a donation you get a special surprise ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

LOOKING FOR A NEW ROOMMATE!!!!!!!!!!!! submissive or switch preferred. Too much of a power struggle with other Dom/Dommes in the house and I don't share nor do I play well with others. It's possible this could lead to more later. Please ONLY message for more details if you live in the SAVANNAH AREA ONLY and you are REAL, READY and SERIOUS!!!!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

SPECIAL OFFER THIS WEEK ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! "BEAT THE HEAT" DISCOUNT!!!!!!!!!!

This week only offering 1/3 off My 30 & 60 min online/cam sessions. Don't go outside and get all sweaty, stay in and get all steamy with Me ;-) Message Me NOW to book your appointment and for details!!!!!!!! Select appointment days ONLY, special circumstances required to book!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

NOW TAKING APPLICATIONS!!!!!!! For a unique position!! I am actively seeking a switch male to be My bull!!!! There will only be ONE lucky applicant chosen so if you are interested send Me a message telling Me why I should choose you and I will message you back with requirements and details. This will be an ON-GOING relationship and you MUST live in the Savannah area!!!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

JUST TO BE HONEST AND STRAIGHT FOWARD!!!!!! If you are contacting Me for a session or to be My online/cam "slave" you better be ready for a response that includes a session fee. I don't do sessions or online without a fee. K? Thanks!! ~ Miss Despina ~

OK so, I'm not going to delete My profile but I will be taking a hiatus.... My final is next week and I need to focus!!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

Done with this. Done with this lifestyle. Deleting My profile.... Duces!!!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

Isn't there a smart little sub that would like to do My homework for Me? LOL... seriously though, we can work something out ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

OK so it's been about two months since I've really been here... I've kinda fallen out of the lifestyle a bit. There has been a lot of other things going on. I started a new job. I'm going back to school. And thankfully all of my medical test results came back good for now. They will be repeated in April to check again. Unfortunatly the lifestyle that is my true outlet has fallen to the back back burner and way down on my list of priorities. That cold front came in cold and fast :( At least it really feels like Christmas... for now anyways... I am also happy to report a total weight loss of 58 pounds for the past year... although that really has no relevance here :-/ IDK it's 5:30 am... I'm rambling. But anyways as always I wish you all all the happiness in the world and the best of luck and that you can find what you're looking for!! Until next time.... ~ Miss Despina ~

Ok people... SO I get a lot of RANDOM ASS one or two line messages... DO you REALLY expect me to respond to that? And if so HOW do you expect me to respond? Because most of the time I WILL type the first thing that pops into my head and most of the time it isn't quite nice AT ALL... It's mostly "Um ok? And you think I care because?" If I keep getting these lame ass random one liners I am just going to let my fingers start doing the talking and A LOT of people on here are NOT going to like what I have to say... That is all... Until next time ~ Miss Despina ~

Hello!! After a short abscence I am back!! Unfortunatly I have recently suffered more injuries but do not be concerned with my physical state - I never miss a beat and NOTHING can keep me down for long ;-) If everything goes as planned my time over the next two years will be EXTREMELY limited so sessions will be by APPOINTMENT ONLY!! Any and all of my time is VERY valuable and will be restricted. I have a busy week ahead and I know I need to get back to some people on here and I will do my best. And for those of you that want to be HATERS... keep spitting your game because your words can only become my motivation ;-) But for now it's time for me to run.. Have a BUSY BUSY day ahead... Until next time lovlies and always remember if you can't love yourself how the hell can you love somebody else? ~ Miss Despina ~

Hello people that read my journal ;-) I'm kind of curious to know if anyone actually reads the shit I post on here LOL so if you are reading this make sure you send me a message... I'm curious to know who my followers are... if I even have any. SO I have decided to embark on a new journey... I wouldnt exactly say that I am a switch. I love being in control too much to be a sub LOL. But I have decided in order to know what really makes my slaves tick I need to know how it feels to be in different situations. One situation I have been increasingly curious in as of late is the DL and AB lifestyle/fetish/kink. So I have decided that for one day, a whole 24 hours, I am going to put myself in that position and see what it's really like to have that experience. Now to be honest if anyone would have asked me a year ago if I would even consider something like this the answer would have been along the lines of " HELL FUCK NO " LOL. But I must admit it is a topic that has peaked my interests and something that I am curious about so I will follow my philosophy of life and try everything once. Who knows? It might make me an even better Domme than I already am ;-) (yeah right... as if that's possible LOL). I really want to crawl into the minds of my slaves and know the feeling of helplessness they get when I control them and learn how to push them and take them to the brink of their limits and shove them beyond that line. I want to get under their skin, occupy their minds, and control them from the inside out. So here goes nothing LOL. I will make sure to update you on the expeirment and let you know how it goes. Until next time CollarMe ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

I REALLY REALLY NEED TO TRY AND CALM MYSELF!!!!!! It can NOT be healthy to be this wide awak and this riled up and this much affected by one person and their actions and words.... I really need someone to listen to me right now and I KNOW people are tired of hearing me talk about the same thing over and over again... I KNOW I'm beating a dead horse and the ONE person I REALLY NEED to be saying all this stuff to will not listen to me right now... they need "space" so I am giving space to them... all the space they could ever need and more.... ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Time to call the doc ~ Miss Despina ~

Cutting your hair yourself is always a good idea as long as you're not seven and you actually know what you are doing with a pair of scissors. I cut my own hair today and it is kinda Katy Perry looking ;-) LOL I like my new look. It fits my personality. and I think it was just the kind of change I was looking for ~ Miss Despina ~

well it looks like I am a successful pro-Domme :D I just ended my session with a guy who paid for the whole hour but only took up 20-30 minutes of my time... now that's what I'm talking about LOL. It was fast easy money and I must say I very much enjoyed it... Now let's see if I can keep this pattern up ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

I have a wish list a mile long and I dont think santa will be bringing me any of these naughty things :-( can't wait to start working so I can buy all the things I've ever wanted and more.... unless someone else will buy them for me LOL a nice slave boy and a nice slave girl bought me some roses today :D it was a nice surprise we had fun on our little walmart shopping adventure and after this weekend I have learned something new about myself yet again.... I'm glad I can still learn things even now ~ Miss Despina ~

well I got offered a couple jobs... one pays a lot of money and the other not so much... So if you want to know what I will be doing send me a message with your phone number in it and I will give you a free sample... also when you message me tell me what your biggest sexual fantasy is ~ Miss Despina ~

I hate how SO many people view me on here but none of them actually have the GUTS to attempt to find happiness... either that or they just don't like what they read LOL... either way this rule holds true to ALL of life... the reward is worth the risk... so if you never take the risk you will never get the reward.... words to think about ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I need cash... plain and simple... who doesnt?? So why can I find a FUCKING JOB???!!!!!!!! I am getting so exhausted from this whole process.... not even ONE FUCKING CALL BACK for and INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!! ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this shit is SO lame ~ Miss Despina ~

It is in your best interest to not annoy me or piss me off... When I say I'm busy I'm actually busy.. I have a life and I don't spend 100% of my time on CollarMe... If you get on my bad side I WILL block you and ignore you either here or in RL... doesn't matter much to me.. I have a life and real friends and plenty of people to talk to and occupy my time... so lay off!!!! That is all ~ Miss Despina ~

Yes I really am about to fuck three differnt guys in 24 hours LOL... why?? Just because I CAN!!!! I love the freedom I have and I wouldnt trade it for ANYTHING in this world... people ask me if I ever just want to live a "normal" life and have "normal" relationships and my answer to that is FUCK NO that shit is boring.. why would I want to be trapped in a relationship and pinned down to only being with one person at a time... I spent 4 years of my life in a relationship that I was so unhappy in because I thought thats just what people did... but thankfully my eyes have been opened and I now know my true potential... thank you slave april :-) I think its about time to get a little something to eat and take a nap... today has been quite tiring LOL ~ Miss Despina ~

Well slave april is out of town for the week so slave michael is getting broken in really well this week. he is having to take over all of the household responibilities as well as keep me entertained LOL which I will admit can be a rather demanding job. his contract has been signed and he has been collared which he is rather pleased about from my understanding. I am still searching for the other two slaves who will hopefully complete my household but I'm not sure if they are out there... but I guess good things come to those who wait.. we will just have to see... so until next time :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

2 down 2 to go... I am still seeking two slaves to add to my house hold. When I say slave I mean slave.. owned property collared by me... so where the fuck are you??!! ~ Miss Despina ~

I think cuckholding has become my new speacialty :D I really am enjoying it... I love how I look at these so called "subs" and "slaves" who come with all these demands and expect Dommes and Doms to play with them and collar them... I really wish there was a site for lifestyle only people and a seperate site for play only people... This is NOT a game for me this is a lifestyle... This is how I live my life everyday inside and outside of my house. I am a dominate female by birth I always have been... I am not oing to bend to your demands but you will bend to mine... Like slave april says I will make you or break you :-) have a great day people ~ Miss Despina ~

If I were a sub who didn't show up to meet a Domme I would hang my head in shame and beg for forgiveness. I would be on my knees daily begging my Goddess for one more chance.... But I'm not a sub I'm a Domme and sometimes second chances shouldn't be given ~ Miss Despina ~

An insight into the mind of a Domme: Its difficult to be in the independent one all the time. Sometimes we need to be held and have our ego's stroked and be told that everything will be ok. When the world is falling down around us we need to be built up and reassured that this to shall pass. And the worst thing is when you go to that one person you believe to be the one that can give you just what you need at that moment and they turn their back on you. I rarely reach out to anyone for anything but the one time I do ask because I really need it I get told no or turned down. I am still a woman. I am still a human being. I still have wants and needs and desires. If I cant find what I need in one place I will go looking for it in another place. Luckily for me none of my relationships are exclusive on my end so if one partner can't provide me with what I need in that point and time hopefully another can. I will not go without to please other's. That is not in my nature. I will be the first to admit I am a difficult person to deal with and a difficult person to please. I am a divine Goddess and my wants and needs will always come first. However when those around me make sure that I am taken care of I am more than happy to ensure that they are pleased as well, but when you deny me my pleasure I will go out of my way to ensure your unhappiness. It all goes back to a simple saying scratch my back and I will scratch yours. Make sure I'm happy and I'll make sure you are to. Do me wrong and it will come back to haunt you. It may not be right away but it will come back to bite you in the ass I can guarentee that. And this post is not directed at anyone in particular its just something I needed to get out. ~ Miss Despina ~

I am happy to announce that I will start doing sessions for a fee with anyone that wants to play and offer keyholding services for a fee... Ive gotta suppliment my income somehow since I cant work right now.. so if you are interested contact me for an appointment and rates ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

had a GREAT day out with friends :-) but got one of the worst sunburns of my life :-( 12 hours in and already peeling :-/ this should b interesting...... ~ Miss Despina ~

so much is going on and I am so excited I can barely contain myself :D slave april and I are getting vanilla married on 5-6-11 so it will be ba BIG celebration that night for us.. my parents will be in town and there are a few planned meet ups with potential slaves :D yay me!!!!!! ~ Miss Despina ~

Sorry I have been so unresponsive lately... that should end after this week... I am preparing for court on thursday to finalize my divorce so u know what that means..... thursday night we will be out celebrating... if u wanna meet up with slave april and I let us know ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

I just FUCKING LOVE how EVERYTHING ALWAYS turns into SHIT ~ Miss Despina ~

teaching myself to tie bondage ropes :-) this should be interesting... ~ Miss Despina ~

I'm about to let slave april shoot me in the leg with a paintball gun :-/ we are trying to decide if we are gonna go paintball shooting or not LOL today was not bad for the communication restriction seeing as we were both super busy at work today so we will see what tomorrow will bring and I'll let u all know what its lke to get shot with a paintball gun... ~ Miss Despina ~

I'm having to write this fast cuz it's almost time to leave for work.. slave april and I are on contact restriction this week... this should be really interesting... no contact during work hours for 5 whole days :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

how is it that we can have such a good time laughing and telling stories and hanging out with friends but still not be satisfied with the whole thing? is it that I just want too much out of life? that I just expect too much? that I just want my cake and to eat it to? I am beginning to wonder if I ask too much out of life... I know that I am an instant gratification kind of person I want what I want and I want it now... poor slave april has to live up to my expectations and my demands on a daily bases :-/ but so far she seems to be doing a pretty good job... lucky her :-) I wish so badly that we werent the minority that we were the normal ones that people didnt look at us funny when we go out and I lightly Domme slave april in public that people dont look and whisper to each other "she is such a bitch to him" "he can do better than her" "why is he with her? look at the way she treats him" but if they only knew what really went on and that we are happiest this way they wouldnt try so hard to get his attention and steal him away from me LOL they can never take slave april from me... I am the only one that can dismiss her from service she can NEVER leave me LOL oh well... guess we just have to continue our lives this way :-/ it is what it is I guess.... ~ Miss Despina ~

had a freakin BLAST last night at club one with april :-) she went dressed femme and got a bit drunk :-) david met us there and we had a really REALLY good time :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

headed to club one this saturday night... if anyone is interested in meeting up.... slave april and I will be there :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

I'm rather sick tonight so slave april is serving as my nurse of sorts tonight :-) she is off restriction... she almost couldnt stand the one day LOL... she is SO happy to just be near me even if I dont acknowledge her at all :-) I must praise her as I have noticed a change in attitude and servitude :-) she just may get a reward tonight ;-) ~ Miss Despina ~

WOW competition is getting fierce to say the least... as many of you know I am currently looking for three more live-in slaves to move in within the next year... and I have had a TON of offers :-) I have had SO many offers that it makes me think of upping my number of live-in slaves... which is a possibility... Many enteries but for now only three will win... hmm I wonder who they will be :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

What an ungreatful little bitch!!!! slave april is on restriction from me for a while... Not sure how long exactly... but I do know that now I have time to interview more potential slaves... I'm sure they will be VERY greatful for my time... time spent away from slave april :-) ~ Miss Despina ~

slave april has truely become my slave and owned property we finalized it last night with the signing of a contract and april's collaring :-) there is no turning back for her now she is MINE I own her and I love her as my property but she is SO in love with me LOL :D I know its going to take a while for april to learn all her new rules but I am finding myself with very little tolerance lately :-/ hopefully either april will be a fast learner or have a enduring ass :) ~ Miss Despina ~

Soooooo in 2 hrs I am going to be partying and having the time of my life getting ready for my big 2-3 :D I am SO excited :) guess I will talk to you ppl sunday ;) Have a great weekend  ~ Miss Despina ~

LOL compared to last night it's slow tonight :-/ I'm a little annoyed at mysellf for becoming so obssessed with the power and this site it's lead me to waste valuable time that woulld have been better spent preparing myself and april for my big birthday parties on friday and saturday :( oh well guess that means I wil be on a bit of a hiatus for the next few days :D

slave april is REALLY pissing me off tonight :[ I have found so many good little boys who are VERY interested in becoming mine... is it a possibility that april could be replaced????? Guess we will just have to wait and see ;)