I recently discovered a new 'fetish'. I'm in a periode where Waffen-uniforms (especially Totenkopf) turns me on. Anyhow it's not a fantasy about nazis as much as a fantasy about the uniform. I guess it's the evil it represents that does something to me. I've had vivid dreams about the kind officer who rescued me and held me tight. I can still feel the fabric on my cheek....Luckily he had the face of my Master, well he was happy to hear that. I've spoken to some people about it, and everyone thinks it's something about rape and military brutality. But I have those fantasies and this is completely different. This has nothing to do with dominans ( I think), this is just the uniform. And perhaps to find the gentle side of someone who is suppose to be the opposit. My Master has promised to buy a uniform next year, he's spoiling me....Can't wait. |