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Well i am getting excited more and more every day......WHY do you ask? Well i have been talking to someone and we finally get to meet this coming week. My blood is flowing and my heart is racing faster and faster every day that the day gets closer. He makes me smile just getting a text from him or a call. Now my body is waiting for his touch. The many touches that are soon to come between the both of us. Just writing this makes me smile thinking of him as i sit here putting these words down. My heart is pounding!!!!! just a few more days!!!! I hope that my heart can handle the pace it is going. |
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Well I have been doing some more thinking about things I would like to try and about fantasies I have going on in my head. Wandering if I should try them or let them be. Some of them scare me but turn me on at the same time. What should one do? What if i try them and it turns out that they are really not what I want at all? Things are so vivid in my head and are so tempting but just so far from my reach. How can one want so many things at once and be so afraid of them at the same time? So many questions and no answers to any of them.
The one fantasy I have is to be kidnapped and brutally raped by several different people. No cutting or broken bones but bruised and roughed up pretty good. Why does this fantasy get me wet? And why does it appeal to me so much? Is it because all of the control is out of my reach? Is it because the control is in someone elses hands and thats what a slave loves so much, the control in someone elses hands? How does one have a fantasy like this come into play? How does one know that this is a scene in the lifestyle and not a complete act of anger from another? Should I seek this out more or let it be?
Things I want to try but have fears on.......why the fears if they tempt one so much. Hoods? Why are they so appealing but so terrifying at the same time? I have looked at them at thought of how they would feel on me and wanted it so bad. But then the fear comes to me again and again. I would love to at least try one on for a few minutes and just see how it feels but not have anything done to me at first. I know there are many types of them out there but they all have the same affect on me. Just the look of them makes me fear them and want them at the same time. Why is that? How can one overcome this fear of the one thing she wants? Masks do the same thing to me as well. Why? Please if you have any thoughts on this please I beg you to tell them to me.
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I have been doing a lot of thinking about life and relationships. You can look for what you want all the time but you will never find who you really want. They will find you when you least expect it. They show up when you are down and out. I am so happy that the guy standing on the hill in my dream being my protector. Making me feel safe. Never letting me see his face. You know who you are and I just want to thank you for finding me and wanting to hold on to me. |
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Well the past few weeks have really been hard and stessful on me. First losing my mom and dealing with family that I havent been talking to for the last few years. Then having to come back home and going back to work. Still not being able tto breakdown from my moms death. Then a couple days ago I find out a very dear friend of mine passes away as well.. He was my neighbor as well. Now I am trying to deal with both deaths. But in the mist of all this.....i have starting talking with someone I hope will be in my life for a very long time. He is a switch. And he makes me feel so complete. I cant wait to meet in person and feel everything physically from him. "Lets put this last piece of the jigsaw puzzle together and become one." he knows what that means. Well till next time! |
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Looking for a playmate for occasional fun. Nothing serious right now. If chemistry is good maybe later we can discuss long term. |
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Hello E/everyone!. girl just wants to update a few things on here. No girl is not looking to relocate. No girl does not dominate submissive males. All girl is looking for right now is a playmate. Nothing serious. No girl does not travel. The only time girl has to play is in the mornings and early day before 2pm. |
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one of my favorite songs is this and my favorite part in the whole song.......
Nickleback: I Like Your Pants Around Your Feet
i like your pants around your feet
and i like the dirt thats on your knees
and i like the way you still say please
while you looking up at me
your my favorite damn disease
......this is me with a great Master. i am on my knees and looking up at Him
i love all types of music and i love to have sex while listening to music. can you guess what kind of sex i would like to have with this song playing? i move depending on the type of music is playing.
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Well, i am beginning to think that i may have to take my photos off here for a while. i want to see how many people would contact me without seeing what i look like. i am a real person and slave. i do not have a reason lie about myself or anything. i would like to know how many of the people that contact me are real as well. i have alot about me that i would like to share with You. i want to do that to thiose who are real and not just out for a piece of ass. i want those who are serious about the lifestyle and want to know about me and no just the sex part. sex is a bonus after you get to know the person. ask me about me and things i enjoy in and outside the lifestyle. my life is very interesting and it will also let You know how i am in the bedroom. once You can prove to me that You are serious about getting to know me and about the lifestyle You live i will be glad to give You my YIM and maybe a time we can meet. i dont want the kid games and i dont want just a piece of ass. i want more than that. i want friendship and playmates frome time to time. if ou wantthat with me then show me that You are serious and that You are not into childish games.proof is the ticket to getting close to me. i am not playing anymore games. i dont want to have to atke my photos off here. i am very proud of who i am and what i am and i like to show that. talk to You soon!!!
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HELLO PEOPLE.........PLEASE
dont ask for my YIM until we have been talking for at least a week on
here as friends and if i feel comfortable with YOU then i will give it
to YOU freely.
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Well this past week has been very interesting for me. it started out with me getting on a bus and moving to a new state and only knowing a couple people. i have met a few more since i have been here and i get along with them pretty well. i never reallized how hard it is to just pack up and leave your whole life behind you and start over. i am going to do this though. i have a very good support team right now and i am pretty sure i will get more in due time. if there is anyone who knows a little about what i am talking about please contact me. i would love to find out a few ways to get through this. it is so hard for me.
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Well, i haven't been on here for a short while. i am back to talk to my friends again. i am in a new state and starting a new life. Its different but i will deal with it. i know that its cold and i am definately not sure of how to be in the snow anymore.
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The Kiss of a Bite
i was sleeping on a very rainy night. it was chilly but it felt inviting at the same time. i left my balcony open to let the cool crisp air in and so that i could hear the rain fall. i was able to fall asleep fast and deep.
Then He came!!! He touched my body with His fingertips ever so lightly. Just enough not to startle me out of my deep sleep. i awoke slowly and very calmly.
He stood there just stairing at my with His mysterious black eyes. i could tell He wanted me. i went to sit up and He touched my shoulder to stop me. It was just forceful enough to make me realise that He had control.
He leaned down and whispered in my ear that He was here to taste my soul with the kiss-bite. i shivered in excitement just from His words.
He ran His fingers down the side of my face down to my neck. i was trying not to breath so hard but it was unstopable. He kept sliding His fingers down my body. my breast, my stomach, my thighs and my legs. But then He came back up the inside of my legs and reached my wet and inviting pussy.
He then lowered His mouth to mine and began to kiss me very hard and passionately. As He did, His fingers slid inside me. i was moaning and moving and then He did it. He moved to my neck and and kissed me with a bite. It was so unreal. i thought i was dreaming. i wanted more and then He just left.
When i awoke the next morning i felt so complete. i was untouchable. i then realised i was His. He controlled me from just the kiss of a bite. He has my soul!!!
by: MPM (mirra) 12-16-09 |
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i have found so many good friends on here that do not push things on me. i want to thank all of YOU for that have accepted to just being a freind to me. When i am ready to go further i will let YOU know.
Also PLEASE dont ask for my YIM until we have been talking for at least a week on here as friends and if i feel comfortable with YOU then i will give it to YOU freely.
i also want to thank everyone for the very nice compliments on my pictures.
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Well for the ones of you that i talk to often.....i am doing a little better now, but still a little down and still broken hearted. It takes time for a broken heart to heal. i will let "YOU" know when i am ready to commit myself to you. You know who you are. |
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"TEARS"
The tears that fall from my eyes are because of the hurt and wrong you have done to me.
They are from the love we have for eachother.
The tears are becoming tears of blood now.
The pain from knowing that i will never be in your arms for real.
my heart bleeds for you and you will never get to taste the truth from my soul because you are so far away.
i will wait for your touch to wipe away the plain tears.
And i will crave for the day you taste the tears of blood and then take the rest of my soul from my blood when you sink your teeth in my jugular vein.
By: M.P.M. (mirra)
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