I was encouraged by an engaging submissive to write this journal. The following is something that can be read, and imagined vividly, and if you have a good imagination, it will provide you with a short mental vacation.
In the following I have you imagine vividly being bound, hooded, and describe sensory deprivation. I realize that a hood and sensory deprivation are not for everyone, so if this is appealing, then read on.
Take a deep breath and as you exhale slowly. For just for a few minutes, let your thoughts focus on this journal only. And know that no matter how relaxed or into subspace that you go, if your attention is required, you will always be able to SNAP OUT OF IT immediately and be COMPLETELY REFRESHED AND ALERT. And all effects of the hood or bondage will be completely gone.
So for now, focus intently on my words and prepare to imagine vividly. Let the outside distractions fade into the background like soothing ocean waves, which allow you to enter a deeper subspace the more they continue. And know that if your attention is required, you can snap out of it immediately.
As you continue to read, imagine that you are naked, bound spread eagle, and wearing a hood. And you can continue to read, even though the hood, blocks out all light, and the gag fills your mouth. You can breathe easily and comfortably through your nose. You may notice the thick collar around your neck that holds the hood inescapably in place.
Notice what it's like to be bound naked like this. Notice how you feel.
In this imagination you may find it more exciting to know the person that has bound you, or you may like the excitement of not knowing. This is your imagination so you can make it which ever is more exciting to you.
As you feel the texture of the hood on your face, and it's restrictions, you notice how much more powerless you feel. And maybe having sight and speech taken away from you adds to your excitement. You can move your head and feel the collar that is comfortable but snugly restrictive. If you move just right, maybe you can tell if it is buckled or locked on. Either way, you are securely bound and there is no way to open it.
As you notice the perfect darkness, and the tight full gag, you may notice that you have ear buds in your ears, that also block out all sound. And you can let yourself float into a deeper subspace with the darkness and silence.
A deep voice begins in your ear buds that tell you to “Relax.” Inside your hood and subspace it sounds like it comes from inside the center of your head. “Relax and breathe, …. relax and breathe.... and enjoy the deepening subspace.”
The voice continues.
“Notice which wrist is the snuggest and yet comfortable in the leather cuff. Feel how the leather encircles your wrist. Maybe you can tell if it is just buckled or locked in place as you feel for clues. And notice how the strap tightly pulls your arm to more securely bind you. And you might tug on it slightly to test it...and now feel the deepening excitement of being helplessly bound. And helplessly exposed as you realize how powerless you are.
Shift your attention now, to the other wrist and see if you can feel the thickness and weight of the leather cuff. And as you test this cuff with a pull, relax, and feel yourself go even deeper into subspace.”
The voice continues and it's as if the words become more and more powerful the more you listen to them.
“Notice which ankle cuff is pulling you open the most, and feel your openness and vulnerability. And as you feel the cuff encircling your ankle, notice that it is secured tightly, and that your sex is so vulnerable. Test it with a pull, and relax deeper, going deeper into subspace and realizing more and more how powerless you are at this moment.
Go deeper inside and feel the other ankle cuff.
Notice how thick the leather is. Notice how tightly the strap pulls you open. And as you realize how open and vulnerable you are right now, you will go even deeper into subspace, feeling all the walls of resistance crumbling away. Is that a good feeling? Does it help you go deeper?”
And the voice tells you, “Go inside and notice your arousal and sexual energy now. Notice how it is growing. Maybe you are already very aroused or maybe it is growing gradually. Notice how your sex is beginning to be more and more sensitive to my voice...and to my words. And the more you listen to this recording, the more sensitive to my words you become.
Realize that as you are bound naked, unable speak, unable to see, unable to hear anything but my voice, and how easy it is to let go and surrender. And how easy it is to surrender and be aroused.
Feel now, as if it is absolutely real, as I apply a nipple clamp to your left nipple. Feel the squeeze, pressure, pain, pleasure. Notice the feelings after it's on, and notice how these feelings directly affect your sex. And maybe you'll notice that you are more aroused than you were just a minute ago. Now, notice how it feels when I put the clamp on your right nipple. Feel the pressure, the pain, and the pleasure and feel your sex becoming more and more aroused.“
You are unique and enjoy your own unique pleasures and fantasies. Take a moment and imagine and feel what you would like to happen next. Do it now. When you have completed it....continue.
If you enjoyed this trip into subspace, then write me a quick note and maybe let me know what you would like to happen next.
Take a deep breath and feel wonderful as you SNAP OUT OF IT COMPLETLEY, being unbound, unclamped, unhooded, and able to see and talk easily and comfortably. Maybe stretch your arms and if you smile...then I'm glad I wrote this.
